ST. JOHN FLAG DAY!

29th March, Saturday!

ST. JOHN FLAG DAY! YAY! :)

don't know why i'm feeling so hyper right now. those people who read my compo which Mrs. Toh printed out would know that i like fund raising programmes! :D

woke up with at start at 0615. was very late, since i had agreed to meet shiya at 0625! so i rushed and managed to meet her at around 0630. was in my dad's car in my full u, and we stopped to pick her up. reached school on time, and people starting giving me consent forms. then my next secretary and i arranged the forms in a nice way accordingly to the place we were allocated to. all of our buddies started coming and we had to get them settled into our individual groups at different canteen tables.

group by group, we went to collect our donation tins. had to record down who took which tin according to the serial number. then gave out stickers. (someone came to boss me around, telling me to make sure of blahblah. whatever man! you think i first time flag day is it? jeez. hated her tone lah.) went to ask ssgt wanru if we could leave when we were ready. initally she said we could, but suddenly she changed her mind and told everyone to proceed to the quadrangle. we settled down and finally could set off :)

i had to plead leongyew to help me carry my blue converse bag as i was wearing full u and could not sling it over my shoulder. he finally agreed, although i do have to admit that he looked a little gay when carrying my bag. hahaha. (gay means happy ok!) he carried my bag for almost the whole day, so i've really got to thank him for that :D

my group consisted of the following people: myself, nureen, brenda, leongyew, michelle, paul, junyan, christina, qiuyan, felicia, xinping, helin, jeanne, chingyou. was walking in front and talking crap. then i suddenly saw bus 77 and we chiong-ed towards it. helin and her friends were way behind, so i was worried that they didn't see us board the bus but luckily they managed to do so as well. (then on the bus i received a phone call from another bossy person. same tone, like as if i dont know what to do. jeez!)

anyway, we went to the MRT. nureen and junyan had to buy standard tickets because they didn't have their ezlink card with them. we travelled to woodlands at first, but there were too many people from other schools stealing our business, so we went to clementi instead. split up and asked for donations with leongyew and michelle before meeting the rest of the group at 1130 at macdonalds for lunch! :) i pushed the lunch break forward since there were people complaining that they didn't eat breakfast, and also because we wanted to get to somerset quickly.

the business at clementi was quite good, as most of our tins were at least half full. then my group, much to my delight, said that they wanted to go to KFC. hahaha. yay! then we went there and i ate my fish ole. had to leave early for my tuition and left qiuyan and junyan in charge. passed them my tin and told michelle to do the same, before she left for her organ lesson a while later. her lesson was at clementi itself so she didn't have to leave in such a hurry.

was almost half an hour late for tuition! and i was at my tuition in my st. john full uniform. eew! disgusting right? but never mind lorh. during the train ride, i was a little worried about my group so i texted qiuyan, reminding her to make sure that all 13 of them are together before leaving for somerset after lunch, and that to look out for helin and paul.

the first thing i said when i opened the door was 'sorry!'. my tuition teacher was going through differentiation when suddenly my phone rang. well, actually it was on silent mode so it vibrated very loudly. then my teacher asked if it was my officer calling and i went, no its my cadet. and she asked if it was important so i said yes and she allowed me to go outside to talk.

but that wasn't a very good idea as we were having tuition in one of the project rooms in the library, so when i came out and answered the call, i couldn't talk in my normal voice since it was so quiet, we everyone busy doing their own research or whatever. then i rushed to the toilet and talked to qiuyan. she sounded like she was panicking and asked if i could not put her in charge. but i was like, no mah, i put you AND junyan in charge.

then she said that helin was missing, so i was shocked and said 'what?!' and then she said paul was missing too and so i was even more shocked and i said 'WHAT?!' (because by this time i just reached the toilet and could talk in louder and express how surprised i was upon hearing that)

she told me because helin and her friends went by a different route or something, which was the faster route and i think she was pretty street smart to do so. and she was like, oh no no, paul is here. haha. i guess he went to isolate himself again, which made them think that he had disappeared. he had been ostracising himself and didn't join us for lunch even though i called him many, many times to do so.

so i asked if all 10 of them were there excluding helin and her friends and she counted and confirmed it. then i told her to meet helin they all at somerset to make sure that she didn't go missing or something, before we hung up. phew. that gave me such a scare lah!

i went back for my tuition and had to stay back for a while since i came late. after that, i called my dad and he picked me up and drove me to somerset. thank goodness he had time to do so, or i'd take forever to reach orchard. the first people i saw after getting out of the car was helin and her friends, so i told them to meet later at somerset MRT at 4pm.

walked further down orchard road and met michelle, leongyew, paul, nureen, and brenda. i told them the same thing again. then i took paul's tin from michelle as she was helping him to do, and gave it back to him. then i asked her to join me in search for our own donation tins. so we walked briskly down orchard road, past centre point and past OG. saw sherlyn and ngaifong along the way.

we met christina and xinping. christina was helping michelle do her tin so she took it back from her. then i asked christina to do her own tin. she took it out and it was super damn heavy! and it was already very heavy when we met for lunch! omg, she is such a pro. told them the same thing, to meet at somerset MRT station later.

asked where qiuyan and junyan were so they pointed in their direction. we rushed over there (trust me, its no joke to be running around orchard road in your st. john full u!) and i found my tin there. told them the same thing as well. thanked them for helping me to do my can as it felt heavier than it was before i left for tuition.

michelle and i then decided that it was better if we went to somewhere near somerset MRT to ask for donations so that we wouldn't waste time. by the time i started asking for donations again, it was already 3pm plus. there wasn't much time :(

so we just continued asking for donations until the very last minute, before joining the rest at the somerset MRT control station. told them to take out all the tins to make sure that all the tins were returned. the buddies were dismissed but leongyew, michelle and paul decided to follow me to HQ. yay! haha. we needed their help to bring the 17 tins to headquarters. haha.

on the way to lavender i saw leongyew talking to paul. hahaha. i didn't want to butt into their conversation as i was just happy to see them getting along with each other :)

oh yah, at the start of flag day junyan was telling christina that i was very lame, so i turned behind and said "you're not so not lame yourself!" and he laughed and was all like, see! and kept copying me by saying the things like that too. LOL.

anyway the train arrived and we saw other groups inside! shuangyu's group and shiya's group. haha. so we all headed to st. john headquarters together. we stopped by mr. bean and drank this pink drink with pearls. asked junyan to help us buy. hahaha. yunqian's group had already reached HQ. we went inside and took out all our tins. stacked them up at one corner and counted the amount of tins to see if they were right. we waited for the others to come back. amalina's group came, then atiqah's group and then jingyi's group. when all 100 tins had been returned, we placed them into boxes and labeled them according to the number of tins before sealing them up.

went to change into half u and waited outside HQ for the rest. when to tiong bahru plaza and ate at KFC again, because we had no other place to dine at. the griller did not have student meals after 6pm or something. so suay can! but it was okay, because after eating we had a very nice time chatting away for around one hour. the people whom i was with were atiqah, amalina, shiya, yunqian and nicholas. poor nigou! he had to endure us girls talking and talking non stop about all kinds of random things. haha.

then we went to look at accessories at the shop chameleon. saw many shiny things there! i wanted that shiny watch, shiny tiara, and shiny ring! but it was all too expensive. and they were not real lah. imagine if those shiny accessories were actually real shiny diamonds! they would be priced for over hundreds of dollars, which would make it unaffordable for a poor 15 year old like me.

again poor nigou, the only guy, had to wait for the 5 of us as we looked at all the stuff inside the shop. haha. but i've got to say that he's a nice guy as he was quite patient :)

then we finally went back home. haha. had a really great time, and was already exhausted.

but, after a refreshing shower, i felt rejuvenated and called paul to talk to him. haha. i can just talk to him about absolutely anything. he was smsing me anyway, so might as well call. could hear someone's voice in the background screaming like some off centre lunatic, but just ignored lah.

it was only after i had said my peace when i finally decided to rest my head against my pillow..

and the next thing i knew, it was sunday!

shall stop blogging here. don't know why i feel so tired. i'm still sick lor, my voice still sounds very man. haha. and i came back from kuankeong's void deck at around 7pm plus as i was doing homework there with kk, paul, yunqian and nicholas. but it was more of paul and kuankeong lah, since we had to leave the two lovebirds together so that they could spend some private time together :)

I HAVE GOT TO GET A NEW SCHOOL BAG! i was insulted as people told me that i looked innocent and like a guai kia with that bag and worse of all, that i looked like a NERD! eew!

oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINA BEAUTY! (as known as pei jun!)
i hope you like your present! :)

i know that you and you and you and you (and maybe even more 'you(s)' for that matter) don't like me, but i find it fascinating that you read my blog and seem to be so interested in what i write here, what i do, how i do things, etc, that you would bother wasting your time talking about me and everything. i don't really care either since its stupid, but i just think its amazing that you have nothing else better to do.

