Friday, May 19, 2006

MYEs- all results

got all the damned results for the MYEs today! oh my gosh. it was sooo messy this morning. helped to give out two stacks of exam papers. i was shocked by some of my marks.

i lost to bryant in english by 5 marks, lost to him again in lit by 2 and a half marks, surprisingly got 2nd in history but lost to samuel by 8 marks.

yah yah. im the happiest girl in the world.

the same words kept ringing in my head. not good enough.. not good enough..

supposed to have tution tomorrow but because of NDP training, mom's gonna call leo to change it to sunday. ahh. like tution helps. i started tution last month and i got 38 for my exams. yay me!

how ironic.

now i remember the time when i looked at my sister's report book and got a shock that she failed her math so badly and never thought i would get so low. well now history is repeating itself. someone please just shoot me.

oh fucking hell. mom was just talking to leo and said something about having tution this sunday, 2.30. NONONO!! i havent touched any of the questions in the book and i do not want to.

mom told him i failed my math and said my math is very poor and he was like, i know. what the hell! i mean i know he knows that my math sucks, but he still dares to agree with mom and left me to rot and get F9 for SA1, particularly this year when its my streaming year, being mocked in front of people..

I KNOW. hah. what a nice thing to say.

whatever. get maths out of my head.

earlier before dinner i jumped around my mother like an insane 3 year old who was just given a nickel to buy ice-cream, telling her my good results and that i just had to have the princess diaries book now. last month i told her i wanted that click five CD and she said she'd buy it for me if i scored well. but since ive already, um, "borrowed it from nureen", she should buy something else for me. :D

think she's buying it for me? really hope so.