won't elaborate and blog much today.
im SICK! as most of you know.
fever, sore throat, diarrhoea.
dad got a new silver honda yesterday.
yay! out with the stupid van.
and i missed the funny play! boo.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
courtroom
almost everybody seemed to have blogging about the thing with mrs chee. so paiseh can. haha. i seemed to have made the 2e6 headlines or something. just saying thanks to all my friends who are on my side supporting me. its nice to know that people will be there for me to back me up.
boys. they are all the same. (no offense)
had encounted 3 boys so far this week only talking to me because they wanted me to help them or do something for them. what the hell. tsk tsk. as if i will. just want to use me only. ive seen enough.
nothing happened to me in school today. hopefully this shows that my luck is starting to change.
literature was so fun today. our class was quite co-operative in arranging the furniture into a courtroom scene during recess before the lesson. and when they were questioning the witnesses it was so funny!
science sucked lah. first two periods. almost fell asleep. i wanted to tell mr tan, "youre a very good teacher just like my favourite science teacher mdm chua (p6 science teacher) but the only difference between her style of teaching is that she can keep the class in order and that i can actually understand what she's talking about"
now im having a sore throat, sneezed more than 60 times and have slight fever. a bit feverish. dont know whether im going to school tomorrow.
boys. they are all the same. (no offense)
had encounted 3 boys so far this week only talking to me because they wanted me to help them or do something for them. what the hell. tsk tsk. as if i will. just want to use me only. ive seen enough.
nothing happened to me in school today. hopefully this shows that my luck is starting to change.
literature was so fun today. our class was quite co-operative in arranging the furniture into a courtroom scene during recess before the lesson. and when they were questioning the witnesses it was so funny!
science sucked lah. first two periods. almost fell asleep. i wanted to tell mr tan, "youre a very good teacher just like my favourite science teacher mdm chua (p6 science teacher) but the only difference between her style of teaching is that she can keep the class in order and that i can actually understand what she's talking about"
now im having a sore throat, sneezed more than 60 times and have slight fever. a bit feverish. dont know whether im going to school tomorrow.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
soft
wah lao. everyday go to school will get angry. this week seriously sucks.
today once again there was chinese, and fellow chinese rep was told to go get books from the staff room there and give out to the class. then when he gave me mine he's like, "next time dont just sit there help give out."
!!!
ive had enough.
keep saying that "i never do anything".. then what. think he just give out a few books so great ah?? then tell people i never take the initiative to help him. WHAT THE ****. AS IF HE DID! like, i gave out books to the whole class so many times already before the chinese class got spilt into two, and its not like he came up to the front and helped me with the distributing of stupid books. im just giving him A TASTE OF HIS OWN MEDICINE. i dont see anything wrong with that.
then then there's english lesson. mrs teo gave back our reading tests. okay lah. i got full marks. but no big deal since it was so easy. anyway, she told us to stand and read out the answer. then after saying the answer the person gets to choose an index number which will be the next person who reads out the answer lah. so after xueli's turn, she went to choose eleven.
SABO!
somemore the answer i had to read out had a word in it that i dont know how to pronounce. gaah.
people say cannot hear. i was in no mood to read out some stupid answer okay. so i had to repeat myself. fine lor. and i dont know why, mrs teo went to tell the entire class that i wasnt so soft during the debate auditions last month. okay.. a teacher speaking up for me? how weird.
plus i dont know why the class became so quiet all of a sudden.
and zili was like, so? go for audition also never get in. then he said that if he had auditioned he will be sure to get in.
HAHA! what the! whatever.
during science i totally could not pay attention. i kept thinking and thinking about what happened through the whole day and just sat there fuming. so angry lah.
i dont know what im angry at more- the boys making lame but hurting comments or mrs teo talking about me to the whole class. or fellow chinese rep accusing me of not doing my fair share as a chinese rep.
i really, really hope tomorrow will be better.
will be resigning from my post as hua wen dai biao. tomorrow after ting xie i should go tell wan lao shi wo bu yao zuo hua wen dai biao le.
why? hmm. i wont know how to explain in chinese.
*****
okay. im feeling much better after being cheered up by my painkiller. was laughing like crazy. thanks a lot. my painkiller eases my pain and makes me feel good. im taking the right dosage of painkillers. haha
not so unhappy now.
my painkiller rocks! (:
today once again there was chinese, and fellow chinese rep was told to go get books from the staff room there and give out to the class. then when he gave me mine he's like, "next time dont just sit there help give out."
!!!
ive had enough.
keep saying that "i never do anything".. then what. think he just give out a few books so great ah?? then tell people i never take the initiative to help him. WHAT THE ****. AS IF HE DID! like, i gave out books to the whole class so many times already before the chinese class got spilt into two, and its not like he came up to the front and helped me with the distributing of stupid books. im just giving him A TASTE OF HIS OWN MEDICINE. i dont see anything wrong with that.
then then there's english lesson. mrs teo gave back our reading tests. okay lah. i got full marks. but no big deal since it was so easy. anyway, she told us to stand and read out the answer. then after saying the answer the person gets to choose an index number which will be the next person who reads out the answer lah. so after xueli's turn, she went to choose eleven.
SABO!
somemore the answer i had to read out had a word in it that i dont know how to pronounce. gaah.
people say cannot hear. i was in no mood to read out some stupid answer okay. so i had to repeat myself. fine lor. and i dont know why, mrs teo went to tell the entire class that i wasnt so soft during the debate auditions last month. okay.. a teacher speaking up for me? how weird.
plus i dont know why the class became so quiet all of a sudden.
and zili was like, so? go for audition also never get in. then he said that if he had auditioned he will be sure to get in.
HAHA! what the! whatever.
during science i totally could not pay attention. i kept thinking and thinking about what happened through the whole day and just sat there fuming. so angry lah.
i dont know what im angry at more- the boys making lame but hurting comments or mrs teo talking about me to the whole class. or fellow chinese rep accusing me of not doing my fair share as a chinese rep.
i really, really hope tomorrow will be better.
will be resigning from my post as hua wen dai biao. tomorrow after ting xie i should go tell wan lao shi wo bu yao zuo hua wen dai biao le.
why? hmm. i wont know how to explain in chinese.
*****
okay. im feeling much better after being cheered up by my painkiller. was laughing like crazy. thanks a lot. my painkiller eases my pain and makes me feel good. im taking the right dosage of painkillers. haha
not so unhappy now.
my painkiller rocks! (:
Monday, March 27, 2006
mrs chee sucks
stupid stupid stupid.
first time im beging scolded like that in school. how embarrassing.
im playing with the living room air conditioners now. we rarely use them and the cold air that comes out stinks.
im must be crazy. switching on the air cons and fans while its raining. maybe i should open the refridgerator and close all windows and doors too. oh, and eat ice cream and chocolate.
then i can freeze to death or die of sniffing smelly cold air.
ha. die of smelly cold air. people will be laughing at my funeral.
what is a table used for, i ask you. to put stuff on it right. how lame. everybody knows that.
apparently mrs chee doesnt.
tell us to stand up. fine. then jingyi pass me back my math paper and i put it on my table for the time being. cannot ah. that is what a table is for. what the fuck is wrong with that?
squash my paper for nothing. like i care. its just the math holiday homework. i handed it up to miss lim. she will have a hard time marking it. and by the end of the year it goes into the rubbish chute.
i didnt bring the cutting mat, paper cutter, and construction paper. not my fault that i didnt buy right. mother didnt allow me to go out yesterday.
plus her english sucks lah. 'is' and 'are' also dont know how to use properly. even my 5 year old cousin can speak better than her.
what the hell is wrong with all these adults.
yawn*. oh oh. and i stayed till midnight painting the freaking big and small final piece. it clearly wasnt worth it.
and she asked a very stupid question. do i want to get zero for art. of course not lah! like duh. it will ruin my overall percentage and class position okay.
stupid air con. only can go until 18 degrees celcius.
the rest of the day went great. kept laughing and joking around.
i love my friends. (:
mrs chee is such a terribly unreasonable woman. and disgusting too. once whiletalking nagging and lecturing, saliva of hers got onto my arm.
gosh. what's wrong with me. i used to be such a good kid.
oh yes oh yes. another thing.
stupid wan cf. made me so messy during chinese peroid. these few CL lessons i had to collect the friday weekly money and tick against the classlist.
then today she told me to pin up some notice on the noticeboard about some wen hua ke every tuesday.
THEN she told me to give out some worksheets when it was at the end of the lesson, with everybody standing up moving about.
THEN junting asked me to collect the other worksheet which we just did and were supposed to hand it up (but i dont know why they didnt), and put it in the pigeon hole.
THEN he say i never do anything.
oh yes yes. i didnt do anything. i didnt pin up the notice. i didnt collect the money. i didnt tick against the classlist. i didnt give out the worksheets. oh no, i didnt. it was done MAGICALLY. or some GHOST did it.
this few days he didnt do much okay. just collect the newspaper on thursday. so what? big deal. teacher see him boy ask him do all the manual work what. told you she's bias.
third time say i didnt do anything. i will remember this.
wahahaha.
first time im beging scolded like that in school. how embarrassing.
im playing with the living room air conditioners now. we rarely use them and the cold air that comes out stinks.
im must be crazy. switching on the air cons and fans while its raining. maybe i should open the refridgerator and close all windows and doors too. oh, and eat ice cream and chocolate.
then i can freeze to death or die of sniffing smelly cold air.
ha. die of smelly cold air. people will be laughing at my funeral.
what is a table used for, i ask you. to put stuff on it right. how lame. everybody knows that.
apparently mrs chee doesnt.
tell us to stand up. fine. then jingyi pass me back my math paper and i put it on my table for the time being. cannot ah. that is what a table is for. what the fuck is wrong with that?
squash my paper for nothing. like i care. its just the math holiday homework. i handed it up to miss lim. she will have a hard time marking it. and by the end of the year it goes into the rubbish chute.
i didnt bring the cutting mat, paper cutter, and construction paper. not my fault that i didnt buy right. mother didnt allow me to go out yesterday.
plus her english sucks lah. 'is' and 'are' also dont know how to use properly. even my 5 year old cousin can speak better than her.
what the hell is wrong with all these adults.
yawn*. oh oh. and i stayed till midnight painting the freaking big and small final piece. it clearly wasnt worth it.
and she asked a very stupid question. do i want to get zero for art. of course not lah! like duh. it will ruin my overall percentage and class position okay.
stupid air con. only can go until 18 degrees celcius.
the rest of the day went great. kept laughing and joking around.
i love my friends. (:
mrs chee is such a terribly unreasonable woman. and disgusting too. once while
gosh. what's wrong with me. i used to be such a good kid.
oh yes oh yes. another thing.
stupid wan cf. made me so messy during chinese peroid. these few CL lessons i had to collect the friday weekly money and tick against the classlist.
then today she told me to pin up some notice on the noticeboard about some wen hua ke every tuesday.
THEN she told me to give out some worksheets when it was at the end of the lesson, with everybody standing up moving about.
THEN junting asked me to collect the other worksheet which we just did and were supposed to hand it up (but i dont know why they didnt), and put it in the pigeon hole.
THEN he say i never do anything.
oh yes yes. i didnt do anything. i didnt pin up the notice. i didnt collect the money. i didnt tick against the classlist. i didnt give out the worksheets. oh no, i didnt. it was done MAGICALLY. or some GHOST did it.
this few days he didnt do much okay. just collect the newspaper on thursday. so what? big deal. teacher see him boy ask him do all the manual work what. told you she's bias.
third time say i didnt do anything. i will remember this.
wahahaha.
Friday, March 24, 2006
paws
i just changed my skin. spotted this a few days ago being the skin of the day and its sooo nice! (: plus it suits my url.
tomorrow im starting math tution. boohoos.
tomorrow im starting math tution. boohoos.
cross country
cross country.
dad drived me and xueli to mac ritchie resevoir. we walked for almost the whole cross country route. woohoo. lol. we were crapping all the way and laughed like siao while walking. went crazy. haha. then us and debby were the cat choir. meow.
and there's this bridge. very stupid lah. called the zig zag bridge. saw two turtles swimming in the water.
overall coe house was second and moses house was first.
i want coe to be first! (:
so boring.
went home with shiya and her friend. took 852. then we wanted to alight when we saw this mrt station. shiya and i alighted and her friend didnt get down the bus in time. then shiya realised she lost for ezlink card. so she ran all the way chasing the bus. then we went to another bus stop and took another bus to yishun interchange, where 852 goes. she checked the bus with one of the bus drivers but she couldnt find her card.
omg. blah.
i think her friend took it. at least i hope so.
i cant find a nice skin!
oh yah.
hanxiao's birthday is on the same day as matthew's.
she speaks such perfect chinese.. and on thursday she already wrote 3 pages of her composition when i havent even started as wan cf kept asking me about the friday weekly money. she cock eye lah dont know how to see the classlist. read out wrongly. then need me to tell her who never hand up.
dad drived me and xueli to mac ritchie resevoir. we walked for almost the whole cross country route. woohoo. lol. we were crapping all the way and laughed like siao while walking. went crazy. haha. then us and debby were the cat choir. meow.
and there's this bridge. very stupid lah. called the zig zag bridge. saw two turtles swimming in the water.
overall coe house was second and moses house was first.
i want coe to be first! (:
so boring.
went home with shiya and her friend. took 852. then we wanted to alight when we saw this mrt station. shiya and i alighted and her friend didnt get down the bus in time. then shiya realised she lost for ezlink card. so she ran all the way chasing the bus. then we went to another bus stop and took another bus to yishun interchange, where 852 goes. she checked the bus with one of the bus drivers but she couldnt find her card.
omg. blah.
i think her friend took it. at least i hope so.
i cant find a nice skin!
oh yah.
hanxiao's birthday is on the same day as matthew's.
she speaks such perfect chinese.. and on thursday she already wrote 3 pages of her composition when i havent even started as wan cf kept asking me about the friday weekly money. she cock eye lah dont know how to see the classlist. read out wrongly. then need me to tell her who never hand up.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
unreasonable
wenxi vanessa and i did PBL until 1am this morning but still couldnt finish. luckily mr cha extended the dateline to next tuesday or something. yayy. yesterday we stayed back in class after assembly to do the project. then we went to the school library before coming to my house. first time went to the school library and it sucks.
i wish mr cha had decided earlier that the deadline was next tuesday. then we wouldnt have rushed through PBL and stayed up until 1am. i wouldnt have been using the computer until 1am. dad would not have scolded me.
but seriously. he's like so unreasonable. i was doing a project lah for goodness sake. then he doesnt believe it and thinks im using msn and chatting on the internet. what the hell. even if i was its about the project too. who would be so stupid to talk on msn until 1am when they are busy with their projects and with school tomorrow?
went to my bed and cried.
stupid lah. when im lying people actually believe me and when im telling the truth, they dont.
everybody at home woke up. jie couldnt get back to sleep 'cause of my crying. mother thought i was talking to this somebody. yeah i was, but that was around 9pm. then she, too, also became unreasonable and said thorugh gritted teeth to stop talking to that somebody.
like she can tell me what to do.
plus, how can she tell me not to talk to the only person that is willing to help me with my maths when everybody in the house cant. she doesnt even know algebra, dad's too busy to even have a proper conversation to me, much less teach, and i asked my sister and she says she doesnt know how to do.
its a miracle she got B3 for math.
i had to keep repeating these few statements:
i was talking to vanessa and wenxi about the project.
i was doing PBL.
PBL is PROBLEM BASED LEARNING, a sort of PROJECT. (it just cant go thorugh their thick skulls)
the project have a lot of things to do.
you dont believe you can check message history lah.
finally mom came to console me and i went to sleep.
concludes midnight stupidity.
i wish mr cha had decided earlier that the deadline was next tuesday. then we wouldnt have rushed through PBL and stayed up until 1am. i wouldnt have been using the computer until 1am. dad would not have scolded me.
but seriously. he's like so unreasonable. i was doing a project lah for goodness sake. then he doesnt believe it and thinks im using msn and chatting on the internet. what the hell. even if i was its about the project too. who would be so stupid to talk on msn until 1am when they are busy with their projects and with school tomorrow?
went to my bed and cried.
stupid lah. when im lying people actually believe me and when im telling the truth, they dont.
everybody at home woke up. jie couldnt get back to sleep 'cause of my crying. mother thought i was talking to this somebody. yeah i was, but that was around 9pm. then she, too, also became unreasonable and said thorugh gritted teeth to stop talking to that somebody.
like she can tell me what to do.
plus, how can she tell me not to talk to the only person that is willing to help me with my maths when everybody in the house cant. she doesnt even know algebra, dad's too busy to even have a proper conversation to me, much less teach, and i asked my sister and she says she doesnt know how to do.
its a miracle she got B3 for math.
i had to keep repeating these few statements:
i was talking to vanessa and wenxi about the project.
i was doing PBL.
PBL is PROBLEM BASED LEARNING, a sort of PROJECT. (it just cant go thorugh their thick skulls)
the project have a lot of things to do.
you dont believe you can check message history lah.
finally mom came to console me and i went to sleep.
concludes midnight stupidity.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
white kitty
a new girl joined our class today. her name is hanxiao. she sits on my right in between me and shuangyu.
we had PE today. after running 2 rounds around the school with nureen, xueli, and beatrice, for not completing the 3 rounds the previous PE lesson and the PE lesson before that because of my knees. later most of them were playing badminton. then xueli spotted the white kitty with a pink collar we saw at the carpark during morning assembly at the fitness corner of PEPS. soooooo CUTE!! then we went to the fence and cooed over the little white cat.
then later we went back to see the kitty. it was eating the leaves of some small plant near the fence. i suddenly remembered what my sister and i used to do when we saw a cat if we went downstairs to play or go rollerblading. so i squat down and picked up this long, thin brownish stick like leaf thing and waved it in front of the cat. then it slowly walked towards the fence and tried to grab the stick thingy with its paws. so cute! i got to pat the kitty. (: it also bit the stick. soon everybody cme over to see and was like, how did you get it to come over? and stuff.
then we played with the kitty. they had an idea it lure the cat using that method and bring it out of PEPS through the gate connecting PEPS and BBSS. it kept pouncing onto the leaf. they wanted to get jonathan to go into PEPS and bring the kitty out but i think he would kill the kitty. or the kitty will scratch him. haha. anyway i got pissed and went over to the benches to sit down.
what im pissed with is people telling me what to do. and people being so rough poking the eyes of the kitty. you are supposed to dangle the thing in front of the cat and let the cat notice it, not poke it. and cats dont like it when so many people are around. they will also be scared and dont like it if youre bigger so you have to squat down.
whatever. jie just told me blue eyed cats have a higher possibility of being deaf.
i think that cat was brown eyed. i cant remember.
we had PE today. after running 2 rounds around the school with nureen, xueli, and beatrice, for not completing the 3 rounds the previous PE lesson and the PE lesson before that because of my knees. later most of them were playing badminton. then xueli spotted the white kitty with a pink collar we saw at the carpark during morning assembly at the fitness corner of PEPS. soooooo CUTE!! then we went to the fence and cooed over the little white cat.
then later we went back to see the kitty. it was eating the leaves of some small plant near the fence. i suddenly remembered what my sister and i used to do when we saw a cat if we went downstairs to play or go rollerblading. so i squat down and picked up this long, thin brownish stick like leaf thing and waved it in front of the cat. then it slowly walked towards the fence and tried to grab the stick thingy with its paws. so cute! i got to pat the kitty. (: it also bit the stick. soon everybody cme over to see and was like, how did you get it to come over? and stuff.
then we played with the kitty. they had an idea it lure the cat using that method and bring it out of PEPS through the gate connecting PEPS and BBSS. it kept pouncing onto the leaf. they wanted to get jonathan to go into PEPS and bring the kitty out but i think he would kill the kitty. or the kitty will scratch him. haha. anyway i got pissed and went over to the benches to sit down.
what im pissed with is people telling me what to do. and people being so rough poking the eyes of the kitty. you are supposed to dangle the thing in front of the cat and let the cat notice it, not poke it. and cats dont like it when so many people are around. they will also be scared and dont like it if youre bigger so you have to squat down.
whatever. jie just told me blue eyed cats have a higher possibility of being deaf.
i think that cat was brown eyed. i cant remember.
Monday, March 20, 2006
term 2
im trying to be nice
im trying to be reasonable
but its oh so hard when i dont wanna be
woke up on the wrong side of the bed. literally. i was half conscious when i opened and closed my handphone to make it shut up and stop ringing. after a while mother came to wake me up. then my sis and also my dad. but i went back to sleep. so irritating. that was my plan to not go to school. mother didnt allow me to skip school last night because she says this year streaming blablabla and i wanted to sleep cause of staying up until 12+ to do art but i didnt finish it anyway. mother kept telling me it was going to be seven but when i checked my hp it was only 6.36. liar. rolled from my bed down to my sister's and finally got up and rushed out.
luckily mrs chee didnt tell us to hand up our art. she just talked to us as usual and told us about paper cutting and showed some examples. so nice lah. i love the flower one.
new science teacher for physics this term. miss punitha. okay. her voice sounded like a witch. haha. we went to the lab and she assigned our seats. my partner is vanessa and denise and peijun is in my row. junting behind me and loser in front. what the hell.
for english it was the speech program thing again. judy ngo and mrs teo both cut their hair short and they look weird. anyway, the english thingy was v.v.funny. we had to say stupid things like pe and ke or whatever shit in a rhythm. i was sitting near denise and yiting they all, the enthu people who said it loudly. then 6 people had to come out and sit on the chairs. they had to say "I'm married" to each other. wendy says that to wenxi who says it to weijie to bertrand to alvin to bryant and back to wendy. and each time they had to say it in a different tone and emotion. LOL.
last period chinese. 13 of them went with the TA miss chua to the detention room for the lesson while the other 24 stayed in class. mrs teo read out the index numbers of those going to miss chua's class. she went, "8, 9, 10, .." then she totally skipped 11 and said "12, 13, 14.." what the hell. i was shocked lah. i was expecting 11 to be called out. after 10 is 11 duh. unless you fail your math like me or something. then i looked at the classlist with all the ticks to indicate who is in whose class and that was v.convienient as the TA hand put her stuff on my table. there were ticks from 8-14 but in the middle there was one tick that was under the other column. under mdm wan.
mine.
wah lau. purposely one right??
most of my friends say because im the chinese rep. so? all the more one of the chinese reps should be in the other class to collect books or something.
whatever. 10,000 teacher is still bias anyway.
after school i went to the noticeboard behind the spiral staircase to see if i was in the track events for sports day. im in the 4 x 100m relay! (: got to go for the sports heats on wednesday. at choa chu kang stadium. yay yay yay. if im still not tired i can walk home. rollerbladed there before and to villa verde. there are a lot of slopes there. v.fun.
gave the LEAPS forms and the camp comments to liying before going home.
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i noticed a lot of people read my blog but dont tag. haha. tag lah. (: like very deserted here.
saw this prettypretty skin. will be changing to that soon.
im trying to be reasonable
but its oh so hard when i dont wanna be
woke up on the wrong side of the bed. literally. i was half conscious when i opened and closed my handphone to make it shut up and stop ringing. after a while mother came to wake me up. then my sis and also my dad. but i went back to sleep. so irritating. that was my plan to not go to school. mother didnt allow me to skip school last night because she says this year streaming blablabla and i wanted to sleep cause of staying up until 12+ to do art but i didnt finish it anyway. mother kept telling me it was going to be seven but when i checked my hp it was only 6.36. liar. rolled from my bed down to my sister's and finally got up and rushed out.
luckily mrs chee didnt tell us to hand up our art. she just talked to us as usual and told us about paper cutting and showed some examples. so nice lah. i love the flower one.
new science teacher for physics this term. miss punitha. okay. her voice sounded like a witch. haha. we went to the lab and she assigned our seats. my partner is vanessa and denise and peijun is in my row. junting behind me and loser in front. what the hell.
for english it was the speech program thing again. judy ngo and mrs teo both cut their hair short and they look weird. anyway, the english thingy was v.v.funny. we had to say stupid things like pe and ke or whatever shit in a rhythm. i was sitting near denise and yiting they all, the enthu people who said it loudly. then 6 people had to come out and sit on the chairs. they had to say "I'm married" to each other. wendy says that to wenxi who says it to weijie to bertrand to alvin to bryant and back to wendy. and each time they had to say it in a different tone and emotion. LOL.
last period chinese. 13 of them went with the TA miss chua to the detention room for the lesson while the other 24 stayed in class. mrs teo read out the index numbers of those going to miss chua's class. she went, "8, 9, 10, .." then she totally skipped 11 and said "12, 13, 14.." what the hell. i was shocked lah. i was expecting 11 to be called out. after 10 is 11 duh. unless you fail your math like me or something. then i looked at the classlist with all the ticks to indicate who is in whose class and that was v.convienient as the TA hand put her stuff on my table. there were ticks from 8-14 but in the middle there was one tick that was under the other column. under mdm wan.
mine.
wah lau. purposely one right??
most of my friends say because im the chinese rep. so? all the more one of the chinese reps should be in the other class to collect books or something.
whatever. 10,000 teacher is still bias anyway.
after school i went to the noticeboard behind the spiral staircase to see if i was in the track events for sports day. im in the 4 x 100m relay! (: got to go for the sports heats on wednesday. at choa chu kang stadium. yay yay yay. if im still not tired i can walk home. rollerbladed there before and to villa verde. there are a lot of slopes there. v.fun.
gave the LEAPS forms and the camp comments to liying before going home.
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
causeway point
i just came back from causeway point. yay. bought a new skirt, new pair of jeans, and new school shoes. havent done my art though. i dont feel like doing. so dead tomorrow. and the food court there has improved. last time i went it was crawling with cockcroaches and most stalls have a C grade for cleaniness but now its renovated and the health grades there are mostly A.
im tired, i want to sleep but i cant.
stupid mrs chee. she sucks. hope she doesnt spit on my hand tomorrow.
im tired, i want to sleep but i cant.
stupid mrs chee. she sucks. hope she doesnt spit on my hand tomorrow.
march holidays
this march holidays has been effed up.
lets see.
camp was from friday to sunday. that was okay.
then monday and tuesday the computer was spoilt so i did my homework for almost the whole day. i was trying to be guai okay. it failed. ended up copying my sister's theory workbook anyway. was home alone. as i did my homework i tried not to get distracted by the tv but couldnt help it. and i also tried to understand algebra but it didnt work. math gives me headaches.
wednesday went out to watch Nanny McPhee with shiya. love the movie.
thursday went for the SANA course. that was okay too.
talked to vera on the phone that night while trying to do the mindmap for art. she went for that course too. on tuesday though. hmm. things that are big. i could not get past elephants and mansions or castles.
then friday i went back to doing my homework. the stupid english compre asked so many stupid questions. then i went to write in my diary. couldnt concentrate. then saw the letter from our ex co form teacher which pissed me off for the whole night.
yesterday. i went to see the first aid competition and to support shuangyu and my seniors. my phone ran out ot battery. it was someone's birthday. okay fine, matthew's, since nureen wrote it on her blog. yunqian went to sms him pretending that she's my boyfriend. oh my gosh. so funny. then she and jingyi wanted to call him and get boon kiat to pretend to be my boyfriend. but in the end they just called him and after we heard somebody say hello loudly, she hung up. haha. what the hell. later he told me that was his cousin as he didnt want to answer the phone. anyway, one of our teams team got 4th. *claps*
and there is gonna be a public duty at nan hua primary. nan hua! YAYY!!! my primary school! im definitely going. nan hua leh. how can i not go lah.
met xueli and wenxi at westmall. after eating dinner yunqian, atiqah, amalina and i went to the library. we all borrowed about two books each. i just read the book written by paul jennings. he's a good author. my sister is nearly finished with the other one.
and tomorrow is the start of term two. i have to finish all my homework. (art, science, english, zhou ji, dnt ..) and i should do more work as a stupid chinese rep in case the other chinese rep complains that im only a chinese rep in name. blahblahblah. luckily i still have two weeks to do my dnt because of cross country.
i love myself. i love my life. i love my family. i love the school song. i love going to school getting all the loveliest homework i have ever gotten piling up on the lovely desks in my lovely living room and hearing my lovely mother nag at me to finish my lovely work not able to enjoy the lovely relaxing "holidays" and my lovely dad who went to use the computer when i went to shit which made me rush out of the lovely toilet to see that he has opened the lovely internet explorer window which was at my blog and the other internet window at blogger, with my lovely half typed post, invading my privacy!!!!!! plus my lovely sister keeps coming into the lovely study room while i type this lovely nonsense which is v.irritating.
oops. im getting more sarcastic by the minute.
lets see.
camp was from friday to sunday. that was okay.
then monday and tuesday the computer was spoilt so i did my homework for almost the whole day. i was trying to be guai okay. it failed. ended up copying my sister's theory workbook anyway. was home alone. as i did my homework i tried not to get distracted by the tv but couldnt help it. and i also tried to understand algebra but it didnt work. math gives me headaches.
wednesday went out to watch Nanny McPhee with shiya. love the movie.
thursday went for the SANA course. that was okay too.
talked to vera on the phone that night while trying to do the mindmap for art. she went for that course too. on tuesday though. hmm. things that are big. i could not get past elephants and mansions or castles.
then friday i went back to doing my homework. the stupid english compre asked so many stupid questions. then i went to write in my diary. couldnt concentrate. then saw the letter from our ex co form teacher which pissed me off for the whole night.
yesterday. i went to see the first aid competition and to support shuangyu and my seniors. my phone ran out ot battery. it was someone's birthday. okay fine, matthew's, since nureen wrote it on her blog. yunqian went to sms him pretending that she's my boyfriend. oh my gosh. so funny. then she and jingyi wanted to call him and get boon kiat to pretend to be my boyfriend. but in the end they just called him and after we heard somebody say hello loudly, she hung up. haha. what the hell. later he told me that was his cousin as he didnt want to answer the phone. anyway, one of our teams team got 4th. *claps*
and there is gonna be a public duty at nan hua primary. nan hua! YAYY!!! my primary school! im definitely going. nan hua leh. how can i not go lah.
met xueli and wenxi at westmall. after eating dinner yunqian, atiqah, amalina and i went to the library. we all borrowed about two books each. i just read the book written by paul jennings. he's a good author. my sister is nearly finished with the other one.
and tomorrow is the start of term two. i have to finish all my homework. (art, science, english, zhou ji, dnt ..) and i should do more work as a stupid chinese rep in case the other chinese rep complains that im only a chinese rep in name. blahblahblah. luckily i still have two weeks to do my dnt because of cross country.
i love myself. i love my life. i love my family. i love the school song. i love going to school getting all the loveliest homework i have ever gotten piling up on the lovely desks in my lovely living room and hearing my lovely mother nag at me to finish my lovely work not able to enjoy the lovely relaxing "holidays" and my lovely dad who went to use the computer when i went to shit which made me rush out of the lovely toilet to see that he has opened the lovely internet explorer window which was at my blog and the other internet window at blogger, with my lovely half typed post, invading my privacy!!!!!! plus my lovely sister keeps coming into the lovely study room while i type this lovely nonsense which is v.irritating.
oops. im getting more sarcastic by the minute.
Friday, March 17, 2006
SANA, CL letter
boohoohoo. i was blogging halfway about camp on monday night when the computer suddenly restarted itself. what the hell. i type so much liao can. both computers got virus and i didnt use the computer for almost a week lah. oh my god. couldn't survive without the computer. lol. and now all my files are gone!! sob*
and there seems to be something wrong with my blogger right now. i cant visit my own blog. it says "You are not authorized to view this page". what the hell. its my blog duh i should be authorized to view my stupid entries. also cant go to nureen's blog.
yesterday i went for the SANA course at sengkang. the lectures were so boring and the movies were so lame. i didnt pay attention during the lectures and just copied the notes from the scout sitting on my left from ngee ann. and during the stupid movies and was sms-ing lah. actually not allowed to use handphone lor. teehee.
only the roleplay thingy was funny. my group got some prizes for having the best roleplay. wow. how useful. a kiddy ruler and a container with some paper clips that say "ketamine/ ice/ estacy kills". i didn't do anything lor. just stand there. haha. then there's this enthu ACS guy who was v.drama and the whole lame skit became pretty funny. then the guy who acts as the screwed up pathetic drug addict was rolling on the floor and the enthu guy was like, oi die lah. then he dies. hahaha.
*****
okay, my mother was laughing hysterically outside in the living room and kept yelling for me just now while my sister kept talking like she was making a speech or something. turns out that the stupid 10,000 teacher sent everyone in 2e6 a letter through the school, and her english is absolutely TERRIBLE.
'.. i noticed that some students cheated during the spelling tests. i give them "zero" if they copy.' blablabla. she also sticked what she calls 'a sticker with a smiling face on it to give recognition for good work done.' on my book, meaning that she is pleased i have produced such good work through copying and i should keep it up.
'.. it is sad to say that only few journals had been passed up for my reading so far.' the first few weeks people handed up. but later in the month she didnt say anything about it and when some people asked me if we needed to hand up the zhou ji thingy i told them 'she never say what.. aiya dont care later she will eventually forget about it.'
oops.
'so far, i have conducted 2 tests, given to compositions, 2 'application writing' exercises, 8 exercises using CL Paper II format, 5 spelling tests, 4 journal writings and 3 exercises on Chinese idioms.'
siao. thats what my sister said while she was reading the letter out loud.
plus she didnt tell us to do 4 journal writings lor. i only did two and after that she didnt say anything lah. what the hell.
and some sentences dont make sense. shouldnt someone check her work before sending it to the whole class? and the principal just signed blindly.
well, lucky she didnt. everybody here at home had a good laugh. wahahaha. and im safe 'cause she pasted smiley faces on my ting xie book and chinese workbook. teehee.
and now my mother wants to make sure that every tuesday i learn ting xie.
the class should get together and burn all the letters she sent.
and there seems to be something wrong with my blogger right now. i cant visit my own blog. it says "You are not authorized to view this page". what the hell. its my blog duh i should be authorized to view my stupid entries. also cant go to nureen's blog.
yesterday i went for the SANA course at sengkang. the lectures were so boring and the movies were so lame. i didnt pay attention during the lectures and just copied the notes from the scout sitting on my left from ngee ann. and during the stupid movies and was sms-ing lah. actually not allowed to use handphone lor. teehee.
only the roleplay thingy was funny. my group got some prizes for having the best roleplay. wow. how useful. a kiddy ruler and a container with some paper clips that say "ketamine/ ice/ estacy kills". i didn't do anything lor. just stand there. haha. then there's this enthu ACS guy who was v.drama and the whole lame skit became pretty funny. then the guy who acts as the screwed up pathetic drug addict was rolling on the floor and the enthu guy was like, oi die lah. then he dies. hahaha.
*****
okay, my mother was laughing hysterically outside in the living room and kept yelling for me just now while my sister kept talking like she was making a speech or something. turns out that the stupid 10,000 teacher sent everyone in 2e6 a letter through the school, and her english is absolutely TERRIBLE.
'.. i noticed that some students cheated during the spelling tests. i give them "zero" if they copy.' blablabla. she also sticked what she calls 'a sticker with a smiling face on it to give recognition for good work done.' on my book, meaning that she is pleased i have produced such good work through copying and i should keep it up.
'.. it is sad to say that only few journals had been passed up for my reading so far.' the first few weeks people handed up. but later in the month she didnt say anything about it and when some people asked me if we needed to hand up the zhou ji thingy i told them 'she never say what.. aiya dont care later she will eventually forget about it.'
oops.
'so far, i have conducted 2 tests, given to compositions, 2 'application writing' exercises, 8 exercises using CL Paper II format, 5 spelling tests, 4 journal writings and 3 exercises on Chinese idioms.'
siao. thats what my sister said while she was reading the letter out loud.
plus she didnt tell us to do 4 journal writings lor. i only did two and after that she didnt say anything lah. what the hell.
and some sentences dont make sense. shouldnt someone check her work before sending it to the whole class? and the principal just signed blindly.
well, lucky she didnt. everybody here at home had a good laugh. wahahaha. and im safe 'cause she pasted smiley faces on my ting xie book and chinese workbook. teehee.
and now my mother wants to make sure that every tuesday i learn ting xie.
the class should get together and burn all the letters she sent.
Monday, March 13, 2006
whoa
i thought i would wake up at 12.
i was wrong.
i was waken up by the ringing of the house phone.
then i remembered everyone's at work and jie has her drama thing so i went to answer it.
it was mom. she asked me when did i wake up and to unpack my camp bag.
i told her i just woke up how can i unpack my bag in my sleep.
then she said huh? now 4.30 already leh
i looked at the clock and indeed it was.
omg.
then she told me to drink chocolate milk in the fridge so that i wont get gastric and wash my face.
i told her my eyes very small cannot open properly.
then she laughed like crazy.
her laughter was infectious so i laughed too.
then she said her shift just ended at she's coming back and asked whether there was anything i wanted her to buy.
so i said okay. the four leaf thingy or the bread talk thingy.
then we said okay bye and hung up.
so now im in front of the computer blogging with half opened eyes and the chocolate taste in my mouth. omg. i slept for 18-19 hours! half the day gone.
okay. day 1 of camp.
i carried all my stuff to the mrt station and met shiya. then we went to the mac near westmall to buy dinner for ourselves as well as for yunqian, jingyi, and shuangyu. 5 sets all together. we had trouble carrying it to school. anyway, we met up with the rest and went up to a classroom. we pushed all the tables to the sides for the campfire performance rehearsal and closed the windows to eat our food. the sec ones put their bags in the classroom and went out to buy their 1.5. then bb came and said they needed the classroom so we had to lug out all our stuff AND the sec ones camp bags out. damn heavy lah. so we brought everything to the first level and completed our dinner in the canteen. then we used the 1e1 classroom for the dance practice instead and after a while it was time to fall in. by then i was already exhausted lah.
they checked all our stuff, gave us logistic items, and told us which classrooms were our bunks. the 3 platoons are scissors, paper, and stone. i was in paper. scissors slept in 1e1, stone slept in 1e2 and paper was spilt in half and shared bunks in 1e1 and 1e2. had platoon interaction with our pc. at night we played some games at the basketball court. the main game was the one where you had to run over to a plastic bag filled of flour and m&ms. there, you have to use your mouth to pick up an m&m and run back. eew.. when i came back my mouth and nose was all covered with flour and i actually tasted and ate raw flour for the first time! eeww. but it was okay as the m&m's chocolate taste covered the taste of the flour. mm-mm. yummy chocolate. had to go twice. the other game was caterpillar where my butt was scratched against the floor which hurt and was painful and another game was the ladder thing. then there was supper. when the rest were told to bathe, me, yq, and some other sec oens volunteered and were told to clean up the flour on the basketball court. had not much time to bathe so just showered and rinsed.
had sentry duty from 12-1am with hui fen. i told her about st john stuff but she only cared about what time it was so that she could set the time on her torchlight and to find xingliang at the boys bunk so i stopped talking. saw matthew and jiajun. after our shift we went to call atiqah and liping before going to sleep.
day 2
woke up and went to the toilet to brush my teeth with jingyi and shiya. when we went back to our bunk, it was deserted. then naiimah came and said there was a fire drill. what the.. and nobody told us. so we ran and asked for permission to fall in. then they gave out the certificates of promotion. yay. promoted lance coporal. haha. then have to greet the seniors by their new ranks. had PT, ate breakfast, packed the topo bag, distributed the food, and went up the purple bus for the hike.
we went to mac ritchie reservoir. we walked walked and walked. walked from the carpark up the slopes past the waters into the forest. and i was the medic of the day so not only did i have to carry my bag with two bottles of 1.5 litre ice mountain water, a loaf of bread, a banana, and a poncho, i also had to carry a first aid kit with no handle. arghh. scissors and stone platoon first aid kit at least have handle lor.
anyway, we walked on the path in the forest which had a lot of stones. sang camp songs while walking and talked to the sec ones. then we walked to bukit timah nature reserve. saw monkeys and baboons. then there was one part when we stopped to rest and eat our bananas. then the scouts were there and one boy said "teacher i thought you say got no monkeys? but there got one bunch of monkeys sitting on the floor eating bananas leh." lol. saying us lah. then there was one part we had to climb down a steep and rocky part and climb up again to cross over to the other side. so fun! lets do that again. haha. then we climbed up a lot of steps and reached the tree top trail thingy. wheeee. but not as fun as the australia one. that one was longer and the thingy was higher and more swingable. lol. then after that must walk down a lot of steps.
okay. so after all that walking we reached the satellite place. you know there is one part of the highway where there are satellites? yah. then we walked on the highway, on the path, across an overhead bridge, and took a public bus back to school. finally.
i was wrong.
i was waken up by the ringing of the house phone.
then i remembered everyone's at work and jie has her drama thing so i went to answer it.
it was mom. she asked me when did i wake up and to unpack my camp bag.
i told her i just woke up how can i unpack my bag in my sleep.
then she said huh? now 4.30 already leh
i looked at the clock and indeed it was.
omg.
then she told me to drink chocolate milk in the fridge so that i wont get gastric and wash my face.
i told her my eyes very small cannot open properly.
then she laughed like crazy.
her laughter was infectious so i laughed too.
then she said her shift just ended at she's coming back and asked whether there was anything i wanted her to buy.
so i said okay. the four leaf thingy or the bread talk thingy.
then we said okay bye and hung up.
so now im in front of the computer blogging with half opened eyes and the chocolate taste in my mouth. omg. i slept for 18-19 hours! half the day gone.
okay. day 1 of camp.
i carried all my stuff to the mrt station and met shiya. then we went to the mac near westmall to buy dinner for ourselves as well as for yunqian, jingyi, and shuangyu. 5 sets all together. we had trouble carrying it to school. anyway, we met up with the rest and went up to a classroom. we pushed all the tables to the sides for the campfire performance rehearsal and closed the windows to eat our food. the sec ones put their bags in the classroom and went out to buy their 1.5. then bb came and said they needed the classroom so we had to lug out all our stuff AND the sec ones camp bags out. damn heavy lah. so we brought everything to the first level and completed our dinner in the canteen. then we used the 1e1 classroom for the dance practice instead and after a while it was time to fall in. by then i was already exhausted lah.
they checked all our stuff, gave us logistic items, and told us which classrooms were our bunks. the 3 platoons are scissors, paper, and stone. i was in paper. scissors slept in 1e1, stone slept in 1e2 and paper was spilt in half and shared bunks in 1e1 and 1e2. had platoon interaction with our pc. at night we played some games at the basketball court. the main game was the one where you had to run over to a plastic bag filled of flour and m&ms. there, you have to use your mouth to pick up an m&m and run back. eew.. when i came back my mouth and nose was all covered with flour and i actually tasted and ate raw flour for the first time! eeww. but it was okay as the m&m's chocolate taste covered the taste of the flour. mm-mm. yummy chocolate. had to go twice. the other game was caterpillar where my butt was scratched against the floor which hurt and was painful and another game was the ladder thing. then there was supper. when the rest were told to bathe, me, yq, and some other sec oens volunteered and were told to clean up the flour on the basketball court. had not much time to bathe so just showered and rinsed.
had sentry duty from 12-1am with hui fen. i told her about st john stuff but she only cared about what time it was so that she could set the time on her torchlight and to find xingliang at the boys bunk so i stopped talking. saw matthew and jiajun. after our shift we went to call atiqah and liping before going to sleep.
day 2
woke up and went to the toilet to brush my teeth with jingyi and shiya. when we went back to our bunk, it was deserted. then naiimah came and said there was a fire drill. what the.. and nobody told us. so we ran and asked for permission to fall in. then they gave out the certificates of promotion. yay. promoted lance coporal. haha. then have to greet the seniors by their new ranks. had PT, ate breakfast, packed the topo bag, distributed the food, and went up the purple bus for the hike.
we went to mac ritchie reservoir. we walked walked and walked. walked from the carpark up the slopes past the waters into the forest. and i was the medic of the day so not only did i have to carry my bag with two bottles of 1.5 litre ice mountain water, a loaf of bread, a banana, and a poncho, i also had to carry a first aid kit with no handle. arghh. scissors and stone platoon first aid kit at least have handle lor.
anyway, we walked on the path in the forest which had a lot of stones. sang camp songs while walking and talked to the sec ones. then we walked to bukit timah nature reserve. saw monkeys and baboons. then there was one part when we stopped to rest and eat our bananas. then the scouts were there and one boy said "teacher i thought you say got no monkeys? but there got one bunch of monkeys sitting on the floor eating bananas leh." lol. saying us lah. then there was one part we had to climb down a steep and rocky part and climb up again to cross over to the other side. so fun! lets do that again. haha. then we climbed up a lot of steps and reached the tree top trail thingy. wheeee. but not as fun as the australia one. that one was longer and the thingy was higher and more swingable. lol. then after that must walk down a lot of steps.
okay. so after all that walking we reached the satellite place. you know there is one part of the highway where there are satellites? yah. then we walked on the highway, on the path, across an overhead bridge, and took a public bus back to school. finally.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
camp tmr
tomorrow is camp!!
st john annual march camp.
ooh. cant wait.
my mom bought me a gray converse cap!! omg. its so nice. wearing it for the campfire performance on day 2 of the camp. i just love it.
we got back the progress report for term 1. mom finally called that leo guy. i told her i would want to have tution after march holidays to enjoy first. haha. not confirm when starting tution yet.
and the progress report is surprisingly okay. just pretend you dont see the math, chinese, and science and take it that i got all As. (:
english- 72, A2
math- 47, D7
chinese- 51.9, C6
science- 65, B3
history- 72.3, A2
literature- 71.2, A2
D&T- 70.4, A2
art- 72.5, A2
have to sleep. my posts are getting shorter and shorter since im getting busier.
st john annual march camp.
ooh. cant wait.
my mom bought me a gray converse cap!! omg. its so nice. wearing it for the campfire performance on day 2 of the camp. i just love it.
we got back the progress report for term 1. mom finally called that leo guy. i told her i would want to have tution after march holidays to enjoy first. haha. not confirm when starting tution yet.
and the progress report is surprisingly okay. just pretend you dont see the math, chinese, and science and take it that i got all As. (:
english- 72, A2
math- 47, D7
chinese- 51.9, C6
science- 65, B3
history- 72.3, A2
literature- 71.2, A2
D&T- 70.4, A2
art- 72.5, A2
have to sleep. my posts are getting shorter and shorter since im getting busier.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
8 march
its been a fruitful day. (:
stayed back after school to rehearse the campfire performance. some sec ones were so enthu lah. they helped to think of the dance moves and tried doing the steps without us to tell them. haha. so cute lah. only minority have a bit of attitude problem. we chose the song sk8er boi by avril lavigne. hahaha. avril lavigne again. last year music project do nobody's fool. this year project do on her biography and the song complicated. now campfire do her song also. yayy (: she rocks my world. hahaha. there is also a song by her called my world. her first album rocks more then the second one.
