controlling of tears. it is indeed a difficult thing to master.
because when i did that my thorat felt painful and i got a splitting headache.
but like what was said in the chinese common test comprehension passage; we have to put on this performance which we call life.
and we have to act it well. at least before the curtain call.
ly said that i looked sad today. wow. how did he guess.
michelle was able to make me hyper after school. ate lunch together with her and chrystabel after SS remedial. then bel went for CO so michelle and i walked down to the bus stop and almost got knocked down by 4 cars along the way, but don't worry, there weren't any casualties and it was just hilarious.
then i introduced her to paul at the bus stop by pointing to her and saying that she was leongyew's girlfriend :x
went to nigou's house again. he and yunqian did not go to school as they were sick. melina also did not attend school today as she wasn't feeling well. felt an empty space behind during morning assembly and an empty seat next to me for chinese. anyway, get well soon!
our class is going to perform two scenes from Off Centre tomorrow during assembly. though we've seen them rehearse many times during class already, i'm still looking forward to watching them act on stage in front of the school.
i'm still wondering why mdm yeo didn't ask me to drop A-math. isn't it funny? from this i can deduce that she had either forgotten that shi ting exists, or she thinks that i can make it and trusts me. i certainly hope that it is the latter. because she can't possibly forgotten about me, due to the fact that she gave me a sweet for improving as i scored a surprising 34/40 for my math common test.
but it isn't a very big deal since many people scored that mark too, or even higher, and the sweet was mint flavoured so i gave it to melina since i didn't like mint.
she also couldn't have forgotten about me because she caught me and ly talking in class twice and told us to answer questions. once was when she was teaching e math and the other time was when she was teaching add math. and i just shrugged my shoulders as i did not know how to do the question on A-math and so she just did it on the board for me.
i miraculously passed chemistry! as in, the overall mark for CA1 lah. not common test.
my common test results are like shit! :(
can't wait for march camp! my platoon is called HOPE.
OBBD: "hopely you understand what i'm said" hahaha.
i mustn't lose hope in my studies. jiayou!
i'm currently crazy over the korean show, 'My Girl', every weekend at 7.30pm. so nice can! must watch, must watch :)
i've changed my blogskin to this layout provided by blogger. nice and simple.
Monday, February 25, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
how would you feel?
sherlyn used my handphone to record a video of our beautiful marching during AAC rehearsal today :D
how would you feel if your friend said that it wouldn't make a difference whether or not you had studied for your test, since you are still going to fail anyway?
how would you feel if a person whom you thought of as a good friend in the past, had suddenly hated you, talked behind your back and did many things which were against you?
how would you feel if you did the work of two departments for your CCA that you've neglected your studies, but not only are the juniors ungrateful and unappreciative, the people 'on top' do not recognise your efforts as well?
how would you feel if the people whom you once thought were friends kept interfering with your relationship problems as if they knew what was going on, but had never ever considered your point of view?
how would you feel if you held back your tears throughout the entire day, yet the person right beside you, who is also supposed to be the one who understands you very well, seems oblivious to your watery eyes?
Thursday, February 21, 2008
michelle is ly's girlfriend O.O
MS LAU ANNOUNCED TO THE CLASS TODAY THAT MICHELLE IS LEONGYEW'S GIRLFRIEND!!
okay. so ms lau was talking about globalisation and alan brought up the fact that he has a playstation three and irvin admitted that he was jealous. we also learnt that elliot has been to many countries before but when we all looked at him to find out more he said "aiya don't look at me leh very paiseh" on the other hand, the furthest country leyu has been to is malaysia.
anyway.
after a while, ms lau told alan and the girl behind not to do anything else while it was social studies lesson. and then she asked for the girl's name. some said it was michelle, some said it was chellemi.
then ms lau was all like, "oh, isn't she HIS girlfriend???" and pointed to LEONGYEW.
which made the whole class burst into fits of laughter. and everyone was asking whether it was true, whether it was official, whatever. and ms lau made matters even funnier when she said that it has been OBVIOUS since last year.
The Guy Who Sits On My Left just kept laughing. so did the rest of the class.
but michelle didn't. i turned behind to look when the laughter died down to giggles, and she wasn't smiling :\
in the midst of the laughter, elliot told me not to be angry/jealous/sad (couldn't really hear what he said since it was so noisy, but it was something to that effect) and beatrice kept saying that she thinks ms lau had mistaken michelle for me. SO NOT LAH!!
well, other than that, nothing else was interesting today. oral enrichment could lull me to sleep. thankfully, i had dragged chrystabel down to the canteen before that (after completing the social studies source based questions which we had to do) and we ate lunch quickly, just in time for the oral enrichment lesson in the afternoon.
then i accompanied shiya to westmall as she had to buy sweets and chocolates for her class using the leftover money which they paid for the thick chemistry ten year series book.
then i somehow ended up at nigou's house with him, yunqian, and paul.
and so i'm now blogging at nigou's house using his computer to talk to hadi on msn. oh, and im thanking hadi for sending me photos through air mail last week which i only received last night. he sent me a card which he made by himself using a photo of the bruneians taken at the outward bound brunei logistics centre before we had met them, and he drew a pokemon next to the photo.
nigou just corrected me and said that it was digimon but i don't really care.
anyway, he also wrote a short message on the card telling me to put it on my table if i miss them. hahaha. he also sent a stack of photos which he had taken during the trip, which i have already placed in a photo album :D
shall stop blogging now since i have to finish my tuition homework by 9pm tonight before the MSN conference with my tutor later with the other student.
okay. so ms lau was talking about globalisation and alan brought up the fact that he has a playstation three and irvin admitted that he was jealous. we also learnt that elliot has been to many countries before but when we all looked at him to find out more he said "aiya don't look at me leh very paiseh" on the other hand, the furthest country leyu has been to is malaysia.
anyway.
after a while, ms lau told alan and the girl behind not to do anything else while it was social studies lesson. and then she asked for the girl's name. some said it was michelle, some said it was chellemi.
then ms lau was all like, "oh, isn't she HIS girlfriend???" and pointed to LEONGYEW.
which made the whole class burst into fits of laughter. and everyone was asking whether it was true, whether it was official, whatever. and ms lau made matters even funnier when she said that it has been OBVIOUS since last year.
The Guy Who Sits On My Left just kept laughing. so did the rest of the class.
but michelle didn't. i turned behind to look when the laughter died down to giggles, and she wasn't smiling :\
in the midst of the laughter, elliot told me not to be angry/jealous/sad (couldn't really hear what he said since it was so noisy, but it was something to that effect) and beatrice kept saying that she thinks ms lau had mistaken michelle for me. SO NOT LAH!!
well, other than that, nothing else was interesting today. oral enrichment could lull me to sleep. thankfully, i had dragged chrystabel down to the canteen before that (after completing the social studies source based questions which we had to do) and we ate lunch quickly, just in time for the oral enrichment lesson in the afternoon.
then i accompanied shiya to westmall as she had to buy sweets and chocolates for her class using the leftover money which they paid for the thick chemistry ten year series book.
then i somehow ended up at nigou's house with him, yunqian, and paul.
and so i'm now blogging at nigou's house using his computer to talk to hadi on msn. oh, and im thanking hadi for sending me photos through air mail last week which i only received last night. he sent me a card which he made by himself using a photo of the bruneians taken at the outward bound brunei logistics centre before we had met them, and he drew a pokemon next to the photo.
nigou just corrected me and said that it was digimon but i don't really care.
anyway, he also wrote a short message on the card telling me to put it on my table if i miss them. hahaha. he also sent a stack of photos which he had taken during the trip, which i have already placed in a photo album :D
shall stop blogging now since i have to finish my tuition homework by 9pm tonight before the MSN conference with my tutor later with the other student.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
super brief updates
120208
OBBD presentation during both lower sec and upper sec assembly.
got to miss chemistry practical.
played lame games with peiru, jaslyn, jiajun and jack when we were backstage.
