Monday, February 27, 2006

#4 (secret blog): chapter 6

today has been hilarious.

cut the long story short.
first two peroids had been art. mrs chee was giving us a talk/lecture as usual. boring. i think she got angry or something and starting fussing over zili and jonathan's attire. whatever. she only spent the last 10 minutes talking about art. at this rate we will never get anything done. just kept looking at the clock on the wall.

next was science. common test was on chapters 1, 4, and 5, since we were taking biology first before physics. so today we went on a new chapter- chapter 6. LOL. everybody has been waiting to get to that chapter. especially the boys. hahahaha. guessed the topic already? its called, "sexual reproduction in human beings". :D. our class is so corupted. miss koe was laughing and teaching and cracking jokes at the same time. oh, and there's this funny part, where she was talking about the BALLS, the testis of the male reproductive system, and kuan keong was like, "ms koe this morning you anounced that we cannot bring balls to school leh." LOL. laughed and laughed. mainly we laughed at the male reproductive system part. so funny.

english we did compo corrections. im so sad lah! i only got 13/20!! ): its quite low! a lot of people got 15/20.. vanessa most pro one- 17/20. i know since i sit infront and get to see everybody's marks before passing down the papers. i shouldnt have chosen to write about the gas leak exercise. she wrote that my compo is monotonus and boring because i talked too much about the masking tape or something. what the hell. i put in so much effort and wrote more than 600 words and this is what happens. i mean, the compo situation was stupid enough. a pleasant or unpleasant experience that happened in school. that day i was having brainblock and could only think of experiences outside school. and what. only 250 words? that so restricted.

we had the math retest. gosh. i think i will fail again. didnt study.

we got back our chinese common test papers at the last peroid! omg. i can't believe i got 31/50! yay. quite okay lah. satisfactory.

after school went out to the macdonalds at the back to eat. then came back for KSJ (knowledge of order- st john). liying went through the important points and the notes with us. KSJ is the history of st john. so boring. just like the subject history. the test is on 4 march. coming real soon. and its v.important because to get most of the other badges, you need to pass KSJ. and its v.difficult to pass..

suck?
why u so anti de.

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
anti wat

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
drugs?

suck?
anti matthew

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
say no to drugs. especially hamespmatthewfolopin

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
hahahaha

suck?
wah lau

suck?
how can u say tht of me ?!!

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
did i say its you

2' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
say no to drugs man.

suck?
i tot it is a woman

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
yay you admit youre a woman!

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
`yay

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
i feel so ELATED for you

suck?
good lar..

suck?
wah lau

suck?
u hor

suck?
...

suck?
really evil leh

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
no no. im apply past knowledge to new situations by saying im elated. im responding with wonderment and awe by saying yay. im finding humor laughing at you.

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
how nice (:

suck?
tell u franklylo

suck?
u very evil lo

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
thanks for being frank

suck?
hahahahhaaha

suck?
ok lar

suck?
u very cute ok?

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
-.-

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
i rather you say im evil

suck?
i am practicing sarcarsim..

suck?
why neh

suck?
cute not nice meh?

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
i dun like

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
hahaha

suck?
wah lau eh

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
oh ya

suck?
cute also dun like.

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
and its indirectly insulting

suck?
r u sure ?!?!

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
cute is ugly but desirable

suck?
so u mean u r pretty but indesirable

suck?
haha !

' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` emily hears everything and listens to nothing^ ow ow ow ow ow. -\\-*
hey

i talked to vera over the phone. from handphone change to house phone and back to handphone. haha. mother kinda scolded me for using the handphone but who cares. jie was using the house phone anyway. and okay, thats the third time he said im cute. i dont know whether its sarcasm or what.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

#3 (secret blog): common test over

i feel so weak.
i mean seriously. i should've been a good girl and came back home to do my literature and dnt homework instead of going to denise's house. i mean, she initially wanted to go out after school since common test is over but in the end she decided to forget it. but i insisted and in the end, xueli and i went to her house. we watched "naruto", and anime thing she likes, on the computer and also instant messaged people and disturbed each other so much that we went crazy. i helped her with her blog as she didn't know how to do the blogskin thing. then we watch teen titans before going home. so fun lah. we IM-ed matthew, jonathan, shuangyu, vera, jt.. vera says im so dead. she also threatened to tell. did i go too far? didn't think so. its just harmless disturbing. oh, and her little sister is very cute. she's called daphne. she kept looking at me. haha. denise also played on her keyboard and when i tried remembering my favourite piece, i couldnt really play it out. she played the song that was really nice and was one of the last songs i learnt. i almost cried lah. i miss playing the piano..

