ughhhhh. today was like, undescribable.
anyway, me and nureen met at cck and took the MRT to boon lay. we walked to jurong point and walked around first cause the rest have not reached yet. when we were at chameleon, mao suddenly say he couldnt come because his mother didnt allow him to. what the!! so me and nureen were like, so pissed, and we decided to go to jurong entertainment to take neoprints, and decided that never mind, we could save money and not watch a movie. but jingyi called and we went to meet her and shuangyu outside the cinema. they said mao was coming. what the! bluff me! then i received an sms saying that he could go. double what the! so weimin and mao came a few minutes later. triple what the!! if he said he wasnt coming, and last minute smsed to say he could come, then how could he have reached there on time? i mean, if you couldnt go you wouldnt leave the house and be on the way to jurong point before your mother didnt allow you to go. right? what the what the what the..
ughhhh. sy and jy bought some food to eat. then we bought some food and drinks to eat during the movie. me and nureen shared popcorn and coke. and i tell you, the movie is so boring! i dont know why they decided to watch world trade center. ive watched enough documentaries about 9/11. and even though this was supposed to be a depressing movie, it was kind of depressing but not really depressing enough to make people cry. not heartwarming enough either. unless you are really emo or something. so the movie just became quite boring.
ughh. after the movie weimin went home while the rest of us went to jurong entertainment to take neos. then jy sy and mao went for dinner and i went home with nureen. she is so cute can! at jurong east MRT station, she tapped the card but instead of the green light, it was a red light, so she couldnt go in. then she tried a few times more on another machine and it was still a red light. then she took out her ezlink and tapped again, but still cannot. lols. she is so cute lah. they way she did that. then she went to top up her card and then she got through.
something ___ said upset me. even though he showed me something which was really sweet, but yesterday when i was playing with candles downstairs with __, he also showed me something like that. kinda romantic. but i was really sad that he would be moving out, and about his parents. __ said that he thinks it should be the last time we meet, cause he doesnt want to interfere with me and ___, and that the more he sees me, the more he will do silly things and go overboard. so when ___ said what i feared he was going to say, i was so.. um. its a feeling which i cant describe. and since he prefers to hang with them, then i have nothing to say. while i was walking to jurong east MRT station i was starting to think if i made the right choice between ___ and __. nureen could tell that i was angry. when i went home, even mother could tell i was pissed. i was smsing vera for the whole day, so she could tell as well.
last night after playing with candles, i went home and talked to vera until 12 midnight. more than 100 minutes. hahas. so fun. told her all my problems and stuff.
my day didnt get any better, cause when i walked home through the pasar malam they were playing techno music and those old old sixties song. ugh.
