16 hours

i slept for 16 hours today!
woohoo
10.30pm to 2.30pm
too tired
+ maybe also because i was having such a pleasant dream
wish i didn't wake up XD
sigh*

back from camp

IM BACK!
home technology sweet technology!
i know my husband [the computer] missed me from looking at the screen for the whole day.

the camp was not as tough as i expected.

basic NCO course camp
yuan ching sec
on day 1 [26 nov] there was a hike. we took a bus to the same place we hiked during the march camp. bukit timah. after walking we had our field cooking. we were supposed to learn map reading but it started raining heavily so we had to put on our ponchos which wasn't very useful anyway. we continued hiking in the rain [which results in my muddy school shoes that gives me an excuse to buy a new pair.] & map reading was cancelled. later we learnt the transportation of casualty thing and had a contest. 5 people from each platoon were casualties. 1 was blindfolded, 2 were siamese twins and had 1 foot tied to each other by a triangular bandage. the other 2 had their own feet tied up so that they could not walk. we had to bring these people to the carpark to win. as we were transporting the "casualties", we could not see anyone behind us so we thought that we were last but when we reached the carpark it was quite empty.
not last,
but first.
bravo so rocks.
2nd was echo, followed by charlie, then alpha and then delta.
later in the day we had tent pitching. we took quite long. and we had to bend our legs when we were inside cause its too small for an outstretched body. then in the middle of the night at around 3am ++ [day 2 already] there was a firedrill. twice. didn't get much sleep.

day 2 [27 nov]
i reported sick during the morning parade thing. like wanna vomit. v.pale. the feeling is kinda scary. ate a sweet and sat with the others who were not feeling well. then dozed off. was given 30 minutes to bathe only we couldn't cause there wasn't a shower in the toilet so i just rinsed my body. went for breakfast, washed + dry sleeping bags and played some games. there was a letting your platoon mates catch you game and a soapy obstacle and a putting your feet according to the number game like the one in p6 camp blablabla etc. getting wet is fun. there was platoon interaction to get ready for the campfire preformance but there wasnt enough time. bravo was the duty platoon so we and all the other boys in the course had to help with the campfire preparation while the other girls went for community singing. had a bit of a backache after shifting the heavy logs to 1 side.

*******

the campfire rocked.
i mean, it was like all other campfires; singing, cheering, games, performances.. but the part when bravo took the stage [made of canteen tables] and started singing along with the song this love by maroon 5 totally ruled. the other platoons copied us & ran up too. so we quickly moved to the front of the stage. haha.
we slept in the classroom. w/o anything to lie on. just on the hard floor and our bags as pillows. & in the middle of the night i woke up and saw that i was sleeping opposite my bag on the other side of the classroom. strange. the i walked back to my bag to sleep.

day 3 [today]
had tough PT. includes more than 100 jumping jacks. arranged the tables and chairs in the classroom back to its original position. all platoons got something for being best at something. alpha was best in games. bravo- best cheer. charlie i forgot.. =X. delta was most enthusiastic and echo was best in performance and overall best. ate lunch at jurong entertainment centre with jingyi, shuangyu, yunqian, shiya, amalina and atiqah before going home.

camp was ok. everything is fine except the part we had to eat maggi mee for almost all meals- lunch and dinner of day 1 & 2. im so sick of it. there was also too much food that was to be finished and 7 people from bravo threw up because of stuffing themselves. plus i didn't bathe and comb my hair for 2 days. yuck. made many new friends.

and now that im back, 2 people i can talk to has gone overseas.
one from 28 nov - 5 dec
one from 28 nov - 7 dec
tsk.
im not so fortunate to go on a holiday this year. this is the first time im not going overseas.
sob*

camp tomorrow!! :(

tomorrow is our st john basic NCO course camp!!!!
NO! :(
i mean, i know i will survive and stuff. but i don't like camps.