lets start with yesterday. we had our common test. it was english first then math. english so super super easy. it was too easy i couldn't believe my eyes. compared to the bukit panjang paper they gave us, it was just too much of a difference. after a break of 10 minutes, it was math, which was so extremely difficult. i mean, my algebra sucks, i don't understand how to do the scale question, i had a hard time doing the trial and error question. and we werent allowed calculators. i left one question blank.. paul kinda cried. gosh. it was that bad.

matthew is instant messaging me. im so tired im kinda being nice to him. as in, not making sarcastic comments and indirect insults as i usually do. he should be thinking that i should be tired more often. haha.

suck? said:
wad u doing nwo ne?
' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` purple craze^ uh oh. we're in trouble. -\\-* said:
blogging.
suck? said:
create new blog ar?
' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` purple craze^ uh oh. we're in trouble. -\\-* said:
no its my secret blog.
suck? said:
now u tell me it is not a secret anymore
' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` purple craze^ uh oh. we're in trouble. -\\-* said:
it still is since you duno the url and password.
suck? says:
haiz
suck? says:
ok lo
suck? says:
secret then u make for wad?
' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` purple craze^ uh oh. we're in trouble. -\\-* says:
duno.
' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` purple craze^ uh oh. we're in trouble. -\\-* says:
oh my phone
suck? says:
ur phone wad?
suck? says:
drop?
' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` purple craze^ uh oh. we're in trouble. -\\-* says:
phone was for me. denise called.
' °ll° Shi Ting °ll° ' ™ ` purple craze^ uh oh. we're in trouble. -\\-* says:
shes coming online.
suck? says:
ohh

see. im totally being nice and polite and all.
so anyway, about yesterday. mrs teo used the civics and moral education to go through an english comprehension we did. it was called, "visiting old mother" or something. i scored 39/50, and everybody was asking me how much i got, and said that it was really high. okay, i was hoping for forty something, but what my friends said actually made me feel good. i had very little corrections. above my summary mrs teo wrote "example" there. oh, did i mention she marked with purple ink?? you just have to love purple. my friends think me and mrs teo are so alike! mostly because of the purple and emily the strange thing. anyway, i thought that i did something wrong or i had to write an example or something, but it wasnt. she said those with the word example on it are to type out the summary and she's going to display on the noticeboard. (: beatrice, nureen, and vanessa all got the word example too.

and today.. oh today..
im feeling v.tired and will try to summarise what happened today since i haven't done my homework, polish my boots, pack my bag, blabla.
last night i tried to ignore my mother as she bugged me to study. i was using the computer and by the time i went to "study", i just opened up my science textbook and fell asleep on the sofa. when i woke up today, my rubber band was still in my hair but i dont remember going to bed at all. so i asked mother what happened. argh. i didnt get to study. i tried reading through while waiting for dad to send me to school. i reached school at 7.10 or so today. usually i reach at around 6.40-6.50. i did some last minute reading which didnt really help. both the chinese and science papers were so difficult.

there was this history worksheet where we needed to go down to see the boards being put up to complete it. that day everybody was like copying my answers. haha. today we got it back and i got one of the hightest. 35/39. somebody got 36 and denise was the other person who got 35. but it was pretty weird. i mean, everybody just copied everybody else's and still could get different marks. i made a spelling mistake. darn, if not i could've gotten the highest too.

i shall go get busy now.. but i still feel so weak and tired. like i dont have much strength.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

#2 (secret blog): tuesdayy

tomorrow common test! eeks.
english and math. thursday would be chinese and science.

first two peroids was HOM- total boredom. 3rd and 4th peroid was PE. mr lee didn't come. oh yeah. so i had to change out of my pe shirt during the time we sat in the concourse. luckily mr lee didn't come. yesterday on msn matthew said he wanted to challenge me in running. i know for sure that i would've lost if we did.

nothing much happened for the rest of the day, until last peroid science. ms koe, our science teacher as well as the disciplinary mistress, was reading out some question at the thinking corner of the last page of chapter 5. one question was, "what is a pulse?" and she said that it never occured to her to ask this question before. then she asked if there were any first aiders. !!! jingyi shuangyu and i were all laughing. so some boys went, "got 3! on your left got one and on your right got one." they were refering to me and shuangyu. she also sat in front right at the corner. but ms koe used her marker to tap my table and asked if im a first aider. i didn't know the answer and just shrugged. ms koe mumured a little to herself, "hmm.. what is a pulse.." rasing her voice, she said, "okay! all st john cadets! go and find out what is a pulse." LOL.

i ate lunch in school and went to westmall to buy shuangyu's present. we settled on a globe thingy. you know, those kind where you shake and all those little things fall onto the figurines inside.. yah. only that the one we chose was a girl figurine lying down with one hand supporting her head and when you shook the globe bubbles came out. very expensive okay. $19.90! but what can you expect from something so cute at precious thots. we bought the wrapping paper there also and the person there wrapped up the box for us. oh, and we saw zili, weimin and bertrand outside comics connection. also saw jonathan outside westmall before going in.

tuesday is such a long and boring day.

talked to vera on the phone while doing my english comprehension. the compre is like so difficult! its a paper from bukit panjang government high. omg. i didn't know the standard was so much of a difference. i most definitely will not survive there.

oh oh. and jun ting IM-ed me. we just talked crap as usual. then he told me about the peer tutoring today. he, yi ting, and chrystabel were there to coach the normal acad students. ming shen couldnt go because "his mother wont allow". eek. so good-two-shoes. act guai. vanessa had tution so she couldnt go tutor people. haha. the jt said he didnt like being called jt so i shall call him that more. jayy tee. he said i should replace ming shen. HAH! never in a million years. anyway, thats how we talked about the stupid math test (which he passed miraculously) and he asked if jingyi and shuangyu passed. i said no, and hes like, huo gai. then he told me that they always act cute and act cool. LOL! laughed like crazy. i mean, its quite true lah. and mother says that guys judge girls most accurately. then he typed "hate 'em". so funny. and i always thought jy and sy were like the most popular girls in class. actually they are not. its always the case. the people who always seem "popular" are actually the ones who are unpopular. not just jt, other boys have been saying bad things about them too.

oh yeah, and during chinese peroid, we had nothing much to do after finishing two worksheets. jt showed vanessa, chrystabel, xueli and i a notebook with a lot of racist jokes inside. some pervertic stuff too. it was all written mostly by jiajun, ms, and jt. later jt took the book away after i heard jj say something to him. the class was pretty noisy, but i think i heard him say dont let shi ting see. don't know. but who cares, by then we have read everything already. we laughed like crazy manics. last last week or something, jj created a msn account pretending he was mr cha, our history teacher. he tricked a lot of people but not me. then he say i pro because nobody told me and i knew. HAH. he didn't know that vanessa and nureen blogged about it.

going to sleep now..

Monday, February 20, 2006

byebye.

im gonna stop blogging for a while.

changed my blogskin and url.

this is my new blog. its under construction.

Friday, February 17, 2006

#1 (secret blog): attention

i feel so attention seeking nowadays.
i mean, i just want his attention. is that wrong?
i just can't help looking to the back. to see if he was staring.
i saw him and his best friend look at my CD when we were all going out of class to the music room.
i kept going around class, talking to people and playing around when the teacher wasnt in.
i talk louder now, and try to make myself heard.
it could be a good thing. im actually trying to make an effort, more than before.

a few things that sort of got people's attention today.
the first one. i sit in front and 5 other girls sit behind me. the 2nd last girl, pei jun, passed a correction tape that has finished, to the front. so i told them to pass it back. then it was passed front again. so i told the girl behind me, jingyi, to pass the correction tape to that girl while i hold the end of the tape, which made the tape long from my seat to her seat. everybody down the row kept laughing and our history teacher said something in a funny yet sarcastic way, like he always does. it was so funny. i looked over to him. his back was turned, probably looking at the girl holding the correction tape. i laughed so hard till i let go.

second one. the literature teacher came in and, since i was sitting in front, he told me to go get the lit rep from 2e5- just next door. he wants to see him. so i went, and the class was still standing, waiting to greet the teacher. i knocked on the door of 2e5 and told the teacher inside, who happens to be my form teacher, that this teacher wants to see the lit rep. there was this joker who said "class stand" when i entered the room. anyway, this skinny guy came. then he was like, "oh ya. wait ah." then he went back and took a stack of papers. when he made his way back, some people handed up the assignment. he handed me the papers and before i could take it, he told me to wait again and wrote down something on the classlist on top of the stack of papers. then as he passed me the papers again, i told him that the teacher wanted to see him. what the hell. it took so long. i had to wait outside the classroom like a fool and my classmates sitting near the back door could probably see me. and they were still waiting, still standing there. when i finally came back to class i went back to my seat as the 2e5 lit rep talked a bit to the teacher. then we greeted each other and it was only then lesson started.

