week 5, odd week
i know ive been complaning about loads and piles of homework every single day, but during the past weekend i managed to complete all my weekend homework for once even though it was a busy weekend =D
i think i'm starting to cope. yay me! i kept telling my mother no time to do, blahblah but she gave me some pep talk about there is no such thing as no time, only poor time management, etc.
so, even though i had sj training on saturday and kept thinking there was "no time", and on sunday morning (yesterday) i had to go to my grandmother's (on father's side) death anniversary and come back to do homework for only a while then go out again for my first math tuition lesson for 2007, i thought there was really no time to complete everything.
but i was wrong! ahahahas. i finished all the damn homework. in your faces, people who think that im lazy and not a guai kia. hah!
okay whatever. im so crap today.
yesterday dad woke all of us up to go to my grandmother's death anniversary. so we went and met all our relatives on his side over there. then all of them kept saying that im taller than my sister and going to be taller than my father and they think that im sec 4 already. but actually, we are all just a bunch of short people.
then since all the christians could not burn joss sticks they all stood around and talked. then others started lighting up red fat candle thingys. my dad gave my sister and i each three joss sticks to light up and it was pretty weird because it was the first time i was holding joss sticks and i was unsure of what to do. after lighting up the joss sticks, me and jie went in front of the picture of our grandparents and jie was like, hmm what am i supposed to say- she doesnt understand english. and after a while she went, "wassup" in a very funny way. ahahas.
then we placed the joss sticks next to the rest and my sister went to burn paper. then i went to one side and was being anti social because everyone else is intimidating as they are all older, more matured, more uninteresting. my cousin was going around shaking everyones hand (luckily he didnt notice me being anti social) and my 2nd gugu was seen going up to my uncle and was like, in mandarin, "ni shi wo de didi. wo qu guo ni de jia" (you are my younger brother. i got go your house before) lols.
then we went to some hawker centre to eat breakfast cum lunch. the food sucked so my sister and i played with our chocolate cake which became chunks of brown sponges. then we put some other disgusting cake on top. the ice milo was quite okay lah, and it came in bubble tea form.
went home, did my chinese workbook, bathed, then went for my first math tuition.
i did all the A maths questions that mdm yeo told us to do! with the teacher's help! yayyy. then i went home and did all the dumb homework.
so now i can slack. lalalas.
today was okay. after school and after training me and yunqian went to the mac near westmall to have some food. saw aung htet there with his friends. long time no see (:
and i understood chemistry! wow.
and the guy who sits behind me whose mother is a chemistry teacher still had the cheek to ask me what miss huang was talking about, when he got 24 upon 25 for his chemistry test and i got only 16 -.-
but i still feel like the stupidest person i know for failing the first A math and E math test miserably, getting a single digit. =(
yeah, yeah. my mother and my sister and the guy who sits behind me laughed when i told them. hmpf.
Monday, January 29, 2007
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
depression
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUELI!
there is neverending homework, un-understandable chemistry and mathematics, consistent class tests, and manymany training sessions. so, today is a super rare day to see me online. hahas.
i failed my E maths test TERRIBLY. single digit! ahhh. tomorrow got A math test leh! oh my gosh. i cant understand a single shit mdm yeo is saying. half the time she's scribbling on the board being the human calculator, and half the time she's talking to herself.
yesterday we presented our literature project on depression and ever since then, i got depression because i felt drained all the time, inability to concentrate, pessimistic and indifference, low in spirits, and sleeping alot, which are all symptoms of depression! oh my gosh, could it be that im suffering from depression?
hahas. no lah. i just had lack of sleep that day because i stayed up late the previous night to do the powerpoint presentation and script. waah.. only my mother helped me by providing more information (cause she is a private nurse now taking care of a psychiatric patient suffering from depression, which the character vinod in 'off center' has, and schizophrenia, which saloma has) and nureen already sent me bits of info. did the presentation till 1am and the script till 1.30am. so last minute.
then i was afraid the presentation will suck because i dont trust myself and it was so last minute i thought it would be lousy. but it was okay lah. i just stood there and click while they present.
oh yah. remember about the post when my mother talked about "a clear table means a clear mind" crap? yeah. i since i had no table, i have no mind. so a few days ago my dad bought a table in a box. which means all the parts were in the box and he had to fix the table himself. a table for me! yay. my mother was all like, "no space still want to buy table.." blah blah blah. but i was like, "its your fault you started the clear table clear mind thing what. yay! i have a table, i have a mind!" lols. my new table has three drawers. and it has that new wooden smell. hahas. i finally have my own table!
today we had to take individual photos. i was wondering why we had to. then somebody told me it was for our I/C. and then i wondered somemore because my sister had to take a passport size photo herself when she made her I/C. so i asked my mum and she said that my school is better to provide us this service.
hmm. not much to crap about. 3e2 very funny. always cracking jokes.
my sister needs to use the computer. ugh. so impatient. byes
there is neverending homework, un-understandable chemistry and mathematics, consistent class tests, and manymany training sessions. so, today is a super rare day to see me online. hahas.