and i actually understood this cross multiplication blabla equals to zero thing! woohoo. oh yeah. the first algebra thing i can understand.
and the failing math thing? mother keeps saying that she will call the fellow that taught my sis last year. hes called leo. yah. but shes never got round to do it.
and the running thing? i think in the march holidays i should go to CCK stadium more often. especially in the holidays. or run there from my house. haha. can lor. i rollerbladed there before. i dont know why, but some people have this impression that i can run. i know i can run. or rather, used to be able to run. i should train again and not let myself and others down. or at least have a good stamina and be fit instead of sitting in front of the computer for the whole day.
and the piano lesson thing? i still totally regret it. but we had financial problems so i had to sell away my piano and quit having lessons. no choice. but if i had been learning until now i'd be at grade 7 going onto grade 8. then i can graduate happily and even if i flunk algebra i can still go and be a piano teacher.
but that day i went to denise's house and spammed people after common test, she played her keyboard.. it was that song that i was learning when i changed my piano teacher in grade 5. and when i tried to play my favourite song le petit noir, i just forgot how. i totally forgot. i wanted to cry so bad but i held back.
why? for face. just purely, for face.
not only do i have the ability to fart with my hands, i also can yawn purposely and hold back my tears. once i purposely yawned and yawned so that i could get out of going to the market with mom. hahaha.
cherish what you have now. for once its gone, it may never come back. and only when you turn around and realise you need it, it has gone forever.
i keep thinking of kidergarden school days. when life was so easy and carefree. when life did not seem so complicated. when we were all innocent and naive. those were good days and memorable days. makes you smile when you think of it. especially last day of school. wonder where he is now.
dad's back. got to go sleep. byebye.
stayed back after school to rehearse the campfire performance. some sec ones were so enthu lah. they helped to think of the dance moves and tried doing the steps without us to tell them. haha. so cute lah. only minority have a bit of attitude problem. we chose the song sk8er boi by avril lavigne. hahaha. avril lavigne again. last year music project do nobody's fool. this year project do on her biography and the song complicated. now campfire do her song also. yayy (: she rocks my world. hahaha. there is also a song by her called my world. her first album rocks more then the second one.
and i actually understood this cross multiplication blabla equals to zero thing! woohoo. oh yeah. the first algebra thing i can understand.
and the failing math thing? mother keeps saying that she will call the fellow that taught my sis last year. hes called leo. yah. but shes never got round to do it.
and the running thing? i think in the march holidays i should go to CCK stadium more often. especially in the holidays. or run there from my house. haha. can lor. i rollerbladed there before. i dont know why, but some people have this impression that i can run. i know i can run. or rather, used to be able to run. i should train again and not let myself and others down. or at least have a good stamina and be fit instead of sitting in front of the computer for the whole day.
and the piano lesson thing? i still totally regret it. but we had financial problems so i had to sell away my piano and quit having lessons. no choice. but if i had been learning until now i'd be at grade 7 going onto grade 8. then i can graduate happily and even if i flunk algebra i can still go and be a piano teacher.
but that day i went to denise's house and spammed people after common test, she played her keyboard.. it was that song that i was learning when i changed my piano teacher in grade 5. and when i tried to play my favourite song le petit noir, i just forgot how. i totally forgot. i wanted to cry so bad but i held back.
why? for face. just purely, for face.
not only do i have the ability to fart with my hands, i also can yawn purposely and hold back my tears. once i purposely yawned and yawned so that i could get out of going to the market with mom. hahaha.
cherish what you have now. for once its gone, it may never come back. and only when you turn around and realise you need it, it has gone forever.
i keep thinking of kidergarden school days. when life was so easy and carefree. when life did not seem so complicated. when we were all innocent and naive. those were good days and memorable days. makes you smile when you think of it. especially last day of school. wonder where he is now.
dad's back. got to go sleep. byebye.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
angry at myself
im angry.
angry at myself.
angry for not understanding algebra.
angry for failing maths.
angry that others can afford tution but me.
angry that others can have piano lessons while i cant afford it.
angry that i couldnt take it and cried when i had a stomachache or muscle cramp when running.
angry that i couldnt complete the 3 rounds in PE.
had camp briefing today. campfire performace rehearsal thing. wont elaborate.
hate myself.
angry at myself.
angry for not understanding algebra.
angry for failing maths.
angry that others can afford tution but me.
angry that others can have piano lessons while i cant afford it.
angry that i couldnt take it and cried when i had a stomachache or muscle cramp when running.
angry that i couldnt complete the 3 rounds in PE.
had camp briefing today. campfire performace rehearsal thing. wont elaborate.
hate myself.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
PBL?
i woke up at 11am with nothing on my mind.
just lazed around the house until 2pm when i felt like checking my handphone. then i read some smses and realised i totally forgot about the group coming over to my house to do PBL! omg. wenxi called me and told me to come down when she and xueli were already walking to my block anyway. we didnt really know what to do so we just sat there and rot. wenxi IM-ed matthew and bertrand. LOL. typed a lot of crap. vanessa came later because of her tution. in the end, we didnt really do anything much. just loved pointing at the nan hua school building and saying its a temple. hahahaha.
at 4 something we crossed over to lot 1 and took some neoprints.. (: they gave me everything to scan but blogger is being dumb and is unable to upload the images. haha. tomorrow i shall try putting them up again.
*update* 3/4/06, 2:04PM
this is the update over the previous update! lols. kinda late though. i re-scanned the neoprints and it looks v.nice! (: much much nicer than the previous ones when the scanner program wasnt really functioning.
then we went shopping. more than words, mini toons, ice lemon tea, cards and such, .. go there all the time. nothing new.
went down to the basement. xueli bought the sotong tentacles thingy from old chang kee. wenxi bought the chicken with lotsa pepper and chilli thingy from the taiwan xiao chi stall opposite old chang kee. i went to buy my favourite thingy from breadtalk. its that thingy thats rectangular with cream, kiwi, strawberry, and pineapple on top. mmm..
then was told that there will be a camp briefing on tuesday after school and to pass to all sec twos. oh no. camp.. reminds me of the horrors of basic. LOL. as well as the fun too.
it was raining when i walked home. its hard to walk in the rain with high-heels while holding an umbrella, even if its just a little bit of heels.
i hope i get to wear my super super high-heels soon. (:
oops. 1 minute to midnight. i better go get my beauty sleep.
just lazed around the house until 2pm when i felt like checking my handphone. then i read some smses and realised i totally forgot about the group coming over to my house to do PBL! omg. wenxi called me and told me to come down when she and xueli were already walking to my block anyway. we didnt really know what to do so we just sat there and rot. wenxi IM-ed matthew and bertrand. LOL. typed a lot of crap. vanessa came later because of her tution. in the end, we didnt really do anything much. just loved pointing at the nan hua school building and saying its a temple. hahahaha.
at 4 something we crossed over to lot 1 and took some neoprints.. (: they gave me everything to scan but blogger is being dumb and is unable to upload the images. haha. tomorrow i shall try putting them up again.
*update* 3/4/06, 2:04PM
this is the update over the previous update! lols. kinda late though. i re-scanned the neoprints and it looks v.nice! (: much much nicer than the previous ones when the scanner program wasnt really functioning.
then we went shopping. more than words, mini toons, ice lemon tea, cards and such, .. go there all the time. nothing new.
went down to the basement. xueli bought the sotong tentacles thingy from old chang kee. wenxi bought the chicken with lotsa pepper and chilli thingy from the taiwan xiao chi stall opposite old chang kee. i went to buy my favourite thingy from breadtalk. its that thingy thats rectangular with cream, kiwi, strawberry, and pineapple on top. mmm..
then was told that there will be a camp briefing on tuesday after school and to pass to all sec twos. oh no. camp.. reminds me of the horrors of basic. LOL. as well as the fun too.
it was raining when i walked home. its hard to walk in the rain with high-heels while holding an umbrella, even if its just a little bit of heels.
i hope i get to wear my super super high-heels soon. (:
oops. 1 minute to midnight. i better go get my beauty sleep.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
KSJ
woke up early to sit for KSJ.
knowledge of order st john. its like a history test.
me and shiya reached westmall macdonalds at 7.25. we ordered hotcakes while waiting for the others. when we went back up, you peng was also there. then jingyi and shuangyu came. followed by yunqian, then amalina and atiqah. we studied like crazy. have to pass this or you will have to retake and retake until you pass, and without KSJ, you wont be able to get a lot of badges. a lot of people failed before and its v.hard.
feel the stress?
liying and yanyun came, and at about 9.30 we took the MRT to lavander. 1 hour later we reached st john headquarters. had to wait for a while before going into one of the rooms. the test consists of 50 MCQs. new format. but here's the catch- in order to pass you have to get 80% correct, which means you can only make 10 mistakes. gosh. i sat with shiya. i can remember most of the dates, but some questions i didn't know how to answer because either [a] i didnt highlight that part in my notes or [b] it wasnt even in the notes. booo. hopefully a miracle will happen. i wont want to retake the test.
after that me, jingyi, shuangyu, shiya, ama, yunqian, yanyun, and liying went to the pizzahut near westmall to eat lunch. actually i wanted to go the tiong bahru plaza. some said they wanted to go to bugis. plaza singapura would also be good. anything but westmall. sick of it.
oh yah, and theres this mysterious guy who sms-ed shiya. then she replied 'who are you' and the person texted saying 'im someone who has been admiring you for some time but you very attitude leh' or something. LOL. then she used my phone to text that guy saying that this is shi ting, shiya's twin. hahahaha. why drag me in? anyway the guy replied 'dun lame larrs... she dun hab twins lor' shiya told me that the person doesnt want to tell her who he is and said that they have never seen each other before. he also says that he admires her but it doesnt mean that he likes her, says that she got idiot attitude and scolded her a fcuking bitch. what the.. LOL.
dad bought another printer yesterday which looks v.cool but only prints black ink.
i dont want to get my results slip. progress report. whatever its called. make it sound so nice.
mother just called me by the stupid nickname my sister calls me. what the hell. fine. i shant eat. sit here and starve or get gastric pain. see if i care.