and yesterday. we were dicussing project work. a piece of paper was being passed around and we had to wirte the group leader's name and the people in the group. wenxi took the paper and wrote vanessa's name, and we all went, "YAY" while she went,"nooo..". we said the yay pretty loud, and a lot of heads turned.

on wednesday after recess, there was an emergency exercise and the whole school had to pretend there was a gas leak and cover up all the windows and doors in the classroom with garbage bags and masking tape to prevent the gas from coming in. it was fun. after that the last two periods was assembly. at first he was sitting behind me, but later he sat behind the girl on my left, meaning diagonally behind, because he was told to move in. then there was this guy's bag, junting, left lying around him since he went to look for his handphone or something. so i took it and threw it to the second girl to my left, peijun, since we liked disturbing junting with denise who was seated as the third girl to my left, and wanted to make them sit next to each other. in the end the plan failed because he took the bag away. plus junting ended up sitting behind me instead, and he did a crossword puzzle in the newspaper with him. during the talk about volunteering i was playing and crapping with my friend, and was yet again trying to get his attention.

today i had st john. i was the sec one I/C for today. many sec ones came today. there were 12 at first, but later 3 more showed up, which makes 15- twice as much as the sec twos. sat for a test about the crime prevention talk. then we practiced for the first aid competition and found out our groups. im in the third group which consists for 3 other sec twos and 1 senior- the commander. luckily im just a reserve. we did some footdrill after that in the empty area outside the classrooms on level 1 since it was raining. the D.O said our drill was good. boys' brigade didn't seem to have training today.

matthew- the guy whom i usually spite on msn -isn't online. i introduced him to my best friend from nhps last week. he saw our neoprint and said she's cute.

okay, so most of those things that i mentioned just happened. i didn't purposely made it happen, so it wasnt really to get his attention or anything, but i was trying to make use of it to get his attention. killing two birds with one stone, perhaps?
why is getting his attention so difficult?

Monday, February 13, 2006

vera matthew

hahahaha.
okay, so i introduced matthew and vera to each other on saturday. had a stupid msn conversation which had matthew and i keep spiting each other. what the.. then just now was also about the same. vera asked me to ask matthew if he plays maple, and when he said yes, she wanted to ask what level, so i added them and got into a stupid vera matthew conversation again. LOL. and they finally added each other.

vera- maybe your prince charming isn't in GESS.
hahas. maybe im too caught up with this matchmaker thing.

have to eat dinner now.. bye

Friday, February 10, 2006

frail fy foot

got the school newsletter yesterday. my photo is inside! gosh. i mean, its bad enough they took a photo of me at the beginning of 2005 with my nan hua-ish braids. but they also had to take me opening my mouth wide, eating something. omgomgomg. i so didn't see the camera. arghh. ): sobsob. and today when we went to the toilet to change naiimah (my senior) said i looked cute in that photo. -.-

then there was a photo of st john. i can't remember when that picture was taken lah. haha. do i have bad memory, or what.

then class photo. i scanned it into the computer yesterday already. don't know if i should put in friendster or not. anyway, my sis was looking at the 1e6'05 photo, pointed to each and everyone inside and asked, "who's this?". she made a lot of comments like bertrand is shuai (but i don't think so), larry doesn't look like a monk, zili looks very ah beng, jonathan act cool, cannot see bryant, leon looks very toot, cannot see ming shen eyes, alfred is not fat what (he is! quite lah.), wei min looks like a wei min, pei jun looks v.chio in that photo, nureen is very CUTE!!, laughed hysterically at paul and kuan keong's face, etc etc.

while i'm here blogging right now, pei jun, denise, debby and my sister are at westwood secondary. for the interschool debate. gaah. i wanna go. life is so unfair. my mother thinks that i will be very tired doing so many things in one day and later get sick again. arggghhhhhh. then pei jun was asking me like, are you very frail?

