I'm still having my period and I'm sick with this annoying cough.
I was going home and being tired after giving tuition when I happened to meet Lloyd and Zhenxiang at the Yew Tee MRT station bus stop. We waved to each other said hi.
Zhenxiang said that he had seen me around with another guy and asked me why I wasn't with that guy. I thought the answer was obvious: because he's in NS. Then he asked me this absurd question that went something like, "Oh, so are planning to break up with him because he's in NS?" So I was quite surprised, and said "No?"
Then he asked me another weird question: Does Xueying pee on the floor? Obviously I went "No?" again because it was such a stupid thing to ask. I can't remember his exact words but it was something along the lines of, "Oh no wonder she can't see her own reflection [in the pee] to look at her lousy fashion sense."
Omg. I was too stunned and tired to say anything and the bus came so I boarded the bus home. But seriously? He obviously doesn't know why I broke up with Justin. Like as if I'd break up with someone just because he's in NS and doesn't have time for me. Apparently he thinks that I'm as childish as he is. And about insulting Xueying's fashion sense? It's such a superficial thing to say and it's not even any of his business. Well, none of this is any of his business.
This post is getting boring. I mean, he already showed us how childish he was during the Genting trip, so it shouldn't have been a surprise. But still. It's disappointing.
Oh yeah and I've got 90 pokes on Facebook! :D
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Self-declared "poke everyone on FB" day!
As the title suggests, I went to poke all my friends on Facebook today. Because I was bored.
I couldn't poke some people because they had not received my previous poke, and I didn't poke Nureen because she recently just poked me back. But after poking everyone, I got back only 50 pokes so far.
I guess you can tell that I'm really, very bored.
Was grouchy just now. Other than the fact that I got my period today, I was annoyed because somebody called me a hypocrite and a liar. He didn't even explain why, but he has no right to say such shit about me.
I went for the NUS pre-admission medical examination on Wednesday. My eyesight is still awesome. My height, weight, blood pressure and urine - all normal. Then there was the chest X-ray thing and after that we had to wait for your turn to see the doctor. While waiting, this pretty china girl from electrical engineering sat next to me and talked to me. My turn came before hers and as I entered the room, the doctor was asking if I was Shi Ting. I couldn't see her face until I turned the corner and walked to the doctor's table. She looked at me and asked, "Do you have thalassemia?"
I was surprised so I went, "No? What's that?" And she said that she asked because I looked pale so I told her that I always look pale. Then she went on to ask me if I had any medical history. I said no and she told me to lie down. I asked her about the disease she thought I had and she told me that it's usually inherited and that people with that disease tend to look pale and might have anemia.
Hahaha so funny. Am I really that pale?
Anyway, I don't get why that someone whom I mentioned earlier is being so hostile towards me. I tried to be his friend and since he claimed that he still liked me but didn't want me back, I thought it was okay to meet up with him a few times when he asked me out. But on Thursday night he cried and said that he lied about not wanting me back. How could I still agree to watch The Lion King with him and lead him on? Fine, I was tempted because I wanted to watch The Lion King, but I guess I realised that it wouldn't be the right thing to do. Actually, according to someone else, I should have already understood his intentions at the very beginning. I guess I was gullible to believe him. He's making me feel naive for thinking that we could still be friends.
Edit: I forgot to add that initially we agreed that our break-up song was "The Story of Us" by Taylor Swift. Then he annoyed me on Friday when we were watching MTV at Lena's house by saying that it was "Grenade" by Bruno Mars. (Like as if he'd die for me!) And now he thinks that "Jar of Hearts" by Christina Perri suits me better. Wtf. Seriously? I don't even want him back, and I'm not some asshole. (And he should at least get the title of the song right, before trying to get back at me. He typed it as "Jars of heart")
I couldn't poke some people because they had not received my previous poke, and I didn't poke Nureen because she recently just poked me back. But after poking everyone, I got back only 50 pokes so far.
I guess you can tell that I'm really, very bored.
Was grouchy just now. Other than the fact that I got my period today, I was annoyed because somebody called me a hypocrite and a liar. He didn't even explain why, but he has no right to say such shit about me.
I went for the NUS pre-admission medical examination on Wednesday. My eyesight is still awesome. My height, weight, blood pressure and urine - all normal. Then there was the chest X-ray thing and after that we had to wait for your turn to see the doctor. While waiting, this pretty china girl from electrical engineering sat next to me and talked to me. My turn came before hers and as I entered the room, the doctor was asking if I was Shi Ting. I couldn't see her face until I turned the corner and walked to the doctor's table. She looked at me and asked, "Do you have thalassemia?"