FREAKS!!
knowledge of order st john. its like a history test.
me and shiya reached westmall macdonalds at 7.25. we ordered hotcakes while waiting for the others. when we went back up, you peng was also there. then jingyi and shuangyu came. followed by yunqian, then amalina and atiqah. we studied like crazy. have to pass this or you will have to retake and retake until you pass, and without KSJ, you wont be able to get a lot of badges. a lot of people failed before and its v.hard.
feel the stress?
liying and yanyun came, and at about 9.30 we took the MRT to lavander. 1 hour later we reached st john headquarters. had to wait for a while before going into one of the rooms. the test consists of 50 MCQs. new format. but here's the catch- in order to pass you have to get 80% correct, which means you can only make 10 mistakes. gosh. i sat with shiya. i can remember most of the dates, but some questions i didn't know how to answer because either [a] i didnt highlight that part in my notes or [b] it wasnt even in the notes. booo. hopefully a miracle will happen. i wont want to retake the test.
after that me, jingyi, shuangyu, shiya, ama, yunqian, yanyun, and liying went to the pizzahut near westmall to eat lunch. actually i wanted to go the tiong bahru plaza. some said they wanted to go to bugis. plaza singapura would also be good. anything but westmall. sick of it.
oh yah, and theres this mysterious guy who sms-ed shiya. then she replied 'who are you' and the person texted saying 'im someone who has been admiring you for some time but you very attitude leh' or something. LOL. then she used my phone to text that guy saying that this is shi ting, shiya's twin. hahahaha. why drag me in? anyway the guy replied 'dun lame larrs... she dun hab twins lor' shiya told me that the person doesnt want to tell her who he is and said that they have never seen each other before. he also says that he admires her but it doesnt mean that he likes her, says that she got idiot attitude and scolded her a fcuking bitch. what the.. LOL.
dad bought another printer yesterday which looks v.cool but only prints black ink.
i dont want to get my results slip. progress report. whatever its called. make it sound so nice.
mother just called me by the stupid nickname my sister calls me. what the hell. fine. i shant eat. sit here and starve or get gastric pain. see if i care.
FREAKS!!
Friday, March 03, 2006
CL oral
blahx.
this morning before recess i was quite moody. then after recess i became crazy. haha. really. i realised that and its weird. mood swing. nureen didnt come today. boohoo. haha.
crap matthew is like IM-ing me and making crappy comments about what i write in my blog so i shall write crap about him here. he SUCKS! wahahaha. so idiotic.
had to see the stupid dnt teacher's face again. then slept for like 20 mins during english lesson. lack of sleep. went to bed at midnight but lay there for 2 hours. mrs teo came at the wrong time so we missed english.
then music we sat outside while the porcine teacher was inside and told us to go in one by one for the presentation thingy. then the boys kept telling us to move up 'cause there were in the sun and when i got up to move, i accidentally put one knee on the floor to stand, forgetting that i had a wound on each knee and quickly stood up hopping on one foot. then went to the toilet to clean it.
now matthew is telling me to cancel crap that i have typed but hes so annoying i dont care.
literature watched the to kill a mockingbird movie again. then denise was actually frightened at one part and sort of 'jumped'. hahahaha. so funny.
now mother has come with some biscuits which taste horrible.
then mr samuie was reading out names of those people who didnt hand in their work. my name so called out and i was shocked. he say i didnt hand in assignment 2. like, what the fuck. i handed in liao lor. so after the lesson i told him lah. i handed in on wednesday and i saw him put it in his books lah. whatever. we were supposed to see him after school but i didnt go.
plus after school there was CL oral!!! i ate lunch and sat there with chrystabel, debby, xueli, yiting, and denise, and we were practising reading some stupid passages in the textbook. then me and xueli went up to find the others and most of them were in class. the door was locked. so since they didnt want us in i kick the door and went back to the canteen where the others were. didnt use much strength in kicking the door but it was quite good for a person with injured knees.
and now matthew has asked me whether i have finished blogging which i so have not.
and now mother came back in and took away the digusting biscuits. yay.
so many interruptions.
then chinese oral the teacher who tested us was, fortunately, not my CCA teacher. it was some older teacher lah. don't know why she didnt go by index number. jasher and leon came late. we only could whisper or talk softly. then when it was alfred's turn jen siong, zili, weimin and kai herng came so the teacher scolded them for a while. then when it was matthew's turn those four people went to the teacher and again and i dont know what they were talking about. so good.. can think and delay time. i got thirsty and vanessa rolled her bottle over for me to pour some of her water into my bottle and when i reached to get it, i accidentally pressed my knee on the floor AGAIN. oww. blood.
anyway when it was my turn, i was third last. then i skipped a lot of words lah. and the question was, "why should young people respect the elderly?" i think i answered pretty ok lah. but then she asked two more questions: "do you think young people nowadays respect the elderly" and "what would you do if you see your friend being rude to an elderly?" or whatever crap lah. those two i answered just one short sentence. wah lau. then after the whole thing when i had nothing else to say...
stupid matthew call me slow poke!!!
oh, and i had nothing nothing to say. then she said that i should read more compos and told me to buy a compo book. then she asked if i had a compo book so i said no. actually i have, but if i say yes, she will think that this person have compo book yet dont want to practise, and maybe give me lesser marks. hahaha. what the. so stupid. even if i have thousands of compo books i also wont read.
OKAY! im done! are you happy now??
this morning before recess i was quite moody. then after recess i became crazy. haha. really. i realised that and its weird. mood swing. nureen didnt come today. boohoo. haha.
crap matthew is like IM-ing me and making crappy comments about what i write in my blog so i shall write crap about him here. he SUCKS! wahahaha. so idiotic.
had to see the stupid dnt teacher's face again. then slept for like 20 mins during english lesson. lack of sleep. went to bed at midnight but lay there for 2 hours. mrs teo came at the wrong time so we missed english.
then music we sat outside while the porcine teacher was inside and told us to go in one by one for the presentation thingy. then the boys kept telling us to move up 'cause there were in the sun and when i got up to move, i accidentally put one knee on the floor to stand, forgetting that i had a wound on each knee and quickly stood up hopping on one foot. then went to the toilet to clean it.
now matthew is telling me to cancel crap that i have typed but hes so annoying i dont care.
literature watched the to kill a mockingbird movie again. then denise was actually frightened at one part and sort of 'jumped'. hahahaha. so funny.
now mother has come with some biscuits which taste horrible.
then mr samuie was reading out names of those people who didnt hand in their work. my name so called out and i was shocked. he say i didnt hand in assignment 2. like, what the fuck. i handed in liao lor. so after the lesson i told him lah. i handed in on wednesday and i saw him put it in his books lah. whatever. we were supposed to see him after school but i didnt go.
plus after school there was CL oral!!! i ate lunch and sat there with chrystabel, debby, xueli, yiting, and denise, and we were practising reading some stupid passages in the textbook. then me and xueli went up to find the others and most of them were in class. the door was locked. so since they didnt want us in i kick the door and went back to the canteen where the others were. didnt use much strength in kicking the door but it was quite good for a person with injured knees.
and now matthew has asked me whether i have finished blogging which i so have not.
and now mother came back in and took away the digusting biscuits. yay.
so many interruptions.
then chinese oral the teacher who tested us was, fortunately, not my CCA teacher. it was some older teacher lah. don't know why she didnt go by index number. jasher and leon came late. we only could whisper or talk softly. then when it was alfred's turn jen siong, zili, weimin and kai herng came so the teacher scolded them for a while. then when it was matthew's turn those four people went to the teacher and again and i dont know what they were talking about. so good.. can think and delay time. i got thirsty and vanessa rolled her bottle over for me to pour some of her water into my bottle and when i reached to get it, i accidentally pressed my knee on the floor AGAIN. oww. blood.
anyway when it was my turn, i was third last. then i skipped a lot of words lah. and the question was, "why should young people respect the elderly?" i think i answered pretty ok lah. but then she asked two more questions: "do you think young people nowadays respect the elderly" and "what would you do if you see your friend being rude to an elderly?" or whatever crap lah. those two i answered just one short sentence. wah lau. then after the whole thing when i had nothing else to say...
stupid matthew call me slow poke!!!
oh, and i had nothing nothing to say. then she said that i should read more compos and told me to buy a compo book. then she asked if i had a compo book so i said no. actually i have, but if i say yes, she will think that this person have compo book yet dont want to practise, and maybe give me lesser marks. hahaha. what the. so stupid. even if i have thousands of compo books i also wont read.
OKAY! im done! are you happy now??
