oh whywhywhy did i not be a good girl and went to do my art prep?
because i when i didnt and went online and was added into a convo with shuangyu, matthew and nureen. then they disturbed us and called us mama and papa.. blahblah. whatever. that was still okay and i was having a voice convo with vera, still laughing and not really caring about their crap. then nureen suddenly brought up the lame thing about matthew flirting with mrs teo this morning 'cause we saw him talking to the teacher and then they said out everything about him flirting with the TA, beatrice,.. i keep having that mindset, that thinking that he still has feelings for shuangyu. i dont know why. and he is seriously such a flirt. he was like, 'cannot flirt meh?' okay i have to admit that I AM SO DAMN JEALOUS right now especially of beatrice because ive heard about him asking her to go out and eat breakfast so many times. ugh. i realise id prefer it when i wasnt his girlfriend yet. when he was still sms-ing me every hour with my mailbox over 200 messages. oh alfred just signed in. i wonder why he stopped talking to me.