130208
English oral.
ms kavitha was my examiner.
140208
valentine's day.
had oral enrichment.
you can't say that i didn't give him a chance.
150208
st john training as per usual.
first AAC rehearsal (matthew being parade commander was so LOL funny)
160208
he followed me to tuition!
and he also gave me a necklace and a box of chocolate at night!
:) :) :)
170208
studied at jurong regional library with paul, zhengjie, yunqian & nicholas.
180208
had math and english common test.
during our first lesson, mdm yeo caught ly and i talking.
she told us to do questions.
that woke me up, since i was feeling so sleepy.
190208
science and chinese common test.
chemistry lesson at the lab.
funny PG lesson. bryant and his crappiness.
200208
was late. stupid clive.
had our humanities common test.
got 34/40 for math CT. mdm yeo gave me sweet for improvement.
leyu scored the highest: 37/40
then mdm yeo caught ly and i talking again. lol.
OBBD presentation during both lower sec and upper sec assembly.
got to miss chemistry practical.
played lame games with peiru, jaslyn, jiajun and jack when we were backstage.
130208
English oral.
ms kavitha was my examiner.
140208
valentine's day.
had oral enrichment.
you can't say that i didn't give him a chance.
150208
st john training as per usual.
first AAC rehearsal (matthew being parade commander was so LOL funny)
160208
he followed me to tuition!
and he also gave me a necklace and a box of chocolate at night!
:) :) :)
170208
studied at jurong regional library with paul, zhengjie, yunqian & nicholas.
180208
had math and english common test.
during our first lesson, mdm yeo caught ly and i talking.
she told us to do questions.
that woke me up, since i was feeling so sleepy.
190208
science and chinese common test.
chemistry lesson at the lab.
funny PG lesson. bryant and his crappiness.
200208
was late. stupid clive.
had our humanities common test.
got 34/40 for math CT. mdm yeo gave me sweet for improvement.
leyu scored the highest: 37/40
then mdm yeo caught ly and i talking again. lol.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Friday, February 08, 2008
CNY 08
310108, THURSDAY
having two tests in a row without knowing how to answer the questions, makes me feel really stupid.
plus i actually studied for chemistry! wah lau wah lau :(
010208, FRIDAY
the first thing that happened to me this morning was pretty amusing.
during the chinese reading period, mdm yeo had set up her laptop and was all ready for our first collection of the jogathon donation card thing which was to help raise funds for the new school building which we weren't going to use. so she asked the people in the first row to come out.
and there was a short moment of silence before we burst into laughter.
i stood up after she called for the second row, and as i walked to the teacher's desk, some guys were cheering, 'go shi ting!', so i handed the fifty dollar note to mdm yeo and she keyed it in while mr latiff looked at my card.
after the collection, mdm yeo announced that 4E2 has collected a total of $76!
the guys were like, "wow so much ah?"
hahaha. what a pathetic amount. it made my $50 seem like a huge deal. my friends who were seated near by started asking me who was the one who donated that fifty dollars. even mdm yeo came to ask me when i was pretending to read the chinese newspapers.
i guess you can consider peer tutoring to be pretty useful today. after doing a few questions, i think i got the hang of it and managed to do the last question myself, using st john training as a form of motivation to get it done and over with. haha. of course we had the help of the crappy headprefect, cracking the coldest jokes even while it was raining outside.
recreation! got to know the sec ones today. hahaha. had some ice breaker games before proceeding to play captain's ball. even though the ball accidentally hit my right ear, but it only hurt for a while and i had fun pretending to be deaf anyway. i just kept saying "huh?" whenever junyan talked to me. hahaha.