Thursday, March 02, 2006
failed science
i failed my science test!! sob* but what could i expect. i fell asleep on the sofa while supposedly studying and was only on the first page of the science textbook. hahahaha. after getting one more mark from the graph question ms koe told me to go find one more mark to pass. haha.
mdm kitha came and double peroid english was all used up for the stupid at chinese teacher thing, usage of vulgarities, playing poker cards.. blablabla. stupid. i mean, for the mdm wan thingy, hello?? 6b has been much much worse than what the boys in class did. and she doesnt repect us at all. the vulgar language and poker cards thing is just lame. then must write some stupid letter/ reflection or whatever crap you call it. bleh. and mdm kitha ssat in front of my table and put the table towards her. suay ah. she read out an email sent by some parent. what the..
after school we dicussed the surprise for shiya's birthday. i came up with the ingenious idea. teeheehee. then we had training at some badminton court and the area near the court thingy below the HDB flats. did footdrill and took turns shouting command. wheee. so fun. (:
had mother tongue reading early in the morning and there was this pen advertisement in the newspaper which wrote, "have a ball of a time!" LOL.
no inspiration to write today. plus have to do stupid homework i have been procrastinating to do these few days.
eeks! tomorrow chinese oral!
mdm kitha came and double peroid english was all used up for the stupid at chinese teacher thing, usage of vulgarities, playing poker cards.. blablabla. stupid. i mean, for the mdm wan thingy, hello?? 6b has been much much worse than what the boys in class did. and she doesnt repect us at all. the vulgar language and poker cards thing is just lame. then must write some stupid letter/ reflection or whatever crap you call it. bleh. and mdm kitha ssat in front of my table and put the table towards her. suay ah. she read out an email sent by some parent. what the..
after school we dicussed the surprise for shiya's birthday. i came up with the ingenious idea. teeheehee. then we had training at some badminton court and the area near the court thingy below the HDB flats. did footdrill and took turns shouting command. wheee. so fun. (:
had mother tongue reading early in the morning and there was this pen advertisement in the newspaper which wrote, "have a ball of a time!" LOL.
no inspiration to write today. plus have to do stupid homework i have been procrastinating to do these few days.
eeks! tomorrow chinese oral!
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
ITS UP
yay! my blog is back up again! (:
thanks to nureen and vera for choosing this blogskin among the other 2 i liked and comfirming that this one is the nicest. hahahaha. initially i was feeling pissed and moody and decided to close down my blog but now i feel like writing again. i moved all my previous posts to another place and created a new tagboard.
got back all the common test results except for science. its better than what i expected. or maybe because i dont expect much and my parents dont care. anyway, i got 19/25 for english. okay lah. last year i also got that but i managed to squeeze out 1 more mark. i also couldve gotten 20 this time if i wrote the meaning of hermit properly. actually i knew the meaning but i was too lazy to explain so i wrote crab. hahahaha. but its good that i won the show off who beat me last year in SA2 by 0.5 marks. can never forget that. haha.
before assembly miss lim gave out the math papers. when she was giving out one by one, i was so telling myself to expect that i would fail, and to control my emotions and not cry. then when i saw the paper its was so surprising that i just passed! omg. tyco. hahaha. i think my mother will still get me tution anyway since i failed the math test on algebra and also the math retest. 11 and 12 marks. well isnt that lovely.
classic joke made in p3 about algebra- ALGER WEAR BRA. lol. still can remember.
during assembly i felt like a preschooler again. what do they think we are? 5 years old? using puppets, speaky voices, corny songs, and lame storylines to entertain a bunch of secondary school pupils? and denise shouted the command today for the school song. LOL. the way she shouted was so funny!! wahaha.
after school i went home with denise. junting was behind us and we went to the same bus stop. then i told denise i felt like a lampost. hahaha. then junting was like don't know doing what crap, and punching the metal bar of the bus stop. okaayyy. he's weird. maybe trying to impress denise by showing off his tae kwon do. haha.
everybody is talking about matthew topping everything. to be specific, 3 things already. chinese, math (tied with kk), and even running. he came in first with a timing of 14 min 33 sec. i should know 'cause i recorded everybody's timing. what the..
luckily im back already. it looks like its gonna rain.
just now i was at choa chu kang park just behind my condo with huiqi, jeremy, yong jun and his lil brother. i went there by the back gate and crossing over to the park. huiqi, who wants to be known as mandy because like me, she hates her name, was already there and the other 3 guys were shooting hoops. and they were like, "come lets play ball" LOL. after a while it got boring and we played badminton. doubles. then we went, "go get the cock! go get the cock!" when the shuttlecock flew into the bushes or something. hahahaha. then we saw jeremy's family who came with their dog, oreo the dachshund. dachshunds are so cute with their sausage like bodys. we went to sayang him. then we went to see the durians hanging from the trees and threw stones at them. not even one stone touched the fruit. it was too high. then we played at the fitness corner. later i sat on yongjun's bicycle while he rode around on it. haha. i told him he has to be nice to the casualty. oh yah, and they were all asking me how i fell and stuff, and were more careful when playing. my knees will still hurt sometimes. and mandy drove me crazy trying to matchmake me with guys she has never seen before. came back home and the house was exactly how i left it. and now im all alone again.
mother scolded me last night for not eating. blablabla. you can just predict what shes gonna say. later she will come back from the hospital, all grumpy, and will complain about the other nurses and the student nurses and the PCAs (patient care assistants), yadyadyada. then she will talk about lifting this fat patient from the ward to some other place for a checkup, and how she cant take it because of her back, and that she has pins and needles on her leg for standing too long. see, its so predictable.
nowadays i only see dad for 25 minutes. in the morning he will wake up and take 10 minutes to get ready, and drive me to school which takes 15 minutes.
jie has 3 discmans and a mp3 player while i have none. hello?? i remember when she was p6 she got her first discman. when the hell can i get one stupid listening music electronic device? then i can drown out all the nagging.
tomorrow there's this not compulsory training, which i don't know if i should go. besides, i know exactly what mother would say.
thanks to nureen and vera for choosing this blogskin among the other 2 i liked and comfirming that this one is the nicest. hahahaha. initially i was feeling pissed and moody and decided to close down my blog but now i feel like writing again. i moved all my previous posts to another place and created a new tagboard.
got back all the common test results except for science. its better than what i expected. or maybe because i dont expect much and my parents dont care. anyway, i got 19/25 for english. okay lah. last year i also got that but i managed to squeeze out 1 more mark. i also couldve gotten 20 this time if i wrote the meaning of hermit properly. actually i knew the meaning but i was too lazy to explain so i wrote crab. hahahaha. but its good that i won the show off who beat me last year in SA2 by 0.5 marks. can never forget that. haha.
before assembly miss lim gave out the math papers. when she was giving out one by one, i was so telling myself to expect that i would fail, and to control my emotions and not cry. then when i saw the paper its was so surprising that i just passed! omg. tyco. hahaha. i think my mother will still get me tution anyway since i failed the math test on algebra and also the math retest. 11 and 12 marks. well isnt that lovely.
classic joke made in p3 about algebra- ALGER WEAR BRA. lol. still can remember.
during assembly i felt like a preschooler again. what do they think we are? 5 years old? using puppets, speaky voices, corny songs, and lame storylines to entertain a bunch of secondary school pupils? and denise shouted the command today for the school song. LOL. the way she shouted was so funny!! wahaha.
after school i went home with denise. junting was behind us and we went to the same bus stop. then i told denise i felt like a lampost. hahaha. then junting was like don't know doing what crap, and punching the metal bar of the bus stop. okaayyy. he's weird. maybe trying to impress denise by showing off his tae kwon do. haha.
everybody is talking about matthew topping everything. to be specific, 3 things already. chinese, math (tied with kk), and even running. he came in first with a timing of 14 min 33 sec. i should know 'cause i recorded everybody's timing. what the..
luckily im back already. it looks like its gonna rain.
just now i was at choa chu kang park just behind my condo with huiqi, jeremy, yong jun and his lil brother. i went there by the back gate and crossing over to the park. huiqi, who wants to be known as mandy because like me, she hates her name, was already there and the other 3 guys were shooting hoops. and they were like, "come lets play ball" LOL. after a while it got boring and we played badminton. doubles. then we went, "go get the cock! go get the cock!" when the shuttlecock flew into the bushes or something. hahahaha. then we saw jeremy's family who came with their dog, oreo the dachshund. dachshunds are so cute with their sausage like bodys. we went to sayang him. then we went to see the durians hanging from the trees and threw stones at them. not even one stone touched the fruit. it was too high. then we played at the fitness corner. later i sat on yongjun's bicycle while he rode around on it. haha. i told him he has to be nice to the casualty. oh yah, and they were all asking me how i fell and stuff, and were more careful when playing. my knees will still hurt sometimes. and mandy drove me crazy trying to matchmake me with guys she has never seen before. came back home and the house was exactly how i left it. and now im all alone again.
mother scolded me last night for not eating. blablabla. you can just predict what shes gonna say. later she will come back from the hospital, all grumpy, and will complain about the other nurses and the student nurses and the PCAs (patient care assistants), yadyadyada. then she will talk about lifting this fat patient from the ward to some other place for a checkup, and how she cant take it because of her back, and that she has pins and needles on her leg for standing too long. see, its so predictable.
nowadays i only see dad for 25 minutes. in the morning he will wake up and take 10 minutes to get ready, and drive me to school which takes 15 minutes.
jie has 3 discmans and a mp3 player while i have none. hello?? i remember when she was p6 she got her first discman. when the hell can i get one stupid listening music electronic device? then i can drown out all the nagging.
tomorrow there's this not compulsory training, which i don't know if i should go. besides, i know exactly what mother would say.
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