okay. yesterday had english. then mrs teo talked to me. most probably because i was sitting in front. then she said that she thought that i did really well yesterday but there were many other people who auditioned, blabla.
whatever. i think she is just being tactful or hypocritic. like when she said we had a beautiful noticeboard.
so anyway, it just means that im not in lah. its okay. im fine with it. then she called vanessa over and told us that we could be researchers. then she talked to the whole class and told them that some people from this class came to audition like vanessa and shi ting.. what the. must tell the whole class i go for the audition. i thought i better stick to writing.
but then came history for last 2 periods. mr cha with his laptop that has the same wallpaper as me on the computer in the study room that has sound lah. which also has virus now. im using the other com. anyway, at the last part he gave out our history test papers. i was quite okay with my marks because i didn't study.
then what. he was like saying that the person who got 9 marks on the 2nd page has a natural talent for writing. and i only got 4 marks lah. which means i failed section C since its upon 10. so i don't have talent for writing? and i thought i could write.
stayed back for lit. kk asked me what time we fall in and i said 1.45. so he said tell your ma'am to go and die.
o.-
and my lines are supposed to sound like a grouchy old woman called mrs dubose scolding a boy called jem. but i cant even say the lines properly because it has so many chim and wierd words i don't know how to pronounce. i always cant pronounce atkinston right and i dont even know how to pronounce dubose. and thats my character. i can't act too.
then had st john. sec 2s and 3s were practicing for the first aid com. i didn't know what to do lah. then for the 2nd try they asked me to exchange with yunqian. and they did better.
yeah. better. better w/o me.
i feel useless.