for instance,
01. we only get 6 hours of sleep. i know its camp, shouldnt they at least give us 8 hours? its not too much to ask you know- i usually sleep for 12 hours.
02. hiking. we walk and walk till our feet cant take it anymore and we're still told to sing cheers loudly. hurray. plus we hike for 8 hours and only get 6 hours sleep. thats not fair.
03. inspection of belongings. cant we bring any personal items like my diary? in march camp i lied and said i accidentally brought it. i mean, how can i not bring it when my sis keeps threatening to read it??
04. bathe. for 15 minutes only. that seems ok right? not like you have to queue up in a public school toilet and wait for a friggin long time before bathing in a hurry for only 3 minutes!! unreasonable!
05. lights off. great! after a tiring day we can finally sleep.. in tents!! and we cant bring sleeping bags! which means we will sleep in tents on groundsheets. hello?? bugs?? 1 good thing- its softer than sleeping on the floor.
06. physical training aka PT. this is torture. period.
07. campfire. i always love campfires. what's a camp w/o a campfire? but the performance will SUCK. its obvious from the rehearsal where only 8 people showed up.
08. field cooking. I HATE COOKING! i almost flunked home econs! and i don't like noodles! cant we just cook in kitchens or buy lunch?
09. confidence games. wow. great. this will so help me. NOT. no matter how many confidence games i participate in, i will still lack confidence.
10. sentry duty- i kinda think of this as a fun night walk. but it will so suck if my duty is in the middle of the night where you cant get much sleep. especially after the hike.

i shall admit im nervous.

today there was this civil defence course. at the bukit batok fire station. after teaching and slideshows and practical, blablabla, there was a test. i was like, oh shit there's a test, and stuff but it was just MCQs. plus it wasn't really a test, because we could discuss and ask that guy if we didn't know and he'd give us hints. everybody would pass for sure.

Im gonna check my camp bag and sleep early today. for a change.
don't miss me x)

ANGRY

im so angry.
if i were a thermometer the bulb would break.
i went out to lot 1 to buy sec 2 books from popular. and also camping stuff for basic. with mother. then i also had to go and meet this stupid person to pass this stupid cricket worksheet at the cck mrt station at 3 o' clock.
so while queuing up to pay for the books mother told me that it was gonna be three and i had to go meet that stupid person and that she will wait for me in popular while looking at stupid recipe books.
so i left lot 1.
who knew that i could've gone to meet him like, HALF AN HOUR LATER.
but i'm wasn't so stupid to stand there like a goondo for 30 minutes.
10 minutes after waiting i went to find mother. i wanted to contact that stupid person.
but i couldn't find her. stupid popular was so damn crowded with all those parents buying books too.
anyway i went back to the cck mrt station when it was like 3.20 or so. then i waited like 5-7 more minutes before that stupid person arrived.
i think he said sorry or something. i didnt really hear. just gave the w/s [that was rolled up in between my st john list of things to bring for camp] and walked off quickly. too angry for words.
then when i returned to popular, mother was standing there at the entrance.
wow magic. she suddenly reappeared. wtf.
then she was like, what took you so long and stuff.
RAWR
i wanna scream.
packed my stupid sec 1 and sec 2 things just now. gonna reuse the stupid files so threw away a lot of stupid papers. tore 1 particular stupid w/s from the stupid english file into shreds.

*******

now my parents are at my cousin adrian's wedding dinner. my sister has to study and im supposed to accompany her and stay at home.
also good. seeing all my relatives suck. they will interrogate you and im not close to anybody. last time [this year] i went to cousin alvin's wedding and before that i didn't even know i had a cousin called alvin. and i noticed wedding dinners had sucky food. it just looks nice. but another one married means another red packet for chinese new year.
and i told them to bring back chocolate if there was any.

what will tomorrow's st john banner making [for sec 1 orientation] thing and platoon bravo campfire performance rehearsal bring???

repaired

this is the first time im blogging for the 2nd time in 1 day.
im so happy.
I FIXED MY HP CARD MYSELF!!
jumped crazily on the bed.

stomach

im bored.
bored to tears.
this is not very surprising.

i was somehow being driven insane just now by talking to 4 people at the same time and now its so quiet. except for the music from the radio. tuned on to 98.7 FM.
i read xiaxue's blog about the lastest harry potter movie. had a good time laughing. everybody's saying how disappointing the movie was. i've been looking forward to this movie harry potter and the goblet of fire because it is my favourite book in the harry potter series and it seems to be terrible. go figure.

and to the question of who can get my blog password, the answer is - 1E6 girls, [or should i say 2e6] anyone from st john bbss, and, of course, the people i linked.

i feel weird. i think im gonna be sick.
my stomach is queasy and hurts sometimes maybe because of yesterday's toilet marathon after consuming yogurt and i feel cold and hot at the same time. what's wrong with my stomach?

i helped somebody-number-3 scan the stupid cricket w/s this morning and sent it to him and now he says he can't see the words. but i can. after maximizing. then now he's typing nvm la got anything i sms you.
HELLO?!?! my nick?!?!
apparently, he IM-ed me and didn't notice my nick. how wonderful.
okay, why must he talk to me when im blogging?

nowadays I'm very easily pissed huh.
please cure my boredom.

