we train and we train and we train

where should i start.. friday sj training saturday footdrill training today AGI rehearsal. three days in a row got st john thing. so tired. but anyway, i will get to miss math tution three times! today i missed the first already. next sunday will be the actual AGI and next next sunday we have the CPR heart saver test. so i will fail my SA2 math. we train and we train and we train. im so tanned now. my face is tanner and darker. my neck until the place where the collar of the shirt rests is tanned so there is a v-shape which is tanner than my usual colour. the place from my elbow to hands is tanned only on top but on the under side where my palm faces is fair. and the place from my knee to where i wear my black socks are also tanned. its so weird. the place where i wear my socks is fair and my legs are so dark and my thighs are my normal colour. my sister noticed and she told me that i should go to sentosa to even out the tan. then i told her we should go during the holidays. anyway, today we had the annual general inspection rehearsal. saw haziq and allen. but allen like never see me. my lips cracked yesterday. mother thinks ths cause of it is drilling too much in the sun and told me to bring lip balm but i forgot to bring today. this is a very messy post because im not paragraphing. speaking of which, i have to look up on desertification of somewhat and type a short paragraph of it and do HE proposal and do the ying yong wen i left in the locker and english journal and im going to fail math. mother promised that she will let me perce my second earhole during the sept holidays but got competition leh. then cannot take out the earring until a few months later if not the hole will close, so only can pierce after the competition. there is public duty for aces day + teachers day performance on this coming thursday so we dont have to walk the 5km thing or whatever. yayy. then after that can go back to nan hua! with mei rong and vanessa. the only thing im looking forward to is teachers day. (: im tired but i have to do stuff i mentioned and find a way to go school early and complete ying yong wen. but obviously i wont be able to do so, because im so tired i cant get up in the morning and my parents leave the house around 7. i have to stop being so indecisive and find out what i want instead of saying i dont know all the time and ask for help in making decisions. yah. okay. i want to sleep. read the email my dad forwarded to me which i forwarded to 48 people about running through the rain. its worth reading okays.