020208, SATURDAY
went for my first tuition lesson at woodlands regional library!
okay, so i couldn't find the room at first, then i went out and stood at the glass doors, looking at the counter thinking that it should be some place noticeable from that angle. and true enough, the room was jut right next to the counter, and also next to the toilets.
i went in and the place was just as i predicted how it would look like- a meeting room. i like, i like. said hi to my tuition teacher and took a seat. we had a nice chat while waiting for the other student to arrive before she started on the lesson.
headed straight to jurong subcentre after that. haha. donated 5o cents to divya's tin. yeap, i got to skip flag day! i didnt want to, actually. i kinda like fundraising stuff.
040208, MONDAY
okay, so i went to school feeling very guilty for not finishing toh's exposition, but since i didnt have the mood to write about how teenage years are not the best years of our lives, i had finished my chinese homework on sunday instead.
and mdm shi xu didn't bother to check our workbook today. bah.
so mrs toh is going to deduct 5 marks from my exposition. well, at least cecilia didnt hand in either, or i'd be the one and only who didnt finish my essay.
and besides, i'm used to her deducting marks off my compositions for handing up late. once she gave me 26 marks for my situational writing, then cancelled it and wrote 24 and then wrote another minus 2, leaving me with only 22 marks. then she went on to photostat it and distribute it to the class.
yet there was another time when i handed up my exposition late, the one about youths being spoilt and materialistic, but she didn't deduct any marks and gave me 24 out of 30.
we had our first literature class test today, but the guys wasted twenty minutes because mr latiff wrote the f word on the board.
mind you, it was actually part of the question, as it was from a sentence quoted from Off Centre. they asked if they could choose not to write that word down and even after they had stopped making a fuss over the f word, they started talking crap which made me wonder if we were actually have a test or not. hahaha.
050208, TUESDAY
seriously in a bad mood. don't ask.
060208, WEDNESDAY
skipped school again!
CNY celebrations only, not a big deal lah.
070208, THURSDAY
visited my relatives on my dad's side.
just went to 3rd gu gu's house. had dinner, got ang paos from countless people, watched harry potter and the sorcerers stone on channel five for the umpteenth time. luckily i had marcus to talk to via sms, or i'd be bored to death! :(
080208, FRIDAY
visited my ah ma and ah gong and other relatives on my mother's side.
ah gong doesn't talk much and ah ma said my eyes were big or nice or something. i forgot. they were all speaking in hokkien which i understand but i cant speak in full sentences. anyway, my mother was also talking to ah ma and my aunt about my OBBD trip, and my aunt said something like, wah! can't tell that she this kind like so gentle will go for this kind of thing. LOL.
then dad drove us to my uncle's house. there were other teenagers there. this girl from CJC was my aunt's god daughter or something. there was another girl from HCJC and this guy from Ngee Ann Poly. that guy is taking the nursing course, and he says that he's the only guy in his class. hahaha.
again, i dont know why, i was forced by my sister to talk about my OBBD trip. especially the funny way of speaking in english, and the 'hey, you know, __ likes you' thing. my parents didn't want to stay for dinner even though they said it was okay. that CJC girl was disappointed as she wanted to talk to my sister more. we ended up eating at some hawker centre which had a lot of stalls closed, so we really didn't have much of a choice on what to eat.
tired.
having two tests in a row without knowing how to answer the questions, makes me feel really stupid.
plus i actually studied for chemistry! wah lau wah lau :(
010208, FRIDAY
the first thing that happened to me this morning was pretty amusing.
during the chinese reading period, mdm yeo had set up her laptop and was all ready for our first collection of the jogathon donation card thing which was to help raise funds for the new school building which we weren't going to use. so she asked the people in the first row to come out.
and there was a short moment of silence before we burst into laughter.
i stood up after she called for the second row, and as i walked to the teacher's desk, some guys were cheering, 'go shi ting!', so i handed the fifty dollar note to mdm yeo and she keyed it in while mr latiff looked at my card.
after the collection, mdm yeo announced that 4E2 has collected a total of $76!
the guys were like, "wow so much ah?"