AAGGRRHHH
i don't know why the whole world is making me out to be so frail. i had enough okay. my mother. st john training. basic nco course. blablabla. "oh, you look very pale you know.". "you can't go, later you get sick again." i miss out on so many things.

im not frail. im strong. i haven't had chicken pox. i know if i can't take it anymore.

i'm like talking to vera everyday. yesterday we talked for 1 hour, and the day before that we talked for one and a half, and so on. LOL.

oh yah. my sis got her o level results today! and she can go to a JC. yay for her!

must go shopping. hee. think STRANGE.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

i not stupid too

by special request from shuangyu to update. hahas.

went to watch i not stupid too. with jingyi shuangyu wenxi beatrice. the boys like matthew paul jiajun jonathan were there too. thitipat came later and sat with beatrice. hee. (is that how the name is spelt?) matthew sat on my left and shuangyu sat on my right. what the..

and the movie. the story was so damn touching. gosh. okay, first time i cried while watching a movie. crying and laughing at the same time. its that good. no wonder vera and shiya told me to bring 2 packets of tissue.

i saw matthew take off his specs and wipe his eyes. thats what usually boys do when they cry. or so ive seen. but when wenxi asked him if anyone cried he shook his head. then she was like, 'so hard hearted'. maybe he just teared or something or see the screen until his eyes tired or want to act cool say he didn't cry.

and he says SOMEBODY is cute.. not from bbss de.. haha.

and i thought i wouldn't cry lah. im not so emotional. mother thinks so too.

and there was this chinese test today on the 3 books we were supposedly to read during the holidays. everybody just copied anyway. at the last part the stupid teacher told us to pass the papers to the front, but i went down the row to collect instead, so that i could copy. hee. so fun lah the test. copy here copy there. :D

have to do CME. saw somebody look at me when mrs teo was talking about bringing neoprints or passport sized photos. haha. do i take a lot of neoprints or something? but also not sure lah. whatever.

when that somebody talked to me, i didnt think much about it. but now when i want that somebody to talk to me, he doesnt. sigh

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

tiong

argh. so much homework lah.
i do math until ive got a headache so i decided to take a break and blog.

on sunday woke up early and went for public duty at sentosa. we sat an ambulance there. haha. first time. all the sec twos were there with gracia and wanru. they all paired up and went to different stations. it was a ntu sports thingy lah. so im like the extra, and i stayed at the main point with the 2 seniors. there were a lot of casualtys. 10 or 20 ++. i was't sure how to clean the wounds at first lah but after i see them do alot of times and sir tony taught me a bit, i think i know already. lunch was okay. at least better than the food they gave us at chinese garden de public duty. after lunch there were lesser casualtys. then around 4-5 the rest from the other stations came back. they had no casualtys lah. so good. at the end of it we all got a goodie bag. yay. i love the notebooks!! it was worth it lah.

yesterday after school it was raining so i took out my umbrella. i think there were like 4 boys from 2e6 but i didn't really notice. they didn't have umbrellas so they saw these 3 sec ones trying to share an umbrella and ran after them saying, aye boy, share ah.. and tried to squeeze under 1 pathetic umbrella. i was there behind laughing lah. then they walked so slowly so i ended up in front of them, and one of the sec one guys said, aye girl, share lah. then weimin was like, aye shi ting ta yao gen ni share leh! what the hell.. lol. in the end they just ran to the bus-stop. what is it with boys not bringing umbrellas anyway? but later i saw loser come to the bus stop closing his umbrella, i was thinking all like, eew, he brought an umbrella, and stuff, so yah, maybe there IS something about boys bringing umbrellas, or maybe its just that i don't like that loser. and very stupidly, after getting to the bus stop and waiting for 941, it stopped raining and was all sunny again. o.- wah lao. anyway, i went to tiong bahru plaza with vera. tiong now has neoprint machines! and very nice ones somemore.

today stayed back for the lit thing. had to help wenxi play jean for a while. and for pe when we were supposed to run 2 rounds, i only ran 1 round. hee. feel so slack-ish nowadays.

things i need to buy:
green pen
lip gloss (i don't know why, but i always carry 1 in my bag)
earrings (i keep losing the ends!)

haha. whatever.
mrs teo has such a nice emily the strange bag!!!!!! AHH!!!!!!!! sooo nice nice nice!!!! my english teacher likes emily the strange and purple like me! so cool right?