Flag day was fun!

FLAG DAY WAS SO FUN!

more details later :)

You Are a Comma

You are open minded and extremely optimistic. You enjoy almost all facets of life. You can find the good in almost anything. You keep yourself busy with tons of friends, activities, and interests. You find it hard to turn down an opportunity, even if you are pressed for time. Your friends find you fascinating, charming, and easy to talk to. (But with so many competing interests, your friends do feel like you hardly have time for them.) You excel in: Inspiring people You get along best with: The Question Mark

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

coughcough. ahem.

today is the 'come lets upload random photos to make this blog alive and not on hiatus anymore' day!

or maybe its the 'shi ting is sick and did not go to school so she's bored and has nothing better to do' day!

i ate like 6 or 7 boxes of these cookies during the chinese new year period. yum yum!

the letter i received from Hadi! it flew all the way here from Brunei!

the card he made for me! :D

this is such an artistic shot of ama! haha. after public duty at choa chu kand stadium for the family futsal competition thingy on 1st March.

we made our hope platoon flag for our annual camp on shiya and latifah's birthday! 5th March. my platoon had the most number of people who stayed back to help. so proud of them! from left: samuel, ashvin, latifah, genevieve, xinying.

our final product before spraying lacquer. haha. xinying was the one who came up with the flag designs! :)

our pretty holding school.
no lah actually i was trying to take photo of the smoke in the trees behind the building. can you see it?

i wanted to drink something, anything!
so paul helped me buy anything. hahaha.
cross country on 7th March at Japanese Garden!

the scenery is very nice. was sitting on the portable stretcher, enjoying the view :)

took a random photo.

platoon commanders and our platoon flags. in 3E1 classroom, the place where we slept.

peace. faith. hope.
'i've got peace by the river, i've got faith overflowing, i've got hope everlasting..' :)


it rained when we reached the jetty. but after a while it stopped and we saw a rainbow :) took the boat to pulau ubin for our hike during camp. this is the view of the rainbow from inside the boat, so not very nice lah.

LOOOOOOOOOP!

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

tell me whether you think that this is true! (this was found on Michelle's blog, so i went to do it as well)


WAH LAU EH!

okay. so after school i went to find Mr. Latiff to tell him that i wouldn't be going for the oral enrichment class today as i wan't feeling well.

when i couldn't find him, melina and i went to the canteen to have lunch. i saw the group of oral enrichment teachers at one table, so i told that Mr. Shah guy that i wasn't feeling well and he wrote "MC" on the attendance list. he commented that i didn't go for a lot of times. hahaha. who cares man. out of the five lessons, i have only went for two and a half :D (last week's lesson was considered a half lesson for me. the other time i didn't attend was because i had to go for detention and then for AAC rehearsal)

i had my lunch. josephine and nureen helped me buy pepsi! :) then i took a cab home.

i flagged down this blue taxi so i told the driver that i was going to choa chu kang loop. and so he drove from the bukit timah road there and asked, "choa chu kang avenue what?"

and i was all like, choa chua kang LOOP. and he pretended he understood and continued driving.

then there's this road which connects bukit batok to choa chu kang. you know, this big road with lots of trees. where pavillion park and the bukit batok fire station is. and he was about to go striaght to that road when i was like, turn right! (oh, and i forgot to mention that we were speaking in mandarin)

luckily the taxi driver uncle turned right and went to choa chu kang. and then he told me to direct him.

so fine, i had to direct the taxi driver who is supposed to know the roads better than i do. then i told him to go straight and to turn right. and he was all like, oh! you're going to the shopping centre ah? (meaning lot 1)

so i said, somewhere near there.

