Thursday, March 23, 2006

unreasonable

wenxi vanessa and i did PBL until 1am this morning but still couldnt finish. luckily mr cha extended the dateline to next tuesday or something. yayy. yesterday we stayed back in class after assembly to do the project. then we went to the school library before coming to my house. first time went to the school library and it sucks.

i wish mr cha had decided earlier that the deadline was next tuesday. then we wouldnt have rushed through PBL and stayed up until 1am. i wouldnt have been using the computer until 1am. dad would not have scolded me.

but seriously. he's like so unreasonable. i was doing a project lah for goodness sake. then he doesnt believe it and thinks im using msn and chatting on the internet. what the hell. even if i was its about the project too. who would be so stupid to talk on msn until 1am when they are busy with their projects and with school tomorrow?

went to my bed and cried.

stupid lah. when im lying people actually believe me and when im telling the truth, they dont.

everybody at home woke up. jie couldnt get back to sleep 'cause of my crying. mother thought i was talking to this somebody. yeah i was, but that was around 9pm. then she, too, also became unreasonable and said thorugh gritted teeth to stop talking to that somebody.

like she can tell me what to do.
plus, how can she tell me not to talk to the only person that is willing to help me with my maths when everybody in the house cant. she doesnt even know algebra, dad's too busy to even have a proper conversation to me, much less teach, and i asked my sister and she says she doesnt know how to do.

its a miracle she got B3 for math.

i had to keep repeating these few statements:
i was talking to vanessa and wenxi about the project.
i was doing PBL.
PBL is PROBLEM BASED LEARNING, a sort of PROJECT. (it just cant go thorugh their thick skulls)
the project have a lot of things to do.
you dont believe you can check message history lah.

finally mom came to console me and i went to sleep.

concludes midnight stupidity.