now i even have the PHOBIA OF GOING ONLINE.
let's start from yesterday, shall we?
how i spent my end of year marking days:
WEDNESDAY, 11 OCTOBER 06
took the three trains down to dhoby ghaut and waited for vera. while waiting, i got myself some mashed potato from seven elven. mm. yummy. then a went in and walked around the shopping center before going outside to the main entrance and waited for vera. my twin finally showed up looking very chic. the cute vera was running towards me in her nice outfit. i totally digged everything on her! that's why she's my fashion guru. her dark billabong shirt, her green skirt, and her green small bag, matches with her green braces! and her slippers were silver and shiny.
we sat down at mac and talked over some fries. had to do some catching up with my best friend. after which, we looked around some shops and took neoprints! can't scan them now, as i don't get the chance to use the computer outside which has the scanner. my dad wants to move the printer/scanner into the study, as well as install the scanning programme into this computer, since this computer is faster as it is a pentium four, rather than the old pentium three computer outside. so i guess i have to wait for him to do that.
this is us at the dhoby ghaut mrt station staircase, tired from walking. =) vera pulled out my rubber band! eeks. my hair so short can.
then we went our separate ways. read the "tuesdays with morrie" book on the way home.
went online and was greeted by so many. i was shocked since usually when i go online, nobody talks to me. he IM-ed me while i was talking to nureen and vera online at the same time as well. nureen was asking me how to answer him when i was asking vera how to answer him. ughhh. so vera called and we talked while using the computer. after answering his many many questions, i got quite frustrated and told him the hurting truth. so sorry.. it feels so mean. i didnt want to tell him that, but he was forcing it out of me. plus at that time i had to shut my parents out from nagging at me to stop talking on the handphone and use the house phone, even though its free incoming.
THURSDAY, 12 OCTOBER 06
nureen came to my house to put her badminton stuff. we talked about some stuff before going out to meet xueli and vanessa at lot 1's long john silver's. talked over our meals. then we went to take neos! we took two sets in all. one at the arcade machine that couldnt print me, nureen, and yiting's neos. another one was at the pink and green chairs at the pretty in pink neoprint shop. so pretty! me and nureen went in search of a nice handphone keychain but found none. we looked around before deciding to come over to my house.
back at my house, vanessa and xueli starting using the computers while i showed nureen my collection of all the neoprints that i have taken, since she asked to let her see. then xueli came into my bedroom too. then we kept the neoprints and nureen went out while me and xueli lay on my bed (dont get jealous, guru) and cuddled my soft toy cat (pounce), and my sister's soft toy cat (sam).
later, the four of us ended up in the study room playing the playstation and using the computer. we played streetfighter- my favourite. haha. then nureen had to go for badminton so she left. then the three of us continued playing. after a while me and xueli switched to playing bomberman while vv used the computer. then it got boring so we played 102 dalmations instead. kinda childish and lame to me since ive completed it many times already. but xueli and vv were fighting over the controller as it was a one player game. lols.
vanessa went home around six plus and xueli went home a while later after she completed the first level.
oh yah. and the tv repair man came. how embarrassing to not have heard the doorbell and to open the door and find him outside waiting. didnt hear cause of the sounds from the playstation and the music from my computer. anyway, when the repairman came in the afternoon, he found no fault in the television and there was still sound. but now at night my family is watching a soundless tv yet again, with only images moving on the screen.
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i will be going to school tomorrow because vanessa told me to! haha. actually wanted to pon school but she was like, no, you must come to school tomorrow, in case exam results come out. and also can chit chat and be with friends. plus there is st john tomorrow, so might as well go instead of going for CCA in the afternoon and have everyone call me pon tan-er again. therefore, i shall go to school tomorrow reluctantly and for the sake of vanessa.
and im currently chatting with my guru! he is a really good guru, paulina. helping me right now, and discussing some issues. =) sighhh.
just now she smsed me and stuff and i guess we kind of.. ehhs. are okay with each other already? guess so. cause we apologised about the stuff we did. hope so too. we are quite good friends, and i dont wish to dislike her anyway.
i'm going through a tough time, yes. sorry for any temper tantrums, or if i said anything that hurt you, im sorry as well.
thanks to all my friends who supported me and were there for me (:
im emotionally drained.