and he said "orhhh..", like he understands where im going all of a sudden. then he said that i seemed to not be very familiar with this place and asked me where i stay. so i pointed in the direction of my condo, which so happened to be blocked by this HDB flat and the bus interchange. so he was all like, "next time you want to come here you should say choa chua kang avenue 4 mah."

because he's so stupid that he was only able to see the small green sign which said that we were at choa chu kang avenue 4. but he didn't see the even GREENER, LARGER rectangular sign which said CHOA CHU KANG LOOP. with the arrow pointing to the left.

i thought i didn't want to argue with a taxi driver because i was sick and wasn't in the mood to do so anyway. so i didn't want to lose my cool. actually, i was just a student who was feeling too sick to do anything else, much less direct some stupid taxi driver to choa chu kang loop. i just wanted to sit back and relax in peace for a moment, feel the air con instead of perspiring outside, and listen to nice music (although it wasn't very nice since it was like country music, it was still okay to listen to) on my way home.

but nooo. he totally missed the HUGE SIGN and didn't keep to the left lane. when i realised this, i asked if he could turn left. so he said that there were too many cars. i mean, OBVIOUSLY there are too many cars. its CHOA CHU KANG LOOP WHAT. all of them want to get to lot one or whatever.

i was so pissed with the fucked up taxi driver so i just told him to let me alight in front. not only did little miss scrooge here had to pay $8.20 for the taxi fare, i also had to walk all the way home from where he dropped off.

i was also insulted for not knowing the roads of choa chu kang well. how ironic. if i didn't know the road well how would i know where to turn left and right?

and he told me that the big road linking bukit timah to choa chu kang to bukit gombak/ bukit batok is called choa chu kang loop. HELLO?! is he DIM WITTED OR WHAT. LOOP means like a CIRCLE, and that is just A STRIAGHT ROAD.

the REAL choa chu kang LOOP is just OUTSIDE MY WINDOW RIGHT NOW, and he makes ONE ROUND. it connects my condo and debby and yiting's condo and the choa chu kang bus interchange and the choa chu kang MRT station/ choa chu kang exchange and lot 1 and that kopitiam and those few HDB flats with hair salons and bakeries and tailor shops below the flats, along that road.

and the DUMBEST thing is that he said something like, "you don't even know your address? you see, this is choa chu kang avenue four." oh how STUPID i must be. i didn't know i was living in CHOA CHU KANG AVENUE FOUR.

OH GOLLY ME! i must have been writing my OWN HOME ADDRESS WRONGLY all this while! when vera wrote to me last time, she wrote the wrong address on the envelope! when hadi sent me photos from Brunei, he sent it to the wrong address too! OH MY GOSH! so the POSTMEN WHO DELIVERED LETTERS have also been wrong! meaning that THE NORTHVALE (name of my condo) MANAGEMENT OFFICE has also been writing their address wrongly, as well as ALL MY NEIGHBOURS. and the WATER AND ELECTRICITY BILL has been sent to the wrong address! NUS and NTU had sent letters wanting my sister to apply to get into those universities! i didn't know they had gotten the address wrong!

JEEZ. but i just felt like dying so i waited for the security guard to let me in because i was too lazy to tap my card. then i reached home feeling all hot and sweaty and tired even though it wasn't like i ran 7km like i did in Brunei, but it really sucks when you meet this kind of taxi driver when you're sick while having your peroid.

why can't he be like a NORMAL TAXI DRIVER?

seriously. oh, and im supoposed to be on hiatus, but the taxi driver had made me feel compelled to type this post. i don't have to care about homework anyway, since im not going to go to school tomorrow.

once i turn 18 i'm gonna learn how to drive and honk at all those taxi drivers.

ms lau thought i was crying!

24th March, Monday

honestly, it was quite a boring day at school. plus i think i got infected with the flu which my father had. my mother and sis caught it from him before i did, so they had went to the doctor's yesterday.

so i was sniffing the whole day due to my runny nose. which was sometimes a blocked nose. then a runny nose again.

had error analysis again. this time samuel marked mine while i marked bryant's. my previous one was marked by bryant while i marked samuel's. lol. the super smart people. samuel didn't know if my sentence was correct so i saw that he keep asking leongyew and he got frustrated, just like when leongyew asks samuel about math sometimes and samuel gets frustrated. haha.

CME! we had to continue the skit about marriage thing, but while we were discussing the teacher told me to go over to vanessa and melina's group there as chrystabel's eyes were all red. okay, im just a first aider so i don't know what it was called, but i just brought her to the general office to get eye mo. as she was afraid to drip a few drops of the eye mo into her eye, i had to help her. hahaha. then she asked if she could keep it so i thought, why not? and told her to give it back to me after school. i also told her that she only could put like, 2 more drops or something. not too much.

anyway. bryant acting as the wife of leongyew was so funny. yeap, another one of his talents- acting gay!

oh, and i heard wrongly! or rather, i didn't hear it when Mr. Latiff said last week that we need not present, just send him the powerpoint presentation can liao. vanessa told me about it and during literature i gave my thumbdrive to Mr. Latiff. then nureen and i waited outside the deans/curriculum consultants room for him to come out after saving the file and give me back my thumbdrive. wasted only 10 minutes of chinese.

had social studies remedial. didn't do the source based questions so i just stoned. Then Ms. Lau got us to do one question. when i went to the front to hand it in, i didnt know i had to staple it so she said something sarcastic. then she was like, "when i'm stressed im very sarcastic. when alan is stressed he bangs his head against the cupboard. when you're stressed you cry ah?"

i didn't know why she said that but i just handed in my paper after using vanessa's stapler. when i went back to my seat to pack my bag, i realised that she must have thought that i've been crying because of my runny nose. hahaha.

losing my voice due to my sore throat as well. this sucks.


25th March, Tuesday

i'm not in school today because im sick. obviously.

T2W1 part 2

19th March, Thursday

we did not get the chance to present the literature project today! thank goodness. even though i waited till 2am for the file to be sended over to Farah, (because i had forgotten that my thumbdrive was with Mrs. Toh, so i saw her online and asked her to help) the quality of work which was done at midnight isn't very good.

the not so good thing is that we have to redo the project as Mr. Latiff mentioned that he wanted to see something different from those who have not presented.

also, we had two tests today. the additional math test was on differentiation (rate of change) while the chemistry test was on energy changes. i am so going to flunk that A-math test. not sure about chemistry though. really hope to pass this time.

oh, and while we were doing our A-math test, Mr. Latiff came in and wrote a message for us on the board. he had written down the names of those who did not attend the oral enrichment lesson on a specific date, and told them to meet him after school to sign their beta forms.

for a person like me, who had been saying that she was going to pon today's lesson, muttered "wah lau eh!" under her breath.

so die die no choice i had to go for that oral enrichment thingy which is so uninteresting because all he does is talk about belly dancing.

however, while eating lunch with nureen and yiting, i received a call from jingyi saying that she and the others were going to find Mr. Latiff and tell him that we are unable to go for the oral enrichment class because we had to do our st. john thing, which was to paste the stickers on our flag day tins.

yunqian and josephine came and joined us in the canteen. after eating, yunqian and i saw atiqah, amalina, shuangyu and jingyi outside the general office. they had just spoken to Mr. Latiff and he did not allow us to miss the oral enrichment lesson. damn. so we decided to go late instead.

we went to the CCA room to stick all the 100 tins with the st. john label. then, we found out that there was one extra label. so we had to arrange all the tins in order of their serial numbers and find out which tin was wrongly labeled. i have to admit that this was quite fun. reluctantly went back to class and marked my attendence.

when that Mr. Shah person picked nureen to describe the picture with the 5 W's and 1 H (which was already taught to us in primary school), she said that she had a sore throat. so he told her to pick someone else and she said paul. then Mr. Shah went over to him and some of the 4e5 people thought it was me and was all like, "wah! your girlfriend sabo you!" and they were all looking at me. like, whatever! so outdated please.

and leongyew had become the teacher's pet! Mr. Shah liked the way he said his speech about someone whom he admires, Mdm Yeo (and even said that he wanted to marry her), and gave him high marks for that. then he kept choosing him to do those lame oral enrichment activities, but weimin told him not to always pick on him. in the end, LY, Wei Min, Farah and Debby took part in the 1 minute inpromtu speech about friends, where you could not repeat yourself or hesitate or whatever.

