FAC??

oh my god.

why am i always the last to know about sjab stuff?

i am already on the verge of tears for failing three math tests lah.

when i told lee peng to remind the others about the crime prevention project being due this friday. she didnt tell me anything about her, debbie, and qiu yan quitting the fac training.

i mean, once after a saturday training i was walking to jurong interchange there with debbie and leepeng and they asked me what if the sec twos (from our team) wanted to quit fac training and i didnt really take it seriously. i mean, i thought that its those kind of situation when people say these sort of things when they feel like giving up, but they know that they still want to go all out to do it.

so i didnt really think they would want to quit.

and today i told shiya to pass message to the sec twos FAC members about tomorrow's training. and just only she told me that she heard from xinying about this, and it was quite surprising to hear that the three of them didnt learn anything from FAC training? so i went to ask shuangyu and she said that because our team attendance is always not full.

so.. dont have to pass to the three of them about tomorrow's training because they dont have to come but me and shiya still have to come.

and so i called shiya back about this and told her that ngai fong still hasnt received the message about tomorrow.

AHHHH now i dont know why i feel so luan. maybe partly because im sick and there are so many problems in my mind.

i havent studied for the chemistry test tomorrow about the mole which i dont understand a thing about and for the physics retest after school which is all math and i just cant do math i dont know why and i just failed ANOTHER stupid math test so that makes it four tests which ive failed already and i want to DIE.

and now im getting a headache. i dont think i can even get started on studying the freaking mole.

im such a failure.