hp

blah.
my handphone card is spoilt.
!!!!!!!!!
why? because my sister's hp got wet because she forgot to take it out from her skirt so she put her card in my phone so she could check her messages and halfway of this taking out and putting back card thing the golden thing on my hp card came out and now i cant use my handphone!
that's why.
and my mother thinks it is not very important and this can wait till sunday.
HA! she probably thinks that way because her friend's phone numbers are not inside, she doesn't sms, she doesn't even use the phone even though its under her name. and she was all "why do you have to use the handphone all the time? they can call your house phone. do you know your bill is the highest?"
hello? its the 21th century. the hp is more convienient and in case you forgot, it is dad's bill which is the highest. my phone bill is higher than my sister's because everyone else is studying for thier O 's. this is way important in case anyone asks me to go out [im being stuck at home alone with nothing to do the whole day i might become insane] or tells me about some st john NCO course thing or whatever.
I NEED MY HANDPHONE. STARHUB CARD. i feel lost without it.

jonathan is dumb. probably the dumbest person i ever knew. i mean, who doesnt know who's kelly clarkson? so my sis told him it was a local delicacy and he's like what's a delicacy? then i said its a male actress. LoL! but later i told him she's a female singer lah. and also like that time when he asked me who was online to check whether anyone was blocked him i told him he was paranoid and he goes "what's that?" its like we are speaking different languages and its so annoying talking to him. rubbishy

i cant really blame my sis for the hp thing cause she DID get jonathan grounded for 2 days and i cant blame her for drawing on my ruler which was a gift from my primary school choir teacher-in-charge because she's designing a blogskin for me so that makes us even. and i really should not allow her for sitting next to me when i use the computer.
IRRITATING WOMAN.

this world is driving me crazy.

and I'm so jealous that she has a discman given by dad which spoilt so mother bought her another one which didnt work very well either and just recently dad gave her another one and not only that, she already has an mp3 player.

so she has 3 discmans 1 mp3 player.
me? zero. zlich.
I never even had a discman before.
did it ever occur to them that I would want 1 too? all i ever had was a small, old portable radio given by my dad [when i was in p4 and i really loved it because i was young and easily contented at that time and i could listen to 98.7FM the whole day] which was so small it is lost and another portable radio given by the step with it program thingy last year because our class achieved the most number of steps. [we obviously cheated XD] which also got lost too. [but i don't think its lost. both the radios. i think the same thief who stole my savings also stole those radios too. i mean, i put my savings and radios there on the shelf how can it just disappear? definitely her but no proof.]

and I'm so jealous of someone else although she's out of my life because she's living in a house probably 20 times bigger than mine which has 3 stories, a basement, a swimming pool, a jacuzzi, a dancing room, a front yard, a garden, has her own room, ... etc. [this list isn't gonna end] she also has a dog, and is going to London soon!!
LONDON!!! you know the big ben? the changing of guards at the bucking ham palace? where harry potter/ daniel radcliffe is?

and she doesn't even deserve any of those. cant think of any possible reason.

unfair
going nuts.
still seeing green

1 month

today is jie's birthday.. which means 1 more month to mine.

going to causeway point soon..

seeing green

the legend of zorro

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUREEN!

today after getting the st john consent form i went to watch the legend of zorro with nureen jy and sy at westmall. i enjoyed the movie but the plot was too predictable. then we bought a birthday present for nureen. I'm making the stars now.

chalet

IM BACK!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VERA!

what happened during the [stupid] chalet:

8 november
met at cck mrt station. took mrt to pasir ris. jy used my hp & took a video of mickey sleeping in the train. boys [alvin, zhengjie, disgusting freak, matthew, mickey] led the way. took the wrong bus 358 instead of 354. walked to coasta sands resort. saw stupid barney things. [ew] boys did not tell us [jy sy and me] anything and went off. the rudeness. could only go in at 2pm or something. alvin's irritating mother came. went to room 1728 on the 2nd floor of block G. the room is VERY small. for 9 people. 2 beds and another 2 pulled out from the bottom of each bed. kept our bags in the cupboard. played poker cards. watched tv. explored the place and shops and arcade. sms-ed and called vera and nureen. went to shop for the bbq items at cheers. was locked out of the room when the boys went to play arcade. they also caught a beetle in a bottle which died soon after that. there was a pillow fight which i videoed. an accident accidentally happened regarding zj and sy. shall not elaborate. ate cup noodles for dinner.

9 november
the previous night jy sy and I were left in the room as the boys went out to kick a ball they bought for $2 and they didnt want to sleep or something. it was around 1am or something and we wanted to sleep but if we did that the boys will be locked outside so we took the key and went to find them. but matthew took the key and they stayed outside so we couldnt didnt go back into the room until 4am. so we only slept for 1 hour. crappy. ate cup noodles as brunch. nureen called and we brought her in. we played cards and watched tv before jy sy and nureen went to wild wild wet. i was left alone.. =( then matthew was like asking me why i never go www then I don't know what to say! LoL. after a while beatrice sms-ed and called to ask how to get to the place which I don't know how since we took the wrong bus so matthew called her and the boys went out to cycle and fetch her. so I was left alone in the room. yay. later i went to the gate to bring her to the stupid place and the boys ran off with the key and locked me beatrice and block-of-wood outside for a while. then was bored for the next few hours. alvin's mother came to do the bbq stuff. at about 5 jy sy and nureen came back and bathed. then I went to bathe and borrowed shampoo from jy. went down to the bbq pit and ate the food the boys cooked inclusive of burnt chicken wings. when they finished cooking then we can go cook. some people from alvin's church came so it was more like a family-and-friends thing than a class thing. plus mr nagulan didn't come. then this silas guy came and said to me that his name was silas. i gave him a funny look. number 1 - do i look like i care? and number 2 - what kind of name is silas? then after the eating we watched tv before walking beatrice to the road for her dad to drive her home. when we came back, everyone else was in the room playing a game so we went out to walk as if we "wu chalet ke gui." later we played a game which is a bit similar to murderer before going to sleep.

10 november [today]
i woke up to see that i was sleeping upside down. i was quite surprised. then i went to sleep the right way up. later i felt a vibration as matthew went to sleep next to mickey. then i went back to sleep again and woke up seeing sy jy and nureen getting ready to brush their teeth. oh yeah. 1 thing. I CANT BELIEVE I SLEPT NEXT TO MICKEY MOUSE!! haha. ate instant noodles before going home.

and that concludes my "fun" class chalet outing.


Things I discovered/learnt:
o1. to be selfish and not give keys to anyone or they will lock you out of the room
o2. there still are people in this world who are sexist and thinks bbq-ing is for guys to do
o3. 1e6 class boys are very, very idiotic. laugh hysterically at them
o4. do not go on this sort of thing anymore unless ensured that there will be fun
o5. weird names do exist
o6. that spazzing at the tv screen makes your eyes hurt
o7. spazzing at one part of the tv screen makes the other things on the screen seem to move
o8. boys are disgusting creatures who do not know how to use the toilet properly
o9. I should really learnt how to cycle
1o. do not pack my bag at the last minute

irritated

irritating sister who keeps saying shes scared for her o levels and keeps disturbing me with somebody-number-three at which she insulted my soft toy cat and does not allow me to delete the uglae photos she took of me with her digital camera against my will

irritating mother who keeps talking about irritating people like our irritating relatives and my irritating dad and also talking about her nursing refresher course and about the woman she met in the course who stays in the same block as somebody-number-three

irritating dad who only buys mp3 players and discmans for my sister and brought me to san francisco and disneyland and hong kong etc when i was so young so i have forgotten everything now who also keeps watching national geographic channel with all those depressing shows about what happened during disasters and how planes were hijacked and the bombing of the twin towers and blasting the tv real loud

irritating commercials on tv which keep on repeating the same thing over and over which brainwashes people and makes me memorise their lines by hard which is irritating

irritating prank calls and irritating calls from irritating people who dialled the wrong number and do not know how to communicate with clarity and precision and sometimes irritating people who are so irritating and trying to slang so hard and failing miserably

IM SO GLAD IM HOME ALONE TODAY!!

oh yeah, one last thing
irritating people from 1e6 who adds all the other 1e6 people in a irritating msn conversation just to spam

talk about IRRITATING

schedule

I need to get it all organised..

Things to do:
1. draw a bookmark and sweet for the sjab sec 1 orientation souvenir thing
2. pack for chalet
3. buy vera's birthday present [9 nov]
4. buy nureen's birthday present [11 nov]
5. plan my birthday party

Schedule:
1. 8 nov - 830 to 12 -- some art thing [leave early at 11]
2. 8 nov - 12.30pm meet at CCK to go to chalet
3. 8 nov to 10 nov - chalet
4. 19 nov - basic NCO theory course
5. 26 nov to 28 nov - basic NCO course -- camp
6. 4 dec - basic NCO theory course
7. 10 dec - basic NCO theory course
8. 11 dec - basic NCO course examination
9. 13 dec - my birthday
10. 18 dec - my birthday party

so much to do!

death awaits..