i failed my E maths test TERRIBLY. single digit! ahhh. tomorrow got A math test leh! oh my gosh. i cant understand a single shit mdm yeo is saying. half the time she's scribbling on the board being the human calculator, and half the time she's talking to herself.
yesterday we presented our literature project on depression and ever since then, i got depression because i felt drained all the time, inability to concentrate, pessimistic and indifference, low in spirits, and sleeping alot, which are all symptoms of depression! oh my gosh, could it be that im suffering from depression?
hahas. no lah. i just had lack of sleep that day because i stayed up late the previous night to do the powerpoint presentation and script. waah.. only my mother helped me by providing more information (cause she is a private nurse now taking care of a psychiatric patient suffering from depression, which the character vinod in 'off center' has, and schizophrenia, which saloma has) and nureen already sent me bits of info. did the presentation till 1am and the script till 1.30am. so last minute.
then i was afraid the presentation will suck because i dont trust myself and it was so last minute i thought it would be lousy. but it was okay lah. i just stood there and click while they present.
oh yah. remember about the post when my mother talked about "a clear table means a clear mind" crap? yeah. i since i had no table, i have no mind. so a few days ago my dad bought a table in a box. which means all the parts were in the box and he had to fix the table himself. a table for me! yay. my mother was all like, "no space still want to buy table.." blah blah blah. but i was like, "its your fault you started the clear table clear mind thing what. yay! i have a table, i have a mind!" lols. my new table has three drawers. and it has that new wooden smell. hahas. i finally have my own table!
today we had to take individual photos. i was wondering why we had to. then somebody told me it was for our I/C. and then i wondered somemore because my sister had to take a passport size photo herself when she made her I/C. so i asked my mum and she said that my school is better to provide us this service.
hmm. not much to crap about. 3e2 very funny. always cracking jokes.
my sister needs to use the computer. ugh. so impatient. byes
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
school's in
seventh day of being in 3e2. and everyday there are tons and tons of homework to finish. GAAH. so stress.
yesterday sagano high students from japan came to bbss. OMG. GUYS FROM JAPAN ARE SO CUTE!! seriously! they have those kind of typicial japanese face and nice hairstyles. reminds me of anime like ouran!
i made a friend and her name is Akiko. she's very nice and pleasant. we introduced ourselves to each other and shook hands. then we had a quick chat and she told me that singapore is a beautiful country and that it is very hot as they are having winter in japan now. so i told her ive never been to japan before and singpore does not have winter as it is hot all year round, and ive only seen snow once in korea before. we went to the stations and me and chrystabel taught her and her friend how to play five stones.
oh, and she said my earrings were nice. i asked her if she wore any and she said her school didnt allow them to pierce their ears. they have to graduate before piercing. (of course we didnt say 'graduate' or 'pierce'. had to use simple english like 'have hole' *points to ear* or 'finish school') isnt that weird? for a school that allows girls with long hair not to tie up their hair and have short skirts, that is. their uniform is quite nice, only that when they took out their jacket, their white shirts tucked into their skirt looked quite toot. and the socks are worn super high. and they use huge and bright coloured clips.
oh. and today, wan cf (yes, sadly, she so happens to be my chinese teacher yet again. p/s monkeyboy, dont laugh at my misery. only things to look forward to being her student are the ang paos and free food. =D) passed something to the CL rep wenxin, who passed it to me as i sat like, digonally behind her. it was about the dumb chinese composition song writing thing, or wahtever its called. and guess what?
MY GROUP WAS CHOSEN!! OMG. we have to sing and record it down and send it to this person's email! after hearing the info, i immediately tore a piece of paper out from my notebook and wrote a note to melina, who sat like, behind behind behind behind me, about the instructions on what we had to do, and stapled it to the piece of paper about the competition instructions in chinese and the song lyrics that somebody corrected, then passed it down the row. it was melina who composed the lyrics. me and chrystabel may be in the group but she did everything so the credit goes to her. im in the group for show =D
anyway, we did not want to be chosen!! AHHH. it was done for the sake of doing it. and maybe we will come up with thousands of excuses to not record the singing. even if we must, we will just do for the sake of doing. maybe even sing off key or until glass can break. whatever.
nowdays ive been arriving at school very early. its kinda nice in the morning to reach school and go up to class 1 hour earlier than the time the bell is supposed to ring, and catch up on homework or just chat. its easier to concentrate in the morning and get things done.
on one of the days last week i stayed back to help do the noticeboard. in the end not many stayed back as most had to go elsewhere for other stuff. actually it was supposed to be a "punishment" for those who did not bring some form, but i just couldnt see how decorating the noteiceboard is a form of punishment, as it was kinda fun.
oh yah. and the day before we went for OBS, the sec threes of st john took neos at jurong entertainment centre. the first neoprint of the year! woots. very small though. i think if i were to scan it, it would appear blur.
had health check today. checked my eyesight. perfect eyesight! YAY. every year i get the fear that i would need to wear glasses.
after school nureen and i went back to class to do homework. asked matthew and jiajun to come teach us math. lols. i took matt's tie + ipod while jj wook my wallet + handphone. ahahahs.
this post is very random. typing it very quickly and just blogging about whatever that comes to mind. wont be able to update so often.
attack of the neverending homework..
yesterday sagano high students from japan came to bbss. OMG. GUYS FROM JAPAN ARE SO CUTE!! seriously! they have those kind of typicial japanese face and nice hairstyles. reminds me of anime like ouran!
i made a friend and her name is Akiko. she's very nice and pleasant. we introduced ourselves to each other and shook hands. then we had a quick chat and she told me that singapore is a beautiful country and that it is very hot as they are having winter in japan now. so i told her ive never been to japan before and singpore does not have winter as it is hot all year round, and ive only seen snow once in korea before. we went to the stations and me and chrystabel taught her and her friend how to play five stones.
oh, and she said my earrings were nice. i asked her if she wore any and she said her school didnt allow them to pierce their ears. they have to graduate before piercing. (of course we didnt say 'graduate' or 'pierce'. had to use simple english like 'have hole' *points to ear* or 'finish school') isnt that weird? for a school that allows girls with long hair not to tie up their hair and have short skirts, that is. their uniform is quite nice, only that when they took out their jacket, their white shirts tucked into their skirt looked quite toot. and the socks are worn super high. and they use huge and bright coloured clips.
oh. and today, wan cf (yes, sadly, she so happens to be my chinese teacher yet again. p/s monkeyboy, dont laugh at my misery. only things to look forward to being her student are the ang paos and free food. =D) passed something to the CL rep wenxin, who passed it to me as i sat like, digonally behind her. it was about the dumb chinese composition song writing thing, or wahtever its called. and guess what?
MY GROUP WAS CHOSEN!! OMG. we have to sing and record it down and send it to this person's email! after hearing the info, i immediately tore a piece of paper out from my notebook and wrote a note to melina, who sat like, behind behind behind behind me, about the instructions on what we had to do, and stapled it to the piece of paper about the competition instructions in chinese and the song lyrics that somebody corrected, then passed it down the row. it was melina who composed the lyrics. me and chrystabel may be in the group but she did everything so the credit goes to her. im in the group for show =D
anyway, we did not want to be chosen!! AHHH. it was done for the sake of doing it. and maybe we will come up with thousands of excuses to not record the singing. even if we must, we will just do for the sake of doing. maybe even sing off key or until glass can break. whatever.
nowdays ive been arriving at school very early. its kinda nice in the morning to reach school and go up to class 1 hour earlier than the time the bell is supposed to ring, and catch up on homework or just chat. its easier to concentrate in the morning and get things done.
on one of the days last week i stayed back to help do the noticeboard. in the end not many stayed back as most had to go elsewhere for other stuff. actually it was supposed to be a "punishment" for those who did not bring some form, but i just couldnt see how decorating the noteiceboard is a form of punishment, as it was kinda fun.
oh yah. and the day before we went for OBS, the sec threes of st john took neos at jurong entertainment centre. the first neoprint of the year! woots. very small though. i think if i were to scan it, it would appear blur.
had health check today. checked my eyesight. perfect eyesight! YAY. every year i get the fear that i would need to wear glasses.
after school nureen and i went back to class to do homework. asked matthew and jiajun to come teach us math. lols. i took matt's tie + ipod while jj wook my wallet + handphone. ahahahs.
this post is very random. typing it very quickly and just blogging about whatever that comes to mind. wont be able to update so often.
attack of the neverending homework..
Saturday, January 06, 2007
obs camp so sian lor
went to OBS from 030107 to 060107
am tired now.
hiking was boring. so short only but still the group walk so slowly. overall, it was mostly boring in the camp except flying fox and kayaking. and i was the medic throughout so i had to lug a potato sack everywhere. so people want counterpain or the shovel thingy to go pee they ask from me.
after we took the boat back, we took the bus. on the way back to school, the bus drove pass my condo. wah so evil let me see my house then dont let me alight. went to eat a late lunch with jingyi shuangyu atiqah and amalina. service at westmall's kfc really sucks. last time they gave a fork to eat whipped potato. today they gave me a shrooms burger without shrooms.
this place is dead. may close down sooner or later.
probably sooner.
am tired now.
hiking was boring. so short only but still the group walk so slowly. overall, it was mostly boring in the camp except flying fox and kayaking. and i was the medic throughout so i had to lug a potato sack everywhere. so people want counterpain or the shovel thingy to go pee they ask from me.
after we took the boat back, we took the bus. on the way back to school, the bus drove pass my condo. wah so evil let me see my house then dont let me alight. went to eat a late lunch with jingyi shuangyu atiqah and amalina. service at westmall's kfc really sucks. last time they gave a fork to eat whipped potato. today they gave me a shrooms burger without shrooms.
this place is dead. may close down sooner or later.
probably sooner.
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