wah lao. everyday go to school will get angry. this week seriously sucks.
today once again there was chinese, and fellow chinese rep was told to go get books from the staff room there and give out to the class. then when he gave me mine he's like, "next time dont just sit there help give out."
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ive had enough.
keep saying that "i never do anything".. then what. think he just give out a few books so great ah?? then tell people i never take the initiative to help him. WHAT THE ****. AS IF HE DID! like, i gave out books to the whole class so many times already before the chinese class got spilt into two, and its not like he came up to the front and helped me with the distributing of stupid books. im just giving him A TASTE OF HIS OWN MEDICINE. i dont see anything wrong with that.
then then there's english lesson. mrs teo gave back our reading tests. okay lah. i got full marks. but no big deal since it was so easy. anyway, she told us to stand and read out the answer. then after saying the answer the person gets to choose an index number which will be the next person who reads out the answer lah. so after xueli's turn, she went to choose eleven.
SABO!
somemore the answer i had to read out had a word in it that i dont know how to pronounce. gaah.
people say cannot hear. i was in no mood to read out some stupid answer okay. so i had to repeat myself. fine lor. and i dont know why, mrs teo went to tell the entire class that i wasnt so soft during the debate auditions last month. okay.. a teacher speaking up for me? how weird.
plus i dont know why the class became so quiet all of a sudden.
and zili was like, so? go for audition also never get in. then he said that if he had auditioned he will be sure to get in.
HAHA! what the! whatever.
during science i totally could not pay attention. i kept thinking and thinking about what happened through the whole day and just sat there fuming. so angry lah.
i dont know what im angry at more- the boys making lame but hurting comments or mrs teo talking about me to the whole class. or fellow chinese rep accusing me of not doing my fair share as a chinese rep.
i really, really hope tomorrow will be better.
will be resigning from my post as hua wen dai biao. tomorrow after ting xie i should go tell wan lao shi wo bu yao zuo hua wen dai biao le.
why? hmm. i wont know how to explain in chinese.
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okay. im feeling much better after being cheered up by my painkiller. was laughing like crazy. thanks a lot. my painkiller eases my pain and makes me feel good. im taking the right dosage of painkillers. haha
not so unhappy now.
my painkiller rocks! (:
