AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
i totally screwed up my audition today!
gosh.
during lunch i was still considering whether i should go for the debate audition or the COE house meeting. the auditions were at 2.10 while the meeting was at 2.30. so when it was 2.10, the bell rang and i still didn't know if i should go for the audition or not. then i asked vanessa whats she staying back for and she said that she don't know 'cause she also don't know if she should go for the debate thing or not. so i thought, since she has already stayed back we might as well go together, just to try. so ya. we went to the tables and chairs outside the staffroom and mrs teo and another old woman and they told us to come with them to the lecture room. they were only 7 people. 2 guys, vanessa, debby, me, pei jun, and pei jun's friend. so if vanessa and i had decided not to go at that time, there would only be 5 people auditioning, and they won't be much to audition about since they are only choosing 4-5 people.
its quite pathetic.
anyway, after those 2 guys had auditioned, they let me audition next, 'cause i still go rush to the coe house meeting. mrs teo gave me the question,: what are the effects of blogging? BLOGGING!!! that's what i'm doing now! i thought it would be easy and what i rehearsed in my head was okay, but when i actually talked i kept stuttering and i accidentally said 'lah'. there goes my chances of being selected.
maybe its for the best. i mean, i saw my sister and her friends discuss about the previous debate motion whether to forgive T.T Durai about the NKF incident. she was on the opposition side. they were in the living room researching and the guy was rehearsing his lines of his speech, so i think he's probably the first or second speaker. this means more work and i know im lazy.
i went to AVT 1 for the meeting and the room was packed. i could only stand outside the room. after waiting for about 10 minutes, i left. who cares. it was like so boring, just stnading there seeing committee members being elected.
tomorrow mrs teo would be telling us the results of the audition PERSONALLY. oh no.
HOW TO DO DNT???