hahaha. what a pathetic amount. it made my $50 seem like a huge deal. my friends who were seated near by started asking me who was the one who donated that fifty dollars. even mdm yeo came to ask me when i was pretending to read the chinese newspapers.
i guess you can consider peer tutoring to be pretty useful today. after doing a few questions, i think i got the hang of it and managed to do the last question myself, using st john training as a form of motivation to get it done and over with. haha. of course we had the help of the crappy headprefect, cracking the coldest jokes even while it was raining outside.
recreation! got to know the sec ones today. hahaha. had some ice breaker games before proceeding to play captain's ball. even though the ball accidentally hit my right ear, but it only hurt for a while and i had fun pretending to be deaf anyway. i just kept saying "huh?" whenever junyan talked to me. hahaha.
020208, SATURDAY
went for my first tuition lesson at woodlands regional library!
okay, so i couldn't find the room at first, then i went out and stood at the glass doors, looking at the counter thinking that it should be some place noticeable from that angle. and true enough, the room was jut right next to the counter, and also next to the toilets.
i went in and the place was just as i predicted how it would look like- a meeting room. i like, i like. said hi to my tuition teacher and took a seat. we had a nice chat while waiting for the other student to arrive before she started on the lesson.
headed straight to jurong subcentre after that. haha. donated 5o cents to divya's tin. yeap, i got to skip flag day! i didnt want to, actually. i kinda like fundraising stuff.
040208, MONDAY
okay, so i went to school feeling very guilty for not finishing toh's exposition, but since i didnt have the mood to write about how teenage years are not the best years of our lives, i had finished my chinese homework on sunday instead.
and mdm shi xu didn't bother to check our workbook today. bah.
so mrs toh is going to deduct 5 marks from my exposition. well, at least cecilia didnt hand in either, or i'd be the one and only who didnt finish my essay.
and besides, i'm used to her deducting marks off my compositions for handing up late. once she gave me 26 marks for my situational writing, then cancelled it and wrote 24 and then wrote another minus 2, leaving me with only 22 marks. then she went on to photostat it and distribute it to the class.
yet there was another time when i handed up my exposition late, the one about youths being spoilt and materialistic, but she didn't deduct any marks and gave me 24 out of 30.
we had our first literature class test today, but the guys wasted twenty minutes because mr latiff wrote the f word on the board.
mind you, it was actually part of the question, as it was from a sentence quoted from Off Centre. they asked if they could choose not to write that word down and even after they had stopped making a fuss over the f word, they started talking crap which made me wonder if we were actually have a test or not. hahaha.
050208, TUESDAY
seriously in a bad mood. don't ask.
060208, WEDNESDAY
skipped school again!
CNY celebrations only, not a big deal lah.
070208, THURSDAY
visited my relatives on my dad's side.
just went to 3rd gu gu's house. had dinner, got ang paos from countless people, watched harry potter and the sorcerers stone on channel five for the umpteenth time. luckily i had marcus to talk to via sms, or i'd be bored to death! :(
080208, FRIDAY
visited my ah ma and ah gong and other relatives on my mother's side.
ah gong doesn't talk much and ah ma said my eyes were big or nice or something. i forgot. they were all speaking in hokkien which i understand but i cant speak in full sentences. anyway, my mother was also talking to ah ma and my aunt about my OBBD trip, and my aunt said something like, wah! can't tell that she this kind like so gentle will go for this kind of thing. LOL.
then dad drove us to my uncle's house. there were other teenagers there. this girl from CJC was my aunt's god daughter or something. there was another girl from HCJC and this guy from Ngee Ann Poly. that guy is taking the nursing course, and he says that he's the only guy in his class. hahaha.
again, i dont know why, i was forced by my sister to talk about my OBBD trip. especially the funny way of speaking in english, and the 'hey, you know, __ likes you' thing. my parents didn't want to stay for dinner even though they said it was okay. that CJC girl was disappointed as she wanted to talk to my sister more. we ended up eating at some hawker centre which had a lot of stalls closed, so we really didn't have much of a choice on what to eat.
tired.
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