I was surprised so I went, "No? What's that?" And she said that she asked because I looked pale so I told her that I always look pale. Then she went on to ask me if I had any medical history. I said no and she told me to lie down. I asked her about the disease she thought I had and she told me that it's usually inherited and that people with that disease tend to look pale and might have anemia.
Hahaha so funny. Am I really that pale?
Anyway, I don't get why that someone whom I mentioned earlier is being so hostile towards me. I tried to be his friend and since he claimed that he still liked me but didn't want me back, I thought it was okay to meet up with him a few times when he asked me out. But on Thursday night he cried and said that he lied about not wanting me back. How could I still agree to watch The Lion King with him and lead him on? Fine, I was tempted because I wanted to watch The Lion King, but I guess I realised that it wouldn't be the right thing to do. Actually, according to someone else, I should have already understood his intentions at the very beginning. I guess I was gullible to believe him. He's making me feel naive for thinking that we could still be friends.
Edit: I forgot to add that initially we agreed that our break-up song was "The Story of Us" by Taylor Swift. Then he annoyed me on Friday when we were watching MTV at Lena's house by saying that it was "Grenade" by Bruno Mars. (Like as if he'd die for me!) And now he thinks that "Jar of Hearts" by Christina Perri suits me better. Wtf. Seriously? I don't even want him back, and I'm not some asshole. (And he should at least get the title of the song right, before trying to get back at me. He typed it as "Jars of heart")
Lena's
Celebrated Elena's birthday with the clique on the day itself! (24/6, Friday)
Xueying, Yingwei and I met up early in the morning. Lynn was busy and couldn't come with us. We were supposed to meet at 8.30 but I was super late since I only woke up by then. Oops. They waited for me at CCK before going to Elena's house. At the void deck, Xy compiled the birthday wishes we had written to Lena and pasted them together. Lena's grandmother answered the door and let us in. We went up the stairs to her room and she was so surprised to see us!
Since she just woke up, we waited for her in the living room. She came downstairs to open her presents! (Xy got her a poster of New York, Yw got her stationary, Gay Justin and I got her a jewelry box. Threw in some colourful paper stars and straw hearts) Justin joined us while we were watching TV. Lena insisted that we have lunch at her house. Her grandmother cooked some food for us and was delicious, especially the rendang. We decided to go to Bugis after that so we went to Lena's room to get ready. Watched YouTube videos of Kevjumba, tried on Lena's heels, and watched the girls put on make-up.
Xy went off for her piano lesson (she later messaged us to say that it was cancelled) while the rest of us waited for the bus for quite some time and went to eat at Lenas. (The restaurant, not her house) We had cheese fondue, potato wedges, garlic bread, fried banana with chocolate/vanilla, vegetable soup and a huge mug of mint tea (which I avoided). After that, we went to the rooftop of Illuma and took pictures! I was laughing so hard when Lena started taking "sexy" photos of Justin with her DSLR.
We went our separate ways after that. Justin and Lena had planned to go clubbing later that night. Yingwei and I took the MRT back together. Complained to her about how I had to tolerate someone who was trying to annoy me the entire day (It was like deja vu. Something like that happened two years ago as well, when we were out celebrating Lena's birthday). Went to have dinner at Vivocity's Carl's Jr. before going home.
Watched The Hangover Part II and omg, I think the movie was too gross for someone like me.
Xueying, Yingwei and I met up early in the morning. Lynn was busy and couldn't come with us. We were supposed to meet at 8.30 but I was super late since I only woke up by then. Oops. They waited for me at CCK before going to Elena's house. At the void deck, Xy compiled the birthday wishes we had written to Lena and pasted them together. Lena's grandmother answered the door and let us in. We went up the stairs to her room and she was so surprised to see us!
Since she just woke up, we waited for her in the living room. She came downstairs to open her presents! (Xy got her a poster of New York, Yw got her stationary, Gay Justin and I got her a jewelry box. Threw in some colourful paper stars and straw hearts) Justin joined us while we were watching TV. Lena insisted that we have lunch at her house. Her grandmother cooked some food for us and was delicious, especially the rendang. We decided to go to Bugis after that so we went to Lena's room to get ready. Watched YouTube videos of Kevjumba, tried on Lena's heels, and watched the girls put on make-up.