20th March, Good Friday

okay. so there's no school today!
the boys' brigade and girls' brigade had their enrollment thing plus handing down parade.

um, okay. i so have to do my math tuition homework.

21th March, Saturday

it has officially become a routine. every staurday, i have bread and milo for breakfast, then rush through some math questions, go for tuition, then go to jurong subcentre for first aid competition training.

asked Junyan about his trip to Bangkok, as i have went there 3 times myself. then went to the library with Shiya, Amalina and Yunqian. borrowed two books there. i have no idea why, but we met Paul and Nicholas there. i saw two copies of the book, 'Flavor of the Week' by Tucker Shaw, and recommended it to ama and paul. i read that book two years ago and it was very nice.

then yunqian asked me to go and eat with her, nigou and paul, and it so happens that my mother called me saying that there's only rice and broccoli for dinner (my sister added in the background saying that it was not broccoli, but disintegrated broccoli) so i decided to eat with them.

went back and continued to read one of the books that i had borrowed. only went to sleep when i had finished reading.

T2W1 part 1

17th March, Monday.

the first day of term two! i had to carry my new pink and grey converse bag to school today. its so ugly can! my mother bought it for me, so i have no choice but to carry it to school. plus my blue nike bag which i have been using since sec one has been pretty worn out and everything. it has been to Brunei with me, as well as many other camps. too bad it had to be thrown away.

oh, and because i went to cut my hair on saturday, my hair has become shorter and more layered. i don't really like it, but who cares, it will grow back.

with all my incomplete homework in my ugly bag, i reached the quadrangle just in time for morning assembly. lessons carried on as usual. had a physics test on DC circuits. was supposed to have a social studies test on globalisation, but ms lau was nice enough to postpone it, saying that she had changed her mind since its the first day of the term and also since its holy week.

after SS remedial, i had to go down for the AAC rehearsal. was in the first row of the contingent to march in. as the heel of my right boot was coming loose, i had a little difficulty in marching. i have got to get it repaired soon.

18th March, Tuesday.

its matthew's birthday today. so, happy birthday matthew :)
even though we don't talk much anymore, im just simply going to wish you a happy birthday.

shiya lent me her Angela CD! Ang 5.0! when i got it from chrystabel, nureen was like, 'you got listen to chinese songs one meh?' hahaha. oh, and i wore my new school shoes today. super white can! but it looks exactly the same as the old one. same pattern. haha.

had to do the summary draft during english. Mrs Toh told jiaying, xiaohui and i to type out our compositions on writing what you would miss most when you leave secondary school. my compo wasn't any good, since i made several mistakes which i normally wouldn't have as i wrote it on when i was still feeling sleepy. anyway, she told us to give her the softcopy tomorrow.

instead of running for PE today, we did exercises like hopping and stretching, which were supposed to help us in our NAPFA test next friday. how unlucky; we are going to have a full dress rehearsal for the AAC parade on that day too. you can imagine how tired we would be. plus after friday, there's still st. john flag day.

started on a new chapter for additional math. i hope that i still can survive this.

had chemistry practical on qualitative analysis. then we proceeded to the hall for assembly. Mrs. Lau gave a speech but majority of us were sleeping or chatting away. after that, we had to go back to class to do target setting for SA1.

surprisingly, i had met some of my CA1 targets. such as literature, combined humanities and chinese.

had no remedial, so i could go for training on time. was the only sec four there until the rest came. we had this first aid quiz for the sec twos. then we had to draw lots to decide which place we would station at for flag day.

went striaght home after training. went to bed right after typing out my essay as i didn't have the energy to do my homework.

19th March, Wednesday

we started on a new SS chapter today- Vernice. it seems interesting for now.

physics practical on the pendulum bob today. miss punitha showed us this clip on the mistakes made in thes simple experiment. after we had gone through those mistakes, we were left with 15 minutes to record our data.

had chemistry practical after school, on volumetric analysis. did our practical with some 4E3 students too. ate lunch and rushed straight home after that.

oh yeah. and on my way to the chemistry lab, nureen and i met Mdm Yeo. she was like, "shi ting! you must work verry hard ah!" and i was like, "yah, i know." and she went something like, "good that you know."

but she's so going to be disappointed because i've not studied for her math test.

have just completed the literature project on the curious incident of the dog in the night-time :)

'Tis the Season to let my blog rot

hi! my blog is on hiatus until the end of term two until i feel like it.

though i will not be replying your tags, please do not forget about my existence and notify me by leaving a message on the tagboard if you have changed your url or something else which i may need to know.

thanks!

oh, and please forget about all the depressing posts which i have typed while i was feeling emo, because im usually not like that. just felt agitated for some reason or another.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i seriously do not have a life anymore!

i don't even have TIME to go and CUT MY DAMN LONG FRINGE.

and i just called the asknlearn hotline because i couldn't sign in, and i've been trying since LAST WEEK. and so the person over on the phone checked and said, oh you changed your password that's why.

how can i change my password when i haven't even signed in before????

but its okay, since she helped me reset my password to my NRIC.

oh yes. back to not having a life.
i don't even have TIME TO MYSELF to do THINGS THAT I WANT TO DO.

8-10 March - SJAB annual march camp
11-13 March - INTENSIVE tuition programme
14 March - CIP at childcare centre.

okay, so some of those things were quite fun but now i have like, A LOT of stupid HOMEWORK and PROJECTS to complete over the weekend.

which was SUPPOSED to be completed during the MARCH "HOLIDAYS!"

and by saying march "holidays", it means from 10 to 14 March, excluding weekends. weekends don't count because they are weekends, duh.

and the meaning of "holidays" is actually defined as the time when teachers can bombard students with a lot of homework saying that there is no excuse not to complete everything, JUST BECAUSE we had don't have to attend school for FIVE DAYS.

i have not blogged for 18 days. isn't it upsetting to see such a short post?
but this could just be my last post until i get my life back.

hah! who knows WHEN that would happen.

and okay, maybe you may think that i'm a grouch for COMPLAINING about having no time to do my work, yet here i am, blogging about it and still not doing my work.

but i just had to vent.

because i felt like VOMITING BLOOD when i talked to my mother just now. i talked to her about the ice skating thing while she was shopping for groceries. we met after i ate my lunch after the CIP thing.

mother: don't you want to go iceskating? i give you money lorh. (i told her over the phone that i'm broke because she forgot to give me my allowance)

me: i cannot go! they are leaving already! give me also no use. (i said this because i was text messaging Michelle and she said that they were only going to skate for a while more, so there was no point in joining them as i would have to pay more and skate less. not worth it.)

mother: why? you don't want to go already ah?

me: is not i dont want to go! is i cannot go! i go there then they leave then i skate there alone ah?

mother: who is going ice skating?

me: not GOING. they are already ice skating.

mother: Paul ah?

me: no! LY, Michelle, Ruo Nan, Jack, Elliot, Jiaxun.

mother oh your class one ah?

me: yah lah! you think whole life Paul ah?

mother: what i whole life Paul? is you whole life Paul lah!

me: no lor!

mother: so they are already ice skating?

me: yes, they went while i was doing CIP!

mother: then who ask you go for CIP!

me: its not my fault what! have to go!

mother: then how come they dont have to go?

me: because its different for everyone!

mother: you mean some people have to go and some people dont have to do? then why you go and do?

me: no... is because some people go to some other place on some other day to do lah! aiyah i talk to you until i feel like vomiting blood.

mother: you know today... *goes into a rant of what happened at her workplace*

me: *listens a bit here and there, still feels like vomiting blood*

mother: then i come back have a lot of housework to do leh. plus nobody help me to keep the clothes.

me: you want to compare? i got so much homework that i have not done because the intensive programme took so much of my time.

mother: aiyah you go home and do your A maths lah.

me: ... (thoughts: she didn't even listen to what i said! i talked about SCHOOLWORK then she told me to do A MATH TUITION WORK??)

mother: so how was it at the childcare centre?

me: okay lor. (does not bother to further elaborate in order not to have another retarded conversation.)

one day when i do not feel so agitated, i may look at this post and laugh.

although the truth hurts, i shall admit that i have horrible time management and it is not the fault of the march camp or the intensive programme for my not being able to complete homework and have fun during the holidays.