Friday, February 03, 2006

title goes here

okay. yesterday had english. then mrs teo talked to me. most probably because i was sitting in front. then she said that she thought that i did really well yesterday but there were many other people who auditioned, blabla.

whatever. i think she is just being tactful or hypocritic. like when she said we had a beautiful noticeboard.

so anyway, it just means that im not in lah. its okay. im fine with it. then she called vanessa over and told us that we could be researchers. then she talked to the whole class and told them that some people from this class came to audition like vanessa and shi ting.. what the. must tell the whole class i go for the audition. i thought i better stick to writing.

but then came history for last 2 periods. mr cha with his laptop that has the same wallpaper as me on the computer in the study room that has sound lah. which also has virus now. im using the other com. anyway, at the last part he gave out our history test papers. i was quite okay with my marks because i didn't study.

then what. he was like saying that the person who got 9 marks on the 2nd page has a natural talent for writing. and i only got 4 marks lah. which means i failed section C since its upon 10. so i don't have talent for writing? and i thought i could write.

stayed back for lit. kk asked me what time we fall in and i said 1.45. so he said tell your ma'am to go and die.

o.-

and my lines are supposed to sound like a grouchy old woman called mrs dubose scolding a boy called jem. but i cant even say the lines properly because it has so many chim and wierd words i don't know how to pronounce. i always cant pronounce atkinston right and i dont even know how to pronounce dubose. and thats my character. i can't act too.

then had st john. sec 2s and 3s were practicing for the first aid com. i didn't know what to do lah. then for the 2nd try they asked me to exchange with yunqian. and they did better.

yeah. better. better w/o me.

i feel useless.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

debate audition

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
i totally screwed up my audition today!
gosh.

during lunch i was still considering whether i should go for the debate audition or the COE house meeting. the auditions were at 2.10 while the meeting was at 2.30. so when it was 2.10, the bell rang and i still didn't know if i should go for the audition or not. then i asked vanessa whats she staying back for and she said that she don't know 'cause she also don't know if she should go for the debate thing or not. so i thought, since she has already stayed back we might as well go together, just to try. so ya. we went to the tables and chairs outside the staffroom and mrs teo and another old woman and they told us to come with them to the lecture room. they were only 7 people. 2 guys, vanessa, debby, me, pei jun, and pei jun's friend. so if vanessa and i had decided not to go at that time, there would only be 5 people auditioning, and they won't be much to audition about since they are only choosing 4-5 people.
its quite pathetic.

anyway, after those 2 guys had auditioned, they let me audition next, 'cause i still go rush to the coe house meeting. mrs teo gave me the question,: what are the effects of blogging? BLOGGING!!! that's what i'm doing now! i thought it would be easy and what i rehearsed in my head was okay, but when i actually talked i kept stuttering and i accidentally said 'lah'. there goes my chances of being selected.

maybe its for the best. i mean, i saw my sister and her friends discuss about the previous debate motion whether to forgive T.T Durai about the NKF incident. she was on the opposition side. they were in the living room researching and the guy was rehearsing his lines of his speech, so i think he's probably the first or second speaker. this means more work and i know im lazy.

i went to AVT 1 for the meeting and the room was packed. i could only stand outside the room. after waiting for about 10 minutes, i left. who cares. it was like so boring, just stnading there seeing committee members being elected.

tomorrow mrs teo would be telling us the results of the audition PERSONALLY. oh no.
HOW TO DO DNT???

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

crap

there is something wrong with the msn messenger on this computer. (this computer in the study room with sound) i mean, the internet is working just fine and usually if the internet is working just fine like now it wouldn't keep getting disconnected. and people can talk to me while i can't talk to people.

anyway, i put my status to 'away' and went to eat dinner. then i got stuck onto wishing this disney channel movie about this girl playing ice hockey and also doing figure skating and up till now i still don't know the title of that show. an hour after that then i realised that i have left the computer on. so now im back online, and the taskbar is glowing all orangey.


hi? what?
guys in class only talk to me when they [a] are bored, [b] want to ask about h/w, [c] want to get some mp3 songs, [d] want to ask what present to give to their girlfriends.. blablabla. basically, when they need help. so you can't blame me if i respond with a 'what?' and get pissed when i get the reply,'so unfriendly'


hi? what?
once again, that was my immediate reaction. i thought of resizing this pic since its just 1 stupid 'hi' and a big blank space beneath it but too lazy lah. i never spoken to this guy before. not even in msn. he's from 6D'04 of nhps. ive seen him before and know he is tall and dark (sadly not handsome) and can swim or run pretty well, or whatever. i added him in friendster and he added me in msn.


DEBBY! lol. can see her chio display pic there. (:


a st john-er, met at the BNCO course bravo platoon 05 from JVSS


denise the lamer!

i know my print-screening of these conversations are lame, but bear with me, for i have nothing better to do. no wait, i have to do my dnt, only i don't know what i want to make. and the art SOVA thing, of course.
*yawn. i'm tired too, like denise. i think i shall go to bed.
night peeps. (;