Xy went off for her piano lesson (she later messaged us to say that it was cancelled) while the rest of us waited for the bus for quite some time and went to eat at Lenas. (The restaurant, not her house) We had cheese fondue, potato wedges, garlic bread, fried banana with chocolate/vanilla, vegetable soup and a huge mug of mint tea (which I avoided). After that, we went to the rooftop of Illuma and took pictures! I was laughing so hard when Lena started taking "sexy" photos of Justin with her DSLR.
We went our separate ways after that. Justin and Lena had planned to go clubbing later that night. Yingwei and I took the MRT back together. Complained to her about how I had to tolerate someone who was trying to annoy me the entire day (It was like deja vu. Something like that happened two years ago as well, when we were out celebrating Lena's birthday). Went to have dinner at Vivocity's Carl's Jr. before going home.
Watched The Hangover Part II and omg, I think the movie was too gross for someone like me.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Maybes
Maybe I should change my name.
Maybe I should learn how to put on make up.
Maybe I should update.
But maybe no one cares about this blog.
Oh wait, I just checked the stats! I've got a lot of views even though I haven't been updating. Haha so weird. Please leave a comment to let me know that you exist as people, not as numbers!
Stuff that has happened ever since my last update:
Sometimes when I zone out I feel like I'm not myself anymore. I'm not even a person. I'm just floating around and watching the world go by. I forget who I am and what I was supposed to be doing. I forget myself. Then when I snap out of it I have to remind myself of my own identity and that I still have a life to lead. I don't know if anyone else has ever felt this way. Maybe I'm just being weird.
Maybe I should learn how to put on make up.
Maybe I should update.
But maybe no one cares about this blog.
Oh wait, I just checked the stats! I've got a lot of views even though I haven't been updating. Haha so weird. Please leave a comment to let me know that you exist as people, not as numbers!
Stuff that has happened ever since my last update:
- I actually packed my table like a month ago, and it was all neat and tidy! I wiped away all the dust too! But now it's back to it's normal state because I had to dig out my old stuff for reference in order to give tuition.
- Went shopping with Michelle! Mao.
- Had dinner with Justin and watched Beastly. It was a sucky and boring movie.
- Watched Paul the next day.
- Went to Xueying's house with Lynn and Elena!
- Shopping with Vera! We also watched Water For Elephants at Plaza Sing! The movie was okay but the book was so much nicer. I was addicted to the book and finished it within a day.
- Went for the FASS open house before watching Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides.
- Went to Malaysia with the St. John people! Shiya, Ama, Ati and her bf. We walked around, had fun at the arcade and had a super belated birthday celebration for Shiya.
- Experienced stomach flu for the first time. Vomited 5 times and after that I just kept having diarrhea. I never want to have stomach flu ever again.
- College day! Watched Kungfu Panda 2 after that. It was pretty awesome to get the Top Arts Student award :)
- My new laptop and blogshop items arrived on the same day. Yay!
- Finished reading the OHSHC manga! I know I'm kinda outdated since I should've done this a long time ago but I just never had the time.
- Met up with Xueying and we walked around JP!
- Went shopping in town with KK. Watched X-Men: First Class.
- Had prata for supper with Jack and Michelle after tutoring 3 kids on Sunday. I was so tired by then but we really had fun catching up and it was like we were talking non-stop!
- I still have Justin's Esprit card! And since he wanted to get clothes from there he asked me to accompany him to Vivocity.
- Could finally meet Melina for dinner! We ate at Westmall on a Thursday after her work and after my 2 tuition lessons.
- Shopped with Nureen in town! Ran into Chrystabel and her siblings at Far East Plaza.
- Watched Green Lantern at the Grand Cathay with Justin, Xueying, Yingwei, Lynn, Elena, Daniel and Kangkang! Daniel left right after the movie and the rest of us went to Astons for lunch before going shopping at Orchard Ion. Visited the new Forever 21 and told Nureen to come by as well since she was talking about it the day before.
- Lunched with KK at Lot 1's Bistro Delifrance. Oh, yay! The list hits number 20 again.
Sometimes when I zone out I feel like I'm not myself anymore. I'm not even a person. I'm just floating around and watching the world go by. I forget who I am and what I was supposed to be doing. I forget myself. Then when I snap out of it I have to remind myself of my own identity and that I still have a life to lead. I don't know if anyone else has ever felt this way. Maybe I'm just being weird.
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