Friday, March 14, 2008

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i seriously do not have a life anymore!

i don't even have TIME to go and CUT MY DAMN LONG FRINGE.

and i just called the asknlearn hotline because i couldn't sign in, and i've been trying since LAST WEEK. and so the person over on the phone checked and said, oh you changed your password that's why.

how can i change my password when i haven't even signed in before????

but its okay, since she helped me reset my password to my NRIC.

oh yes. back to not having a life.
i don't even have TIME TO MYSELF to do THINGS THAT I WANT TO DO.

8-10 March - SJAB annual march camp
11-13 March - INTENSIVE tuition programme
14 March - CIP at childcare centre.

okay, so some of those things were quite fun but now i have like, A LOT of stupid HOMEWORK and PROJECTS to complete over the weekend.

which was SUPPOSED to be completed during the MARCH "HOLIDAYS!"

and by saying march "holidays", it means from 10 to 14 March, excluding weekends. weekends don't count because they are weekends, duh.

and the meaning of "holidays" is actually defined as the time when teachers can bombard students with a lot of homework saying that there is no excuse not to complete everything, JUST BECAUSE we had don't have to attend school for FIVE DAYS.

i have not blogged for 18 days. isn't it upsetting to see such a short post?
but this could just be my last post until i get my life back.

hah! who knows WHEN that would happen.

and okay, maybe you may think that i'm a grouch for COMPLAINING about having no time to do my work, yet here i am, blogging about it and still not doing my work.

but i just had to vent.

because i felt like VOMITING BLOOD when i talked to my mother just now. i talked to her about the ice skating thing while she was shopping for groceries. we met after i ate my lunch after the CIP thing.

mother: don't you want to go iceskating? i give you money lorh. (i told her over the phone that i'm broke because she forgot to give me my allowance)

me: i cannot go! they are leaving already! give me also no use. (i said this because i was text messaging Michelle and she said that they were only going to skate for a while more, so there was no point in joining them as i would have to pay more and skate less. not worth it.)

mother: why? you don't want to go already ah?

me: is not i dont want to go! is i cannot go! i go there then they leave then i skate there alone ah?

mother: who is going ice skating?

me: not GOING. they are already ice skating.

mother: Paul ah?

me: no! LY, Michelle, Ruo Nan, Jack, Elliot, Jiaxun.

mother oh your class one ah?

me: yah lah! you think whole life Paul ah?

mother: what i whole life Paul? is you whole life Paul lah!

me: no lor!

mother: so they are already ice skating?

me: yes, they went while i was doing CIP!

mother: then who ask you go for CIP!

me: its not my fault what! have to go!

mother: then how come they dont have to go?

me: because its different for everyone!

mother: you mean some people have to go and some people dont have to do? then why you go and do?

me: no... is because some people go to some other place on some other day to do lah! aiyah i talk to you until i feel like vomiting blood.

mother: you know today... *goes into a rant of what happened at her workplace*

me: *listens a bit here and there, still feels like vomiting blood*

mother: then i come back have a lot of housework to do leh. plus nobody help me to keep the clothes.

me: you want to compare? i got so much homework that i have not done because the intensive programme took so much of my time.

mother: aiyah you go home and do your A maths lah.

me: ... (thoughts: she didn't even listen to what i said! i talked about SCHOOLWORK then she told me to do A MATH TUITION WORK??)

mother: so how was it at the childcare centre?

me: okay lor. (does not bother to further elaborate in order not to have another retarded conversation.)

one day when i do not feel so agitated, i may look at this post and laugh.

although the truth hurts, i shall admit that i have horrible time management and it is not the fault of the march camp or the intensive programme for my not being able to complete homework and have fun during the holidays.