this is so screwed.

i am so freaking pissed off right now because at first there are two events and one was not confirmed yet but had to ask whether one knows how to ride a bicycle or not so then we had to pass the message about these events then later we have been told that the date has been confirmed so we had to ask them whether they can go or not and then later i have been told that it has been cancelled so we went to repass the message that it has been cancelled and then later it turns out that because of this stupid conflict which was why it was cancelled but later they decided not to cancel it anyway so the event has not been cancelled and it is just optional so we had to repass the message that it was still ongoing and that it was optional and to confirm whether they could go and then after some meeting which was mostly about the stupid conflict thing we had to ask everyone again whether they could go for these events and if they could go for the optional one we had to record down the contact number of their next of kin and then after that the course was changed to a different date and so we had to repass the message again and i am going nuts and i think shiya must be freaking pissed off too and i just dont get the stupid conflict thing and i am not actually participating in any of the events anyway and do they expect us to sit by the phone making calls all the time well actually that is what a secretary does but still real secretaries dont have ispls and they actually get paid and even though i agree that calling up people to pass message is kinda of fun but too much of it is just too insane and its just like this customer going to a fast food restaurant and orders some fries and when he gets the fries he says no i want a mashed potato and when the waiter gets the mashed potato he goes no i changed my mind i want fries and then there are no more fries in the kitchen so he frys some and serves the customer but then the customer goes i dont want fries now i want a cheeseburger and then it goes on and on the waiter would just go crazy and smash that burger onto the face of whoever that customer is and im so freaking pissed with myself as well because it seems that i am not going to complete my ispls in time and my mid year results are really like shit because i never got such a low class position before and i ahve never failed so many subjects before because the first time i ever failed a subject was math in sec two for the mid year but overall i still passed anyway so this really sucks and i dont know why my mother wants to take off days now because she is really bugging me to do my ispls which is annoying and my sister keeps watching cartoons in the living room so even if i am trying to do some idiotic propaganda social studies which doesnt require much thinking the tv in the living room is pretty distracting especially because the only place i can study is in the living room with my stupid study table next to the computer which is also a distraction and the house phone is near the study table so sometimes i pull the house phone over to the study table and talk on the phone to pass messages and do work at the same time at my study table or use the computer so its kinda like a office place which really sucks because i hope this doesnt show that i am really going to become a secretary when i grow up but this isnt the point wait i forgot what so the point anyway oh yah tomorrow morning im gonna watch a movie with nureen and then come back by 2pm as amalina and shiya are coming over to my house to do this record book thing and im tired of all this shit so i should be the one wanting to committ suicide and not those people who claim to be stressed, sheesh.

semester 2 timetable

http://bbss.edu.sg/Timetable2007%20Sem2/index.html

new timetable! boo to you outdated people. printed it in landscape form already :D



loads of crap to blog about but no time.
promise to post a